Love Is Death
Anonymous Devotee from New Zealand: Om Sai Ram. I am from Kurukshetra Haryana India currently living in Auckland Newzealand. I came here in 2010 for pursuing my study. I was jobless for 2 months in starting but every Thursday I used to go Sai temple. I got my job through Sai Baba temple. I met a Sai devotee in temple one Thursday, he said to me come to my shop on Monday than you will get a job. I came to know Sai Baba early in 2010 through a friend. From that time I am doing Sai Baba Thursday Nav Vrat continuously and will be continue till my last breath. I have hole in my heart that cause breathing problem or heart problem but still Sai Baba made me to love my boss daughter. My love is first side and she doesn’t love me even hate me more. She is just 17 years old and i am 26 years old. I call her dharampatni ji whenever I meet her. She makes me jealous many times, like this year we met in holy festival, I performed on stage there but she didn’t vote for me.
She has very good character still she was playing holy with strange boys to make me jealous. I applied green colour on her face, she didn’t say anything and went away again. I went close to her but her sisters said to me that you are annoying her, get lost. Before some time, I made her to tie rakhi to me because I want to stay away from her but it didn’t work and we both came very close. My parents arranged my engagement in India but I did not engage because still I love her. I came back Newzealand again. I was doing all this to make her jealous and it worked. She made me jealous by dancing with other boy in Navratri 2013. I told wrong words to her that you dance with others. I hate her when her clothing is not proper. I don’t know what to do. I am waiting that she will tell everything to her parents. She never said to me that she doesn’t love me. I started drinking a lot and smoking because of her.
I did Sai Baba Sankalpa that I will never drink please make her to love me. I also drink tea without sugar for her love and left energy drink which is my favourite food nowadays and also I made sankalpa that I never speak lie or disrespect any women in this world for getting her love. I promised Sai Baba that if my marriage will not happen with her. I will come back to You in Shirdi for living till the end of my last breath but I will never marry any girl. I am thinking that she don’t love me because I have short height 5″5 and she is taller than me. I am going to India in December for height increase surgery which increases my height 3 inches. This is very painful surgery. I will not able to walk for 3 months. I have to live in hospital for 3 months but they promised me that they will shift me from Aurangabad to Shirdi Sai Baba hospital after surgery. I can do anything about her love why fear when Sai Baba is with us.
All the devotees please guide me, advice me. I need all Sai Baba family help to marry my love. Give me feedback. I am living without love from last 26 years. I also booked Sai Baba temple hall for our marriage date December 2015. I promised Sai Baba that I marry with her in Your temple. I am very lucky but in matter of love I am very unlucky. I don’t know why Sai Baba sends me for this job, because of Sai Baba I met her. Why Sai Baba let me to meet her even she doesn’t say yes or no to me. Sorry for long post. This is reality which comes straight from my heart. I think Sai Baba want that I share my pain with my Sai family members.
Sai Kripa Received In Form Of A Car Mechanic
Anonymous Devotee from India says: I am an Indian born and bought up in Delhi. I am married since last 7 years and working with a private insurance company. Om Sai Ram to all the Sai Bhakts. Though i am believer of Sai Ram since last 5-6 yrs and always something good happens whenever i start keeping Sai Vrats, it never came to my mind to share in on the blog. I had join this blog this Thursday itself and read the experiences shared by all. On that very day i had a strong urge to visit Sai Baba temple and i went to Sai temple on Lodhi road. It felt so good like i was in Shirdi itself.
The very next day while returning to home along with my husband, we met with a small accident since all of a sudden a pig came running towards our car and we could not apply brake due to vehicles both on our left side and behind whereas on the right hand side was the divider. Pig just smashed our car and vanished somewhere and we were left with a broken bumper and broken headlight and in such a position we were not able to drive home. At the time when we both were observing the damages and wondering what to do next since it was already 9:30 and all the shops were closed, all of a sudden a bike stopped. On it were a person accompanied by a child. That person himself came near the car and start checking the damages and open his bag to take out some screws and tools and fix the broken bumper on temporary basis so that car can be driven till home or garage at least.
I felt Baba’s blessing and presence at that very moment since we were in such a deserted place and suddenly Baba had send the help. Secondly the way the accident happened we were in such a shock but thank we both were totally fine and did not had even a single scratch or a jerk. That increased my faith in Baba all the more. All i want to say is that don’t ever stop believing in Baba since He will never leave you alone and you will feel His presence in your tough times. Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram
Sai Sister Uma from USA says: I am happy to share my experiences with other Sai Bandhu. I am sharing my experience second time in this blog. Thank you for posting my experience. May Baba bless all.
Sai Ram to all. My experience is on Krishna Janamashtami 2011. I want to make Kacharya for Baba, since it is Baba’s favourite dish. I made it and offered to Baba. I was literally praying with tears to Baba to taste the Prasadam. After i went back to cut some more Brinjal to make Kacharya for the family. I was cutting, my daughter came to help me to cut Brinjal. After cutting few of them, look what she found. Baba blessed us on Krishna Janamashtami. The day before this happened I was talking to Sai Mandir priest, telling him how come Baba is not showing me any miracle. Particularly I was telling him about ‘Om’. The next day Baba blessed me with ‘Om” on the Brinjal. Thank You Baba for such a wonderful experience.