Wonderful Visions – Anonymous Sai Devotee

Anonymous Devotee from India says: Om Sai Ram I would like to apologize in advance in-case the post gets too lengthy. Also I would like to offer my sincere apologies to our dearest beloved Sai Maa in-case there occur any mistakes while narration. I invoke Sai Maa’s aid and help so that I can share this amazing Leela of Baba with fellow devotees. I had to quit engineering due to many personal problems-the reason I took that decision was due to circumstantial problems and also I was getting emotionally broken. I realized how faint hearted, weak and emotionally devastated condition I was in. I lacked the strength to face my college post break up-I was in a huge dilemma what to do? After cancelling my admission in engineering-i was kind of regretting like hell that I shouldn’t have let my academics get affected because of a broken relationship and all. I was feeling very bad that why did i take the decision in haste and I was day and night crying and crying and during this very period I was also terribly ill. Because of the ailments, my daily routine of reading Sainath Stavan Manjari, Kasht Nivaran Mantra, Sai Chalisa, Reading Shri Sai Satcharitra-All got affected. I missed all this due to my bad health-I was lying sick on bed and praying to Baba-“Baba I miss You, when will i be back to normal “.

Then wonders of wonders-the same afternoon I had a vision in which I was about to visit a temple of Mahadev also there was an idol of Goddess there. While I was about to enter the temple, I saw 2 priests like appearing people who just saw me near the entrance. They came to me and uttered “Sainath” and then went away. I was surprised for a moment-all they said was “Sainath” and though they spoke nothing but it seemed their expressions meant “you will recover soon. Then wonders of wonders-the moment I woke up after this vision my health improved drastically. When I informed my mother about it-she too said it’s a good sign for you to recover. My heart says-it was none other than our beloved Baba Who appeared in the form of those priests. Really His Leelas are inexplicable and inscrutable.

Coming to the 2nd vision- During that very period I was tensed and worried whether my decision of quitting engineering was right or wrong-and I was looking at Baba’s Picture in our shrine and asking Him this question-when I was asleep-I had a vision-the vision was as follows: “I saw that particular episode/incident from the great epic Mahabharata where the Guru Dronacharya asks his students to hit the bird’s eye- and when asked as to what all they can see- everyone gave detailed description but none spoke of the sole target i.e. the bird’s eye. It was only Arjun who answered that all he can see is the bird’s eye-the target which they were asked to hit. This incident was revolving on and on in my mind. I was thinking about its connection to my problem then the moment I saw Baba’s Picture. Things were crystal clear to me. Actually since childhood I aspire to join civil services- that’s the sole aim I had set for myself and engineering was just kind of a backup plan as we all are aware that civil services at times could be unpredictable-so I had chosen engineering. Meanwhile I was kind of getting deviated from my civil services aim. I was taking things casually. After quitting engineering I realized we must not take anything casually at the same time we must stay dedicated and committed to whatever task we choose and try to give our 100%. By this dream Baba made me realise that like the bird’s eye my sole and only target is to crack civil services and for that I need to focused and dedicated and not in chaotic condition. Thus Baba not only made me realize about my forgotten goal but also removed all the dilemma from my mind. True that it’s always good to have back up plans, but perhaps destiny has some other plans as man proposed God disposes.

Actually me doing anything is just and external/gross appearance-in reality its Baba His Love Blessings and Grace, Which accomplishes everything. We all are mere an indirect instrument or medium-therefore we mustn’t be under the egoism of doer-ship as everything is pervaded by God. Remember the story of Shri tembye swami and pundalikrao chapter 50. And I very well know without Baba’s blessing and grace nothing can ever be accomplished. I cannot even think of holding a pen on my own what to say of cracking the civil services. Therefore I have surrendered everything at Sai Maa’s Lotus feet with immense faith that Baba will take care of everything. And i am sure very soon with Baba’s Blessing and grace all problems will get solved and I will get my lost love back also. All we need is just have immense faith complete trust in Baba and patience. Thanks a million ton my Sai Maa for all the love blessings You have been showering on me and my family. No matter how much ever I thank You-it just can’t be enough. I shall always remain indebted to You no matter how many births I take. Love You a lot my Sai Maa. Always shower Your blessings and grace on each one of us and our families. Last but not the least Thank You all readers for taking out your precious time and devoting it to the reading of this post and special thanks to the admin and every-one concerned with this blog. Kudos to you guys- you all are doing a commendable job. Om Sai Ram Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai. Ananta Koti Brahmand Nayak Raajadhiraj Yogiraj Para-Brahma Shri Sachidanand Sadguru Shri Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai” Loka Samasta Sukhino Bhavantu-Om Shanti Shanti Shanti”! Om Sai Ram

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