Anonymous Devotee says: Dear Hetal ji, I see you as a mediator between Our Sai and His Devotees. Really you are a God sent and a World’s Blessed soul. You seems to be the Baba’s lovable and First child among all of us. Each and every single devotees of Him feel happy, proud and blessed because our beloved Sai only select His devotees. In such a way i feel so proud and happy to be one of His devotees. I am 29 Years old and got married 8 months back with my loved one by the grace of our Sai, Without Him it would not have been happened. I look very bad by my appearance and people will not like me by my look, I look fat and dark by colour, But our Baba is beyond this always and He has sent a person who loves me like anything to marry me who is also an ardent Devotee of Our Sai. We met each other in the year 2008 march. My family is the orthodox and a very big joint Family and we feel scared to even say the word ‘Love’ in front of my parents. In such a situation we fell in love with each other and i myself reveal this to my father on one day but till now i wonder myself from where did i get that much boldness to face him and to speak with him.

Like other parents they also showed so much of opposition that we expected and not even a single day has passed without crying. We met each other at our workplace but we resigned our job for better career. He got Job first in our hometown itself and in 2009 august i got job in one of the MNC with a very good pay, so i consoled my parents and left my home town and stayed with one of my relative home for work purpose. My cousin sister (i was staying in their home for job purpose) is an ardent devotee of Sai from her childhood and had experienced so many miracles in her life and she advised me to start worshiping Sai to see the difference in my love life. In 2010 November one fine Thursday she took me to our Baba Mandir and asked me to pray whatever i feel like my problems are. I started praying like i use to pray with other Gods.

I got a Government Job and i was asked to join immediately in the month of Feb 2011, and my Boy-friend went overseas for job on same Feb 2011. I started believing Sai and started feeling His presence all the time. but there was no change at my home regarding our marriage, i want to be with my family i love to see them but i always feel scared to come to my home town even on weekends because all the time they will be talking about my marriage and arrange for the bride and bridegroom meeting function.

Days passed and i was getting older, as a parents they want to shoulder down their burden and want me to get married but i was stubborn in my decision of getting married to my Boy friend. In the year 2012 one of my relative who is also a Sai devotee advised my Father to put Yes or No chits in front of Baba at His temple and do as Baba’s wish regarding my marriage. I don’t remember that i have slept that day night. i was praying Baba literally for the whole night that He should answer Yes to my dad when he comes to temple the next day. My dad went to temple with two chits. Obviously Baba fulfils His children’s wish. My happiness knew no bounds and i felt i was the
happiest person on Earth. But still my parents worried a lot about other elders in the family and the society, even after Baba said yes to our marriage they keep convincing me for other alliance. I cannot explain the pain i suffered during those days.

Finally in the year 2013 they agreed for the marriage after discussing with each and every single person in our family and they fixed the date on November 22 2013. I was keeping Nav Guru Vrat and before the 9th Thursday my marriage date has been fixed, it was possible only because of Baba. I got married to my Boy friend on the fixed date. We were so happy and Baba blessed us with what we want. We went to Shirdi on April 21st with my family and had nice Darshan of our Baba 4 times and attended Aarti. I feel Baba has gifted my life with such a loving and caring husband (born on Thursday) but there is no rule that his parents also has to be like him, so for them i am the ugliest creature in the whole Universe and they not even treat me as a girl and looked as i am who comes from the family of below poverty line. After marriage also i did not sleep even a single day without crying but everyday i thanked Baba heart fully for giving such a understanding and loving husband.

One day his parents started cursing me as they usually do but even my husband was not able to bear the words they speak so we came out of the home and we did not go where to go so he took me to Baba temple and we were out of words and speak only heart to heart to Baba through tears. We decided to live alone and construct a new house (we want to name as Dwarkamai) so again he decided to leave abroad, i applied for passport before marriage itself but since i am in a govt job there are so many rules and restrictions even to apply passport. I need to get NOC (No Objection Certificate) from my head quarters to apply passport. I had got NOC (i was not married that time) but because of some personal issues i could not apply passport within 6 months but the validity of NOC was 6 months. My application got rejected from the passport office stating NOC has been expired. I went to my headquarters for the fresh NOC. After 2 months of so many procedures and communications they issued new NOC (i got married when i get the 2nd NOC). Me and my husband went to passport office with the new NOC. I was asked to meet the passport granting officer and my token no was 9(felt happy).

