I have been to Tirupathi 10 yrs back, now i am in my worst calamity where my life, respect, honour, everything is at stake, still Baba is invisibly catching us from falling down. So there is no chance for me to go to Tirupathi as i can’t go alone and cannot think of it. All i dream and wait is to go to Shirdi, but when the lord summons you, He Himself will arrange everything that you simply go to Him like a person in trance. It so happened that one day about 2 months back in march, my neighbour aunty suddenly came and asked me would i like to visit Tirupathi as they want to take me with them, i was wonderstruck with that offer as never in my wildest dreams had i dreamt of going to Tirupathi, so tickets were arranged and at scheduled date we started to Tirupathi, but that too i had to take tablets to delay my monthly problem. We reached Tirupathi safely, got a royal welcome at Tiruchanur Sri Padmavathi Amma’s Temple. Priests made us sit in front of the divine mother and did Archana, and then Baba made me climb steps to Tirumala in 2 hours, if not for Baba i would not have succeeded in climbing the steps. Immediately after reaching i got the Darshan of Sri Shirdi Sai Baba and Sri Akalkot Swamy Samartha in a Photo, i immediately bought one.
Then i had 3 Darshan’s in 3 days. The 1st one was for 50 Rs ticket where, they sent us directly to the lord in 1 hr in peak may season. I was wonderstruck as Baba knows that i was tired of yesterday’s climbing steps and did not have my breakfast and back pain. Then that day itself evening we went for 2nd Darshan which they will give for devotees who come by foot, it took 6 hrs, Baba provided us with hot milk, Prasadam in queue, had divine Darshan for 20 seconds as security person asked me to stand beside him and take Darshan, then comes the 3rd Darshan, the divine Leela begins. It was Thursday morning and i woke up at 8 o clock and suddenly i felt a deep urge to see Baba in Sri Venkateswara Swamy, so i got ready and went in 300 Rs queue. My uncle said that by 3.30 pm i must be in room as our train is at 6.30 pm. Even for 300 Rs ticket they made us sit in chambers, i said to Baba and Sri Venkateswara Swamy that i have to catch my train and i can’t put my neighbours in a position when they would regret for bringing me with them, if i am struck here, while nearing the temple wall, i had Baba’s divine Darshan on a sticker, on the main temple wall, so my wish of seeing Baba in lord fulfilled, He listened to me. I asked Baba and the lord to send me by 2 o clock. When we went inside the main door, the lord with divine mother and Pavana Putra Hanuman was coming out just after his divine kalyanam as if to bless all His devotees who had come to see and take His blessings and to get at least a glimpse of Him. Then i had Darshan and by 2 o clock sharp i was out of temple.
Then i went to collect Ladoos and to vacate my room i had to wait and run for the formalities and by the time i went to their room it was 4.20 pm. I got ready in 10 minutes and we came out and when we went to hand over the keys they told us to go to main building to get a slip as we vacated which is 30 minutes from our hotel, uncle rushed there and by 5.45 pm we started from Tirumala. Our train is at 6.30 pm. Uncle aunty and me were praying desperately to make us catch the train on time, i was asking Baba and the lord that it was You who arranged my trip, it was You who called, it was You who gave me Your divine Darshan, please do not make uncle and aunty regret for bringing me with them, i can’t bear any type of insult, or their frustration or any negative of them. I can’t see them waste their money and run for tickets here and there, please save us and protect my honour, Dear Baba.
We reached station at 6.40 pm. We lost hopes of train but uncle and aunty were rushing for station just to see whether the train left the station, uncle ran down and to our amazement and great belief the train had not yet arrived. We rushed down and still the platform was not announced, after coming down after 5 minutes they announced the arrival of train, meanwhile we purchased dinner packets then the train arrived on platform. We boarded the train. I was giving Satsang Namasakar in my heart to Baba and the divine lord. He had protected my honour, made uncle and aunty happy and relaxed, they have no words to think of His divine Leela, to think of train arriving late is common but when there is absolutely no hope, and where your honour is at stake, He is coming just like Krishna at the nick of time to rescue draupadhi to restore her honour is unfathomable. Just like Gajendra Mosham. Surrender to Him totally, He will protect His devotees honour at His time, as His timing is perfect. Even for draupadhi also the lord did not come until she totally surrendered by folding her both hands up, giving up her entire effort and surrendering to the lord, then he restored her honour, taught a fitting lesson to dussasana, still the lord did not give up, dussasana and duryodhana paid very heavily with their lives, for the evil acts they committed they committed to destroy duaupadhi’s modesty