Need Baba’s Help
Anonymous Devotee from India says: Hi I m working in USA for past couple of years. I am the eldest daughter in my family. My faith in Baba started developing during my engineering days. Every time I used to go to Baba’s Temple. I feel peaceful and my faith in Him would grow stronger. However for past couple of years my faith in Him started getting weak due to the experience I had faced. I need help and blessings from Baba to help me to overcome this phase in my life. Baba please bless me I know You are dear friend to me.
In august 2012 I ping a guy who belonged to my relatives. I liked him because of his background even though he was not good looking enough but due to his strong nature, I was very much impressed with him. We met in Newyork USA in the month of September without permission from our parents and families. He booked ticket for me and we roamed Newyork for couple of days to get to know each other. I liked him instantly because I felt he was ideal husband I ever wanted. But he had asked me to wait for the official call from his parents. But I asked him to continue talking to me even when after the meet was done. After our meet was over I used to call him many times and talk to him, I felt under pressure as I was being asked by other people for marriage then. I shared the same with him and he asked me to move on and get married to whoever asked for my hand from my dad. But I had him in my heart and for me, it’s impossible to marry with someone else after living with someone.
I proposed to him saying that I loved him, to which he blocked me instantly. Instead of forgetting it, I took it to my heart and started getting depressed. I lost my job as I couldn’t focus much. I followed up with his family member who was close to him and we started talking again the next year on my birthday. I thought lord Shiva has blessed me with an opportunity to recover the broken relation and patch it up. To my embarrassment he said that he couldn’t marry me, but will be my friend forever. I kept on saying I loved him. We checked our horoscope and it was 6/36. His father died of cancer hence he and his family decided it to be a bad thing to get married to someone because our horoscope doesn’t match at all. I said there is Pujan which will help us to overcome the differences as I believed in Goddess Maha Lakshmi and lord Shiva firmly. In the mean time he had to get married his sister as she was of my age and their father died by cancer so he is solely responsible person. Once the marriage was done I kept on waiting for him but he clearly and firmly denied marriage with me. I fought with him so hardly that we are now no longer in touch with each other. I miss him badly. Because I gave my heart to him and I feel bad that he broke my heart and he is happily choosing someone else as his life partner.
I feel i am cursed. He and his family have been denying due to cousin rivalry as his cousin got married to my cousin and they both did not want me to be part of their family. He is completely obeying them. I need Baba’s blessings please help me to overcome this grief as I feel like commuting suicide whenever I am alone. And I complain to my mom several times about this. I fear that she will get sickness due to this as everyone in my family has lost their patience to console me. Please help.
Baba Solved Confusion Going On In Mind
Sai Sister Milan from India says: I am from India. I have deep faith in Baba. I have many many experiences with Baba but this is my first experience. I am sharing first time my experience. It’s my request to correct the words if something goes wrong. Some years ago we went to Jabalpur to attend some party there. Near my sister’s home there is Sai Temple which i was eager to visit. One day at 10 o’clock in night we were coming back from market, unexpectedly my brother in law stopped car near temple and asked us to have Darshan, as we went inside Aarti started. We stood in Aarti but were in confusion how to leave because my sister strictly requested us to come back soon. Now we were thinking how to leave Aarti in middle suddenly we saw an insect fall on Baba’s idol and priest kept the Aarti plate on table while Aarti audio was going on and went to remove the insect from Baba’s Idol, on watching this incident simultaneously i and my husband both without any conversation understood that Baba gave us permission to go. I got tears in my eyes and filled with joy by experiencing the way of Baba’s giving answer for our confusion. Hetal ji one more very very touchy experience is coming in mind but will post it next time. Om Sai Ram
Grace Of Baba
Anonymous Devotee from India says: I would like to share my personal experience. My mother is greatly devoted to Baba. I shifted to Pune, i took admission in MBA from a institute. That is a distance education programme but due to my work i couldn’t got time to study at home. From 5 subjects i could manage to study only 2. On exam day i left from home and when i reached at exam centre, i was stunned to see a Temple of Sai Baba. I went into temple and offered my prayer to Baba. Before answering my paper, every time i went to temple and offered my prayer to Baba. I haven’t studied properly and for those 3 subjects i told Baba that “Baba You take care of me”. I was very much confident that i couldn’t pass those 3 subjects. My mom told me to keep faith on Baba. On result day that was on 16/04/2014 when i prayed to Baba and opened website in result section, i couldn’t believe on my eyes i was pass in all subject not only pass i got 1st class. I really thank Baba to stand behind me in my difficult time. I have now decided to go to Shirdi. Om Sai Ram