There i was so scared waiting outside because 8 other candidates who were standing before all their applications were getting rejected by the granting officer. Then i went inside her cabin when my turn comes, i had tears filled in my eyes wherever i turned in that room i could see only our Baba photo everywhere nearly more than 10 Baba photos would have been in that room. She asked me whether i am married, i said yes and i produced my marriage certificate and she asked whether to add my spouse name in passport, i said yes. She signed in her green pen and said that i will get my passport in 1 week. I was so happy, i came out to meet my husband to tell all these, he was on a call speaking to visa processing people about my visa(he got his visa already), they were telling that my passport should have my husband’s name also( as a spouse )to process my visa. If i would have apply it with my 1st NOC (since i was not married that time) my husband name would not be in the passport only i will be marked as single in marital status and only my father name would have been there but Baba delayed for 6 months and the passport granting officer (Sai devotee) issued passport with My husband’s name. Every single action and move is Baba’s Leela only.

My husband was called to resume his duty and hence he left me with heavy heart to join his duty on June 16th, he got job in KSA and there is no tourist visa for that country, I can go there only through visit visa but there are so many rules and restrictions to get that. Again For going abroad i have to get another NOC from my department already i have got that (6 months validity) with a strict warning that they will not issue NOC again. Now i am staying with my parents and waiting for my visa, i have got the NOC issued dated 20th June and already 3 months over but still so many formalities are pending to process visa we are very much worried. My mind always thinks about Sai only i speak with Him i fight with Him i Cry with Him 24/7 i am thinking about Him and always i use to test Him to show His presence and always i get only positive symptoms but my husband advised me not to disturb Him always since He has so many devotees to take care. He cannot look only on us but He will do only good for us and so be patient and stop testing Him. I said ok but everyday i keep crying thinking about my husband and speak to Baba why Baba before also i was crying and after marriage also there is no ending for my crying and no peace in my life, please do some miracle and send me to my husband.

I did not disturb Baba for 1 week to show His miracle but again started feeling so depressed and crying aloud and again asked Baba to show His presence and i don’t know when i slept that night. Baba showed His presence and He came in my dreams He took me to Shirdi and i went to Dwarkamai and Chavadi, there i saw Baba in human form. I woke up with tears that how Baba likes me so much and answered my prayers like He Himself came in my dreams. Now me and my husband are in 9 weeks fast and 4 weeks has been completed. My husband already read Sai Satcharitra and i am going to start reading from next week i know Baba will make me complete this. I am planning to take medical leave to complete the Parayan with 7 days as prescribed. I request all the devotees to pray for me to meet my husband. We love each other to the core since 8 years but still we are not able to live together after marriage also. I am going mad missing him and suffering by so much of depression, only through all your prayers and by our Sai i can meet my husband and start living my life with him. Not even a single nano second has passed without thinking about our Baba. Please Baba forgive me for my mistakes and help us to get the visa soon before the NOC expires otherwise i cannot go abroad in my lifetime. Dear Hetal ji i believe if you pray for us i can get my visa soon and meet my husband. Each and every devotee’s prayers meant a lot to me. Om Sai Sri Sai Jai Jai Sai.

