Days passed by, I was blessed with a Baby girl in 2007 and got a Government Job in 2008. Later 3 years I had a crucial stage in marital life lots of conflicts etc. Again I was blessed with a baby. My actual due date for delivery was on November 18th but my health went problematic during October 13th and I was advised for an emergency caesarean section due to heavy loss of Blood. Surgery was done and my baby girl was born on 15th October 2010. She was very critical and was admitted at a hospital 20 Kms away from the hospital where I had been admitted. I was not sure that the baby was alive and my health and family situation was too worse and there were no words to say my pain, no parents nearby, my elder child was left in an entirely new environment. I was hospitalized, my newborn was hospitalized away from me. 11 days later I saw my kid, quite out of danger and we got discharged. During our first check up we stepped into Anna Baba temple at Porur, I felt Like Baba wants to say something to me. I got a small idol of Baba and saw a red book nearby. I enquired the shop keeper about that and it was Sai Satcharitra. I just had a glimpse of that and kept it in my room. Really from that day onwards Baba has kept me in His eyes and He started showing His care to me unknowingly.
With lots of efforts I completed my course work in PHD within four months after my child’s birth, Even I had very tough times with my inmates in house, I was able to overcome only due to God’s will. I use to visit Mylapore Kaplaeeshwara in early mornings during my way to college. At early morning they use to issue some photos /booklets of Bhagawan Sri Ramana Maharishi. My Brother is a staunch devotee of Ramana Whenever we see him our heart forgets all sins and we feel comforted. I Felt like they are saying something, I have miles to go, face a lot but by God’s grace every moment will pass smoothly. I surely felt everything is God either good are bad, everything is already decided and it will pass as moving cloud. I rejoined my job in April 2011. I had hard travel daily to work place 4 hours journey in the morning and in the evening. My health was worn out. I suffered physically and mentally that there were no situations to set things right. The travelling tired, my children left unattended, conflicts in house everything filled my mind with agony. Even then I was able to manage things for around a year From April 2011 to November 2011 only by the support of my parents, my brother my bhabhi & my friends.
Suddenly at the month of November, I got a call that I have been posted to work in Chennai for a month or so to carry out exam coordination. I felt happy out of it. At least I can be with my children for few more hours, reduced travel time etc. Surprisingly the posting was to again Sri Sai Ram groups. Really God has different plans which cannot be predicted so easily. I started to going to Sai Ram Group from November 15-2011. My friends use to carry out Thursday fasting and this time after 3 years I started with the Vrat still not whole heartedly. One day my brother called up me and asked me to pray Baba and issue sweets to friends and others after praying Him. I started with it and went to temple all Thursdays during my stay at Sri Sai Ram groups. During the end of November My younger child fell ill due to food poison. She was just one year old she had continuous vomiting, Diarrhea and heavy fever, after a week treatment at home town she was diagnosed with Enrick fever/Dengue. Her health went on very worse and at night time she use to vomit blood and she had even blood stools. I felt like having nothing in life, even My child was surrounded by my in-laws, My husband everybody were there to look after, offer support and care. But as mother I felt that everything is out of control.
I found the Sai Satcharitra at my room hardly, after 1 year I started studying it and some confidence moved me to be bold. My daughter’s health was in Danger and she was advised to be shifted to SRMMC. Her pulse was down and she was in coma. As we rushed to the hospital a duty doctor hurried to our place to first aid her, She was wearing Pandana (a scarf round head like Baba) and it was night 2.00 pm. At emergency she took her in arms rushed to the NICU even without using staircase. I was so sure that it is none other than Baba to carry her. She exclaimed “Allah save this Kid, I’ve to answer her mother”. My daughter was counting the minutes, she was treated her life vein was searched and everything went on very fast. But it took nearly 4 hours to search her life vein, since her body was collapsed. The doctors didn’t give any hope except the word Trust in God. I came out of the ICU in tears. After signing all formalities I came to the ground floor. There was a Baba statue filled with Garlands. I cried to Him, ”I am no more, I don’t know You, but You know me found me and You have come to me, My kid is dead but I will never leave this place without her, my child is no more, Give her back to me Sai”. I cried and went to NICU through stairs.
At the 3rd floor of NICU I saw large photos of Sri Baba, Sri Raghavendra and Sri Ramanar together, I haven’t seen Sri Ramanar photos very frequently anywhere.”Oh this is what You wanted to say me always”. I started reading Sai Satcharitra in front of them. Accidentally I found that my daughter’s birthday 15th October is Baba’s Samadhi day. I found things may get good. My daughter was continuously in coma for 4 days, and by lots of prayers offered by parents, relatives known and unknown friends through mobile, Facebook etc she got consciousness, but the inner organs were freeze, by blood transplantation she was out of danger after 14 days. I continued with reading Sai Satcharitra. She was discharged on Hanuman Jyanti, Dec 2011. My husband who was not in trust in Baba believed in Baba and got Baba’s Udi from Shirdi through our family doctor, a sincere devotee of Baba and we named her after Sai. Now she is fine with good health. Later I prayed to Baba at Perungalathur to get me transfer to my home town and really after 9 weeks of my daughters discharge I got posted to my hometown. I am sure Baba will answer every body’s prayers. He’s there always to look after us though we are miles apart from our loved ones He fulfils our desire in the form of our mother, father, brother and children. All conflicts related to my family have moved away but even if they persist I am sure Baba will support us during all times. Pranam to Gurudev Baba. Bow to Sai Peace be to all.