Sai – The Abode Of Blessings – Anonymous Sai Devotee

When we do not receive what we have asked to Lord Sai Baba, we fight with Him, be impatient and try to nag Him. Though our faith stands in Him, our patience seems lacking. If this is so with many of us, then we should definitely read this experience and try to visualise what this young lady must have gone through. If this done honestly, we will never again nag Lord Sai Baba.

Anonymous Devotee from India says: Hello Hetal Ji, I am a simple Indian girl who has been brought up with rich Indian values. I have firm believe in my lord Sainath. I have experienced His bless-full hand on me and my family. Although no words of mine could ever narrate His actions but through this small gesture I just want to share with my other co-devotees that Sai Baba will save you and protect you in every way and soon bless you with all you rightfully deserve. I am a devotee of Sai. I can’t think a day without my lord. I pray that You become the inspiration of my every thought and action. I am very thankful to Sai for bringing back happiness in my life after a turmoil of heart breaking events. No words of mine could ever thank for His blessings but I am just trying to thank Him this way.

Once I dreamt that I was going to some place, while I was crossing the road, I saw an old man coming towards me with a great speed. As He came nearer, to my surprise He was Sai Baba. Looking at Him, I became still. He came to me and said, “Give all that you have.” I wasn’t carrying much; whatever I had I gave Him readily. While I was searching my pockets for the last penny, my lord Sai told me, “Open your hand.” I took my hand towards Him and He started putting coins in my hand….1..2…3…4..5…….9. Looking at this I was thrilled, amazed and could only utter. ” Sai, aap mujhe 9 sikke de rahe ho (Sai You are giving me 9 coins)”. May be I was so moved that I couldn’t keep my eyes close for any long and woke up. I stayed quiet for a while and wished if I would have slept a little more and hear the reply from my dear Sai. That dream made my day and my life.

Today my biggest treasure, my husband, the biggest gift my Sai has given me and I thank Him every day for that. My story dates five years back when my family was preparing for my big day, my wedding. I am a teacher by profession teaching in a well reputed school, belonging to a middle class family in NCR. My father has spent all his income mainly on the education of us brother sisters. I was the eldest of all and both my brothers were studying then. Everyone in the family was happy and I too was excited and nervous. My wedding got fixed up hurriedly. The groom’s parents wanted an early marriage on the pretext that their son keeps travelling abroad on different projects and auspicious days are near and few, so after much persuasion my parents also agreed. So in a month’s time I was set in a new house with new faces around. In the beginning everything seemed good. People were nice and caring, husband was good, and financially things were sound. I was pretty happy with the turn of events and took it as blessing of the almighty. I had to quit my job then as I got relocated to a new place, things were okay with me as I knew I could easily find one soon. Moreover it was told to me that soon he will be relocated abroad so in any case I will have to resign.

Within a month I got a job in another reputed school of Delhi and I headed on with my profession. Life looked very smooth and peaceful to me and I was very thankful. Soon I got to know that my husband has to leave for USA on a new project. Being a newly married girl, that was a hard nut to crack but I accepted thinking of his professional growth. I continued to stay with my in-laws and working in Delhi. He was in touch on the phone. I also visited him once in US. After much wait, finally after almost a year of marriage, he took me along, again I had to leave my job. But that was indeed much awaited time for me and I thought finally things are looking brighter for me and we will get to stay together now. Things were fine till one day he told me we will be returning India in a month and I will have to stay there again for sometime till he winds up his project in USA. He told me he is in talks with his boss to assign him some UK project so he will take me there on a long term visa. I consoled myself somehow again.

We came back India. He stayed there for a week and then left for USA again. This was the time when everything shuffled up in my life or maybe it was there earlier but I could see only now. All of a sudden, he completely changed his behaviour towards me, he stopped taking my calls or whenever had to, use to speak rudely over the phone. I was puzzled and tried introspecting at my own behaviour, tried to talk to him to find what and where did I make fault so that I can correct myself, but in vain. Nothing could change his behaviour. He came to India after sometime around Diwali and told me that he has a separate life of his own and I make no match to his kind of lifestyle. Clueless and dejected, I did not know which door to knock. Finally I discussed the matter with his parents. His mother knew the exact reason but chose to stay mum. Time passed, things became bad to worse.