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  1. Faith boosting experience.Hetal ji I thank you from the bottom of my heart for maintaining this blog. Dear sister thank you very much for posting such a lovely experience. I felt as if I was reading my experience. I can relate my experiences with yours. I am also waiting for our beloved Baba's blessings. Today is my love's birthday. I asked Baba to show me a posotive sign by giving an experience related to love posted today. He did not just give me a love related post but gave a post which is almost same as mine. Thank you so much Baba for this wonderful gifts of yours. I am very much debted to you for your grace and love on me. Falling at your lotus feet. Anantha koti brahmanda nayaka rajadhi raja yogi raja para brahma shri satchidanandha samartha sadguru sainath maharaj ki jai. Om Sai Ram �� Love you lot my Baba 😊

  2. om saima very nice leela. i want baba with me. daily i am praying to sai my visa issu e only. this time i am in a postive thinking about visa. once i saw back of the vehical written forein chance is therefor us. i belive baba he grant visa this time for visa ke liye i am praying him every day please grant visa with your blessings i want to take darshan in london only. please make my desire come true om sai ram om sai ram om.sai ram koti koti pranams to your louts feet

  3. Baba I'm also in the same critical situation but with different problem.pls make my husband realize the truth and reunite us.bless us baba show ur grace on us.

  4. Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram

  5. Blessed experience. Dear sister do not worry continue to have firmm faith in our beloved Baba, definetely he will solve all your issues at right time. Om Sairam.

  6. dear devotees…om sai ram….i want to ask you all that last night i slept at 11.15 just without closing lites of my room and without taking any blanket i just close my eyes…i used to write baba's bhajan at night then i sleep i didn't write and i thought i will wake up in 15 minutes so i kept my lites open but i do't know when i woke up at 1.25 am then i saw that lites are off and blanket is also there and ac is also off even i didn't take blanket when it is off i asked my parents did they came in my room they said no but it happened??i am feeling that baba came in my room???

  7. I am sure He has guided you through the process and you are now with your husband 🙂

    O Deva, Thank You 🙂

    Jai Sairam

    • OM SAI RAM am sorry to say our application is still under process now we are in final stage of processing profession change but due to some problems unexpected termination of an employee delayed the process further. It took weeks for HR to find out my papers. We are still waiting with hope please pray for us OM SAI RAM

  8. OmSairam
    Dear sister, don't worry Baba will never leave his children. Keeping you in my prayers. Hope all your wishes come true.
    Anandakoti Bramhananda Nayaka Rajathiraja Yogiraja ParaBramha ShriSachiananda Samaratha Sadguru ShriShirdi Sainath Maharaj ki Jai !!!
    Bow to ShriSai peace be to all

  9. my dear baba,please bless my son with good health…..never leave us baba…I am totally dependent on you baba…OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI LOVE YOU SAI…ANANTKOTI BRAHMANDNAYAK RAJADHIRAJ YOGIRAJ PARBRAHM SHRI SACHIDANAND SADGURU SAINATH MAHARAJ KI JAI.

  10. Om Sai Ram.. Your story left me in tears. Don't worry dear. Sai is always there for us and my hearts says that you wish will be fulfilled .. Have patience. Good news is on the way . Jai Sai Ram ..

  11. Saimaa help this devotee to meet with her husband..keep her happy forever ..
    Need ur blessing baba…
    Om Sai ram

  12. Sai Sai May Baba Bless you Baba please bless her and all Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai

  13. Mere baba humlog par Apni kripa kijiye data plz deva.. Forgive me for all mistake deva. Om sai ram Om sai ram Om sai ram

  14. Om sai ram 🙂 you will soon be blessed..your are one of the sweetest devotee baba has..all these years he has carried you and he ll do it this time as well..keep remembering him..:)

  15. Sai Ram to dear Sai devotees,

    Thank you all for sharing your wonderful experiences here.

    Heart touching experience in this post, I am sure by now all your troubles would have been over.

    May Sri Sai keep blessing us all.

    Read SatCharitra online@:

    Sri SatChit Anand Satguru Sainath Maharaj ki Jai!!

    • OM SAI RAM Sai baba has some plans thats why we are still alone and not able to finalize the visa process. Please pray for us OM SAI RAM as you wished this will happen soon but unfortunately we are still waiting for baba's mercy on us OM SAI RAM

  16. Dear loving sister,

    I would like to say one thing regarding in laws. DONT ever think that just because you are not good looking,your in laws hate u.most of this so called in laws are nothing but personalities with some "psychological issue" OR you can even say SADIST especially ladies.Their loving past time is to torture their daughter in laws and sometimes even their son.
    Even mine was a love marriage and even though I am very good looking (as people say) still my in laws made sure that I lived a life of hell till 8 years.Now I am abroad and have stopped all type of communications with her so mind is bit relaxed. but still deep scars are there :-(.I get panic attack at night due to this lady (MIL).
    Certainly you have to come abroad to live happily with your hubby & once you come,make sure you never continue any links with those sadists.


    • Dear Sai sister,

      Please do not call your in-laws sadists. Who are we to judge another human being. Leave that in the hands of our beloved SAI. Yes sometimes some relations don't work out like we would like to, in that case if you don't want to talk to them thats fine, but don't bad mouth them in front of others. You will recall an experience of a devotee in the Satcharita who has badmouthing his brother. Lets leave it all in the hands of baba . You do what you can to either maintain the relationship if you can or keep away.

      These are just my feelings I am sorry if i have offended someone. Rest all i leave on our beloved SAI .

      Om Sai Ram.

    • OM SAI RAM am sorry Sai devotee we are still waiting and process is getting delayed from side in ksa. Please pray for us please help us to retain faith and patience nowadays i loose patience in consoling my wife explaining her reasons for delay but still waiting for a good news please pray for us OM SAI RAM

  17. Sairam to all Sai devotee.
    I am a regular reader of the forum; I always had the deepest trust in Baba. But with utmost grief I have to say whenever I did Nav Guruvar Vrat or Saisatcharitra parayan none of my wish was fulfilled. My belief, my Aastha has taken such a beating that now I really doubt whether He is there or it is mystical fanatism

  18. BABA must have blessed this devotee already. I wish that the devotees should post an update of their situations at least in the comments section. Then we all can find out how BABA came to their rescue.
    BABA! Please bless your ignorant children. Thank you for everything.
    Om Sai Sri Sai, Jaya Jaya Sai, Jaya Jaya Sai

    • OM SAI RAM thanks for spending your valuable time in reading our experience. my wife is still waiting with tears these days i find difficult to console her SAI BABA has his own plans for us we are still waiting now we are in the final stage of changing profession after that only visa process starts things are getting complicated. my company has terminated an employee who is responsible for processing my papers due to this reason our process is put on hold waiting for replacement after that only company will process my application i dont know still how long this will take sai baba has to take care OM SAI RAM

  19. Baba – please make my wish come true – I woke up in the morning and remember I was singing a lullaby to a baby. Please bless me with another healthy baby. Please resolve me parents money issue and bless all my family to live with love with one another instead of arguing over small issues. Om Sai Nathaye Namah !

  20. Sai baba,

    Please help us to live happily and comfort…to help family and parents in all aspects of our lives..
    Thanks baba for everything..

    love you baba
    om namo namah

  21. If baba brought you this far..he will take you patient and trust he will do it for r so blessed to dream about him…I hope that you get to be with your husband soon.

  22. such a loving experience..may sai bless you with all happiness and desires u have.. hope u will meet ur husband soon..

  23. Om Sai Ram,

    Baba, please forgive us for all the mistakes we have done, and let us be at your feet forever.

    Ananta Koti Brahmand Nayak Rajadhiraj Yogiraj Parabrahma,
    Sri Sachidanand Satguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai.

  24. Baba pls forgive us for all the mistakes.bless me baba.give me a happy life with my husband.

  25. May Saibaba Bless Both of you and may you soon get the visa and stay happy and blessed with love of your life.

  26. I got my visa…booked tickets for may 26th Thursday. ..and our new home Dwarakamai also getting ready…Thank u dear sai sisters n brothers…Tonnes of gratitudes Sai Maa

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