Yesterday there was a post which was shared by a guy facing problems in his love life. Today is another experience of the same nature. Kindly guide the lady. Because we felt that the post should be shared urgently, we are sharing it going against blog policy.
Anonymous Devotee from USA says: Hello Hetal Ji, Please do not post my name or email ID. You are doing very good job by putting experiences, helping people and getting faith in Sri Sai. I am mailing a personal experience of mine, but this is a request for advice/help/suggestions. I know you post in first come first serve basis. But if possible, can you please post this earlier, so that I can listen to what other Sai devotees has to say.
Please be patient with me as this would be little lengthy. From the time, I have known and prayed to God Saibaba, He has always been an important part of my life. No one in my family prays to Him much except for me. In short, I have been the only girl in my family to visit Shirdi. I love this God very much and He has helped me in many needy moments in my life. He has not always given me what I wanted, but He has always taken care of me. I have always prayed Him to bless me with the kind of life partner I wanted. There have been times, when I have prayed to Him for a particular person. But He did not fulfill it, which is understandable.
I do not have any complaints that He did not give me the person I prayed for. But, there has been few incidents happening in my life from the past few weeks, which are making me confusing. I am requesting all the devotees reading this to help me go in the correct path. If possible, please ask Baba by anyway you contact Him to see if I am doing the right thing and post it back in the comments section. I need to go little bit past to explain what the problem is. So, please be patient.
I was in love with someone from two years. I always prayed to Baba to help me be with him if Baba thinks it is right. I told Baba that I would respect whatever decision He makes for me. My only request was not to tie me into marriage with some unknown guy. He did hear to my prayers because of which I am single and happy. But He did not approve the guy I was in love with. I just left it and forgot about it.
I, sometimes, ask Baba question/answers and sometimes the solutions work. In late Jan, I prayed and asked Baba how long I should wait to get me a solution for my marriage. Baba answered to wait for few more days less than a week and I will be free from worries and my good time will start. I asked the same question after few more days and I got the same answer with the remaining exact number of days. I was happy that Baba will give me some solution or bring back the person I have wished for.
After that week was passed, I have noticed that I was able to see the guy whom I prayed before just as a friend and nothing more. For some unknown reason, the desire to be with him just vanished. I prayed to Baba to give me a solution for my marriage. I do not how to explain this, but he pointed out to an acquaintance I barely know. I mean I know that he exists, but I do not know him personally nor he does. I am not sure if he even knows about me and we are very very distant from each other in all ways. I felt that Baba was telling me that he is the answer to all my prayers. I afraid that my mind was playing games with me. I went back to question/answer, I requested Baba to help me. One of the answer came to take out chits if confused.
I have written 4 chits with an answer “NO”, 3 chits with his initials and 5 chits blank (I assume it has no answer). I prayed and after sometime, I asked a 4 years old baby to take out 3 chits in 3 turns. After she did, I just put them back near Baba. But I did not have the courage to open it. I really did not understand why I had so much fear. I opened it after 2-3 days, and all the chits I opened are the ones with his initials.
I know that it is a miracle since I had written only three with his name and all the three came out. My joy knew no bounds when I saw it. But you see I am really afraid to convince that it would happen. I have never prayed for Baba to send him into my life. It is like Baba is coming and saying his name out. If I start to think practically, it is something impossible to happen. I know that nothing is impossible to Baba. But for some unknown reason, I want this so much to happen.
Please help me to understand if I should accept him and think that Baba will unite us one day. Or should I just leave it and go on in my life. Can everyone who read this, help me by asking Baba in whatever way they communicate and give your advice in the comments section or what your gut tells you. I am very much confused to think clearly.
I am confused because the question answers do not always work for me and with the current situation, it is almost next to impossible for us to come together. I am in-between 27-29 and I do not want to be in any dream world. Please guide me.