Finally I got to know the exact reason behind my fate. The reason was, he was lovingly involved with a girl but kept cheating on her while he used to travel abroad. She, on discovering this refused to marry him and just to show her down he married me. And now he considers this marriage as a mistake, so he wants a divorce. During all this time he was not only in touch with ex- girlfriend but also was involved with his female colleagues in a wrong way. I found all these details and pictures from his cell phone. So I was sure. Marriages may be mistake for men but can’t be for an Indian girl who weaves all her dreams around that one special person in her life. Same was true for me, and I started my struggle to bring him back to my life, making him realize meaning and purpose of marriage. But all my pain got wasted when I came to know that he is in living relation with his colleague who was a US citizen and they are planning wedding. After much talks and meeting with his family I finally came back to my parents place as they saw no hope. He had already left me saying I am not going to return India. US citizenship was the main reason behind his action.

After much contemplation, we finally decided to sort out the matter on mutual basis. I got divorced and another battle set in. The battle was to resettle my life, my dreams. I lost everything. I had to quit my job for the third time again because of him, lost those people whom I considered my family by now, my relations, my home. At this point of my time my family stood firm with me giving strength and dignity. Again looking for a fresh start, I joined in a new school nearer to my parents place. It was a difficult phase emotionally as memories kept striking back and there was societal pressure. I started living with it and moved on. I prayed to Baba. I used to visit His temple every Thursday, did Saptah Parayan. But at times life looked quite meaningless to me. That time only my mother could gather me and affirm me of a brighter future. I often used to ask Baba what wrong I did to face all this. I met this man on a Thursday, wedding got fixed on a Thursday, got engaged on a Thursday, so I was taking everything as Your blessing, so why did You do this to me. I think only my past karmas in previous births have answer to this. I even got divorced on a Thursday. Sai Baba freed me from my karmas in this ordeal.

Time passed, and Baba appeared in my dream, gave me 9 coins and everything changed slowly for better. I also visited Shirdi prayed for His blessings. I got job back in my old school, looking at my calibre the principal offered me higher classes and then I got promoted. With Baba’s blessings I met the right person, with whom I am married now and staying happily. He is the right one for me who really understands and makes me feel special always. So, practically whatever I had lost or was taken away by Baba was given back to me in a better way. I am really, really thankful to my Sainath for His gracious blessings on me. I pray to Him that no other girl should be made to suffer. Sai Ram bless all girls with a good and nice husband as I have. I definitely go by Sai Baba’s words that He takes care of you and protects you if you ask for help. Friends! hold onto Him, no matter what He will truly take you to your right place. Be thankful to Him and have firm faith, that’s all Sai Ram wants from you. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Ram.

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  1. Wonderful experience and you are truly blessed by Him that He has chosen to visit you in your dreams twice!

    O Sadguru, help us souls who are lost and wandering and whiling their lives away. Hold our hands and guide us in the right direction O Deva so we may accomplish our wishes and duties. Thank You O Sai for allowing us to be a part of Your family.

    Jai Sairam

  2. saibaba bless all baba…bless my amma with good health baba…bless my brother to get medical seat iin jipmer baba…my brother should score good marks in entrance baba…bless my sister life and her kids baba…soon my sister should get government job baba…please please forgive me for my mistakes baba…please….Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram

  3. If anyone wish to share their problems / issues please do so at and we will try to solve it in best possible way by baba"s grace . This is completely anonymous and would not be disclosed sairam

  4. sai ram…thanks for this wonderful experience…. your experience answered all my questions…thanks again

  5. Dear sister how strong you are. Im so happy for u n wil pray for u.. Ur happiness must stay like this forever. U had so much of turmoil in ur life, but u never scolds him. That's real devotion and faith. I've learnt so much from this experience. Baba knows everything.what to do and how to do. Our sincere devotion and surrender only helps.

  6. Dear Devotee,
    Tears are rolling for u………may baba bless u with all the happiness with ur husband……as i know the pain being avoided by husband …as evn iam going through the same phase where since one yr of my married life they have always been more of fights with him and in laws…he is always supportive to his family rather me. Though iam praying baba but i not able to get connected to him since marrg, nor he is coming in dreams like before mrrg though my mrrg was baba's blessing…iam not able to understand wht to do…iam doing nav guruwar vrat for that but that also iam unable to do in a proper method as i cannot lit diya n do pooja at home….but iam planning to do the same in temple in evng if at all iam able to go.

