Waiting For Sai Baba’s Blessing
Anonymous devotee from India says: I am working women from India. Om Sadguru Shiv Sai Nathaya Namah Baba i am writing this story to You, I am scared and have lost hopes but sometimes when I completely lose hope You show me positive signs You secretly answer my questions. I use to pick chits in front of You but now I have left doing that as I think You do not want me to do that. Dear friends I don’t want to disclose my identity Please feel free to Edit and make correction if required. I was in a relationship with my class mate from last 5 years, before this we were friends. We both believe in Sai and are devotee of His Lotus Feet and we visited Sai Temple together for some times (few months) on Saturday when things were good. This relation was the best thing that has ever happened to me, we both belong to different caste but we both are Hindu and there is a very slight difference in traditions as well. We fell in love deeply, enjoyed every bit of it with ups and downs of life. Our family was against this marriage but with Sai Kripa, we somehow succeeded in convincing our parents for this marriage and talks were about to start and things were so beautiful and pleasant.
My Mother came to meet his mother and fix the dates. When my mom came to meet her suddenly we came to know that his mother is against this marriage and she strictly prohibited him to speak to me, reason is still unknown to me and even he is not willing to share, what is the reason behind this. I completely don’t know, also when I will pressurize him to tell me the exact issue, he will only say that his mom is against inter caste marriage, (I really do not understand why suddenly she became against this marriage, as she was the one to call me and ask that if i am ready for this union then she has no problem). I am still in tears and not able to believe that this has happened to me and the person whom I trusted has turned his back on me, once he even confessed saying it is his fault that this relationship is going to die and now he is helpless and is not able to do anything to save this friendship as his mom is not at all ready to listen. However after all this also, we kept in touch as we were in love deeply and wanted to find out a way to work this out, we use to cry sometimes together.
In the meantime I started worshipping Sai Baba and started reading Satcharitra. I have kept vows which I will not share here, I wanted Baba to help me to keep and complete my vows by bringing him back. Now he is telling me to forget him and marry someone else as he will not go against his mom and his marriage is fixed and he is going to get married to his mother‘s choice. I have been praying to Baba to make things alright from last 5 months, now I am speechless and have only tears in my eyes, how easily he told me all this and how can Baba whom I have been praying day and night let this happen to me. Now I have completely left the matter in Baba’s Feet, the more I try to forget him the more I end up remembering him. I wanted to go to Shirdi and booked tickets but unfortunately the tickets did not get confirmed. He is finally going home to get married and hope Baba is listening and watching this, how one devotee is causing pain to other devotee. Once while I was on the way to office I was murmuring Sai Baba’s name and a quick thought came in my mind that if I will get married to my love then we both should meet and see each other on that day. Next moment he somehow happened to pass by that side and we saw each other I got excited and started smiling in my heart. He is going home to get married. Baba please does not punish me like this I pray from bottom of my heart to help them all who are in love and facing separation.
Need Sai Help Again
Anonymous Devotee from India says: I am software engineer working in a MNC. I come to know about Sai Ram 2 years back and i told about this to my sister. She start worshiping Him from the day i told her about Sai and Sai helped her a lot and shown so many miracles in her life. I also strongly believe that without Sai the things which happen to us can never be. I am in a relation from last 4 years. We were studying in same class when i was doing my post graduation. I try to talk to my friend from very first day but he doesn’t talk much, because he never wants to talk to girls. Slowly years pass and in middle of 2nd year he all of sudden came to me and ask me to go for coffee. I was surprised. Slowly we became good friends. We start liking each other but we both never say anything to each other. In our last year of college we went to Manali in college trip. There he proposed me. And after that my whole life starts moving around him and his too. We love each other so much that in our job search we take care of each other very much. He always says that i am his life and he can’t live without me. And it’s true too. So many times i called him he came to me without thinking much about his work or anything else.
But 2 months back one day my phone stop working and i asked him for spare phone. Then he gave me his old phone when i charged his phone i saw a lot of messages from a girl which was married. I fought with him on this and he begs me to forgive him. He said he will never talk to her again and he try to explain that it’s just chat nothing more than that. Now he is caring and trying to help me out of this thought that he cheated me. I am getting depressed with passage of each day. I am not able to get over of this feeling that he is loyal to me because he left her immediately and asking me to get normal. But I need Sai help now because i am not able to overcome from this. Sai please help me its destroying me. Om Sai Ram
Baba Blessed My Son
Anonymous devotee from USA says: Please keep my name anonymous. Thank you for doing this wonderful work, I came to know about this blog a couple of months ago and since then my day starts and ends reading this blog. I have been experiencing a lot of bliss these couple of months. There have been many experiences but today I would like to share one which is very close to my heart and thinking of which still gives me the same happiness as of that day when it actually happened. Dear friends and Baba devotees please forgive me for any mistake. Also please make necessary changes if needed.
I live in USA & this happened sometime in the year 2011. I have a son who is now 7 yr old. During that time we were going through very tough time financially. My husband had lost his job and we had a big mortgage to pay for and with no savings. My son was not keeping too well. He was getting sick every now and then. That’s when I started to pray to our Sai Maa to make things right and to bless us with some good health and financial stability. One day I was at a friend’s house who is also a Sai devotee & she has a huge Picture of Baba (almost about 7ft) in her Pooja room where we were sitting and she was telling me her experience about how wonderfully Baba had blessed her son when she went for Darshan to India. Both of our kids were playing together upstairs. While she was narrating her experience a thought came to my mind asking Baba that how come You have not blessed my child?
As soon as this thought came to my mind something wonderful happened. My son, who was playing upstairs suddenly came down and prostrated in front of the Sai’s Picture. As me and my friend were just sitting there talking, we were amazed as he has never done that before. Now what’s to follow is even more amazing. He (my son) also did Namasakar (i.e. kneeling down touching his forehead on the floor). Now what had happened was that my friend had done her Pooja in the morning and left the dish with Kumkum (a powder used for social and religious markings) on the floor, so, as soon as my son knelt down to touch his forehead to the floor, his head instead touched the inside of Pooja dish (that was lying on the floor) and so when he got up his hair was all red with Kumkum. I was amazed and speechless to see this Leela of Sai Maa. Not only Baba blessed my son but He, in His own way did Tilak (a red mark on forehead) of Kumkum on my son’s forehead. I got all teared up. My friend didn’t understand why I was getting so emotional. I then explained to her about everything and she too was very thrilled about what had happened. So this is how wonderfully Baba fulfilled my wish and blessed my son. Since then my son is keeping good health. Here I would like plead to all Sai devotees out there that no matter where you are keep talking to Our beloved Sai through thoughts and actions even if you think that He is not responding to your prayers but He is always listening to us His children. My humble prayer to our Sai Maa is please always shower Your blessings and love to me and my family and please be with us every day and always. Om Sai Ram