Sai Sister Ashwini Ji from India says: Hi Hetal Ji, hope you are doing well. You are such a wonderful person and blessed by Baba. I would thank you for this wonderful blog. Let Sai always be with you and bless you. You can edit my posting were ever you feel like. I am Ashwini from Bangalore. I am a MBA professional in HR as I am person to much career oriented and hardworking girl and I am firm and ardent devotee to Baba . Here goes my Sai experiences.
I was too much short temper and very sensitive girl. To take this out, Baba made me to go with hurdles and heavy testing, which I underwent. As I said I am career oriented person, but things turned up very badly. I lost job for two years. I was without job. I used to attend so many interviews and clear till final round. But I never used to get offer letter in hand. I got disturbed very badly and started going into depression every day. I used to pray and ask Baba why you are doing like this to me. Still I never used to give up. I kept on trying and nothing used to work only tears was left in my life.
From childhood, I was very sensitive. I used to cry for every small thing too. In this Past two years, I was in very deep depression that I was without job during this period. I started doing all kind of
poojas to Baba and became very close to Him. Baba pulled me very close. Our bonding is so special. I do know how to say that those miracles and feelings are so beautiful. Now Baba literally speaks to me. Now I feel these two years what Baba made me without job. It is worth because two things which I had bad qualities in me that is short temper and sensitive crying, which Baba is taken out from me in these two years. Baba made me to go lots of testing and trauma, which I beared. Meanwhile Baba was literally next to me and teaching in life how you should be bold in life and most importantly Baba taught me how you should be patience in life.
I was very short temper angry girl. Now that thing is taken out from me. It’s all because of Baba’s blessings that changed me. My mother keeps telling now you are not short temper girl. Now you are true Baba’s daughter. Whenever I connect deeply to Baba, immediately He says to stop crying. I will show you happy life and be patience and rest you leave to me. I will take care like this Baba kept on telling whenever I connect deeply.
One fine day I realized I should stop being short tempered and too sensitive then only things will move. I thought I made my mind and I surrendered to Baba’s feet and told I will stop being like that. You believe or not, now things are moving so smooth if I face any problem, Baba is just next to me and helping things to go smooth. I always have a dream of getting job in abroad, but these two years without job, I was so lost. But Baba got me back that confidence in me as my brother work in abroad, but I never used to discuss anything about my problems with my brother which I was facing. I just used to connect to my beloved father Babaji. I just trust only one person in this world that is my lovely God Shirdi Sai Baba. I don’t trust anyone other than Baba. See how Baba made things go smooth in life.
Baba understood all my innermost feelings. Baba changed my brother mind. My brother started calling me and started advising me like I will raise visa for you. Come over here and try for job. I will help you out. Once he said that, I can’t say how I felt. Because I told Baba that I am not going to ask my brother anything. Whatever it is, You do it me. I trust You and I mentioned this to Baba if my brother voluntarily takes interest an d raise visa for me, I will go Baba. Baba just
answered my prayers. My brother did the same. I never asked my brother anything. But Baba made my brother called me and he said voluntarily I will raise visa for you as soon as possible. You come over here. This all happened just because Baba’s blessings. At present my visa process is going on. I will get my visa in week’s time. I am sure I am going to grab good job in abroad with all Baba’s blessings.
These two years, pain was worth, which I underwent because Baba made me bold and Baba has taken out from me that two bad qualities. This is one of the experiences, which I have shared. There are so many beautiful miracles, which happened in my life. These two years I was without job, but I got filled with marvels miracles. I will share all those poojas, which I did and miracles too in very near future. To all Baba devotees, who ever read this, please do some prayers from your side too. I want to grab good job in abroad. I want to get back that confidence. To all Baba devotees with all my experience, I would like to say you all this surrender to Baba’s feet with whole heartedly. BABA is such a wonderful God; He just does wonders in your life. Baba is there for everyone and everywhere. Om Sachhidananda Sad Guru Sri Sai Nath Maharaj Ki Jai !!!