  7. My dear baba, bless everyone baba..keep us in your lotus feet baba.we are nothing without you baba..please baba shower your blessings on us baba..I have started my sai satcharit parayan from today..please be with me baba..please fulfill my wishes baba….bless my son for his exams….om sai shri sai jai jai sai love you sai…

  8. Anantkoti brahmandnayak rajadhiraj yogiraj parbrahm shri sachidanand sadguru sainath maharaj ki jai

  9. My dear baba, bless everyone baba..keep us in your lotus feet baba.we are nothing without you baba..please baba shower your blessings on us baba..I have started my sai satcharit parayan from today..please be with me baba..please fulfill my wishes baba….bless my son for his exams….om sai shri sai jai jai sai love you sai…

  10. Om Sai Ram thank you baba for everything and please forgive me for my mistakes.I'm sorry let the times ahead be good and please bless me.

  11. I love you saimaa….you are my best friend…..:) sai i trust you nomatter whatever the situation may be

  12. Sai Sister….tears rolled down…

    Just a boost for me…im also in vry dffclt phase…get hope n faith from your experience.

    Om Sai Ram

  13. O palanhare …nirgun or nyare …tmhre bina hmra kauno nhi…hmri uljhan suljhao bhagwan tmhre bina hmra kauno sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

  14. This is truly miraculous and babs sincere love for his devotees. Same happened with me where i got cheated lik after 2.5 yrs but only thing is i was not married. I was in a relationship after which i did curse baba a lot as i always visited baba temple with that guy but in the end i was let down.. but now after 2 years i can proudly say it was my karma dat i faced den probably bad and good cos the guy was a very bad person. I was stuck thinking its first love but all untrue.. i am so happy dat he left me cos i had lost myself along with that relation. But its over and i am now getting older and praying baba to bless me with a good partner. I really hope i am as lucky as you to atleast now get the right person and stah happy by baba's grace. I finished my nava guru vrat yoday. Feeling light and relaxed as baba cane in my dream today mrng at 5 just before my 9th day vrat… he blessed me with a chit that read my wish will be fulfilled by the lord of kind.. i am truly blessed and i feel iv gotten a lot more closer to babs in dese 9 weeks. I hope my parents and grandparents get to c me married soon as i cant c dem in pain. Lored gid sai.. i love you. Om sai ram.. snanta natha koti brahmanda raja di raja yogi raja parabrahma shri satchidananda sadguru sainath maharaj ki jai..

    • U are indeed very lucky and blessed that Baba himself came into your dream and assured you about fulfillment of your wish… 🙂
      Om Sai Ram!

  15. Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram

  16. Om Sai Ram…Please bless me and husband with healthy and beautiful child BABA…Please be with me through out this process.

  17. Your faith in Baba is commendable dear sister. Thats why Baba blessed you with a good life partner. May he bless you with a very happy life always

  18. A very touching experience.
    It's true that we sometimes lack patience. O BABA! Please give us all shraddha and patience, so that we will never leave your holy feet.
    Please help us sort our problems and guide us always. Thank you BABA.
    Om Sai Sri Sai, Jai Jai Sai, Jai Jai Sai

  19. Dear sister, what a wonderful experience. My eyes were filled with tears as I read through your experience but so glad to read the last part. I'm sure Baba will only fill your life with happiness from now on……May he always be with you and your family….

    Baba please give me strength to go through this difficult stage, it seems like never ending but I have faith on you. Please give me more patience and tolerance. Love you lots

    Sainath Maharaj ki Jai!

  20. Om Sri sai ram
    sauna still 18 days to go
    Baba please bless me with hale and healthy baby .
    Please take negative thoughts from me .
    Please take the fear of labor pain .
    Please Baba
    My labor should be for short n less duration with less pain . Please Baba . U deliver my baby .
    Om Sri sai ram
    Allah Malik

  21. Jai sai ram,

    please help my family and parents in all aspects of our lives…

    thanks baba for everything..waiting for a good miracle..

    love you baba,
    om sai namo namah

  22. Anantakoti Brahmandanayaka Rajathiraja Yogiraja Parabrahma Sri Sachidhanantha Sadguru Sri Sri Sainath Maharaj ki jay ho!!!

  23. Thank u baba to save her life, please bless every girl , give them whtevr thy want. We all are your daughters baba, we trust u blindly . love u so mch baba


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