Anonymous Devotee from USA says: Hello Hetal ji, Thanks for this website. Please ensure to post this. I need some advice. Please do not disclose my name or email ID. I am eagerly waiting to post a miracle on this website. I have had lot of ups and downs in my life but overall not so bad and I am grateful for what I have. However, there is one thing which never seems to happen. And, after a lot of thinking, yes, I do understand I am probably paying my dues and washing of my Karma.
However, sometimes this thing in life just won’t happen and makes me feel as though I am the only one in the whole world who is such a sinner that I can’t have this accomplished in life. This phase of life has been extremely frustrating. I read Sai Satcharitra, I performed the Sai Vrat. But, I see no indications or signs from Baba that it is going to happen what I wished for. I am just tired of this and want this to end now.
I keep thinking, Is Sai really listening to me? Has He accepted me as His Devotee? Is He going to help me at all? I am in so much distress and I cry out to Him numerous times. I read so many Miracles on this website and longing to have one of my own and I want to post my experience too happily and spread the greatness of Baba. But that day never seems to come. I don’t know what to do anymore and sometimes I feel it may not just happen. Please advise me. What do I need to do to have more faith. I am afraid if I will lose faith because I don’t see it happening and no signs too. I also want to be a part of this group and want to happily post miracles that I may experience. But, if I don’t see anything happening, I feel as though my prayers are not heard but neglected. Please, fellow Sai devotees. Pray for me and advise me in this regard. Appreciate it.
Showing Me His Presence
Sai Sister Sarbjeet from India says: My name is sarbjeet kaur. I am from Punjab, working in Chandigarh. I knew Sai Baba ji from my collage days. I neither felt His presence in collage days nor did I try. After finishing my graduation in Jalandhar I came to Chandigarh for job in 2010. I stay in a PG. My roommate is Hindu by religion but her family has adopted Christianity. I do not believe in religions. And this is the reason that I love Sai Babe ji because He is not from any specific religion. He believes in God Only. One day me and my roommate had a good healthy discussion on religions. We were fine with each other. After few days she started dominating her religion on me and she said that until someone not starts believing in Jesus, he or she cannot be happy as you will be miserable like this after 30 years. You can have bet with me. All this nonsense made me restless. I am not against Jesus or any other form of god. But I do not like if someone try to be judgmental on my beliefs for Sai Baba.
Next day I went to my office, but was restless. I lost my inner peace because of last day’s discussions. For whole day I was reading people who have experienced Sai Baba ji‘s miracle, that was Friday I was praying to Baba to give me my inner peace. Please show me path. I said that I am not losing my faith but my faith needs Your help. I need to feel Your presence, please come to me and save me from being emotionally exhausted. On Saturday I was on my weekly off. One of my colleague, who used to work with me called me up to confirm if I want to go to Shirdi. Her family was going to Shirdi, She was not able to go as she was not getting leaves from her new office. I got her call in the afternoon on Saturday. My train was booked in the evening around 8pm. Within 4-5 hours I confirmed about my leaves from my office; surprisingly my boss granted me leave for 4-5 days with even without asking any question. I went to Shirdi. Got my peace of mind, cried like anything there. Sai Baba ji I know I am not perfect, please bless me and everyone else on this planet earth.
Prayer For My Son Surgery
Anonymous Devotee from USA says: I became devotee of Sai Baba by reading the experiences in your blog that are posted every day. Before going to bed i read those experiences. It’s not the experience, but i want prayers for my son from all the devotees of Sai Baba. He is suffering from epilepsy from his 7th month on wards. Now he is 3 years old. Last year he underwent brain surgery but it was not successful. Now again doctors decided to do one more surgery of his brain. I started doing Nav Guruvar Vrat and praying Baba for his health. One happy news for me is my son surgery was schedule on 8-May-2014 it was Thursday and it’s Baba day. So please all the devotees who read this blog pray to Baba for my son and make this surgery to be successful and i need all your blessings along with Baba to my son. Please pray for him. Please excuse me if any mistakes in my English. Om Sri Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Baba please save my son and bless him with good health. I will surely right this as my first experience to Baba