Prayer Will Change Anything and Everything – Anonymous Sai Devotee

Sai Sister from UK says: I am 24 year old girl originally from Sri Lanka and now I am in UK. I knew Sai from my school days. Few years before my mother got Sai Satcharitra book from my teacher, and she believe Sai, because of her use to have faith and started to believe our Sai.

In 2008, my father was hospitalized and he had stone in kidney, he started to drink Udi with water, with Sai grace his kidney problem was solved but unfortunately he died because of liver failure. But I think he was blessed one that’s why he drank Udi water during his last days. I went mad after my father’s death thought to end my life. I always gave first preference to my father. He is my soul but slowly my mother diverted me and I started to continue my studies, at that time I met a guy, and I felt many similar habits and features of my father in him. Meantime he liked me as well. I was confused, I was 19 at that time, I always had Sai Portrait in my book and I asked Sai to give permission to enter in relationship with that guy. I was childish and foolish girl, I know God guide me. We were happy and after a year he planned to fly UK for his further education and I am the only girl in my family got 3 brothers and I am short-tempered and straight forward, because of this habit I faced lot of problems in my personnel life, but in my workplace I was smart and appreciated by superiors but my personal life is horrible, in 2012 after 3 years of relationship my lover introduced me to his mom and sister, they liked me before but after days they stared to find mistakes and avoided me. I don’t know why they did like that, in same year, on my lovers mother birthday I rang her to wish, but purposefully she ignored me, also his sister began to complain about me that I am not a suitable person for their family and they think an educated girl will not obey her family and culture. one day I talked with my lover over the phone, as usual we argued a lot finally he said,” look we are not suppose to be a good couple, so better we breakup and continue our life, that’s good for both of us” I thought he is joking, but later I find he is angry on me.

This happened on 24th April 2012. My heart know, he loves me a lot, and he will not leave me for any reasons, but he did not respond to my phone calls, and no reply for my messages. I did not lose my hope, I cried daily, I read Sai Satcharitra, I pray Sai to change his mind and come to me back I firmly believe Sai can do anything with His grace, mean time daily I made phone call and sent message. I kept on trying, 10 months we did not talk to each other also i heard many bad things about him, some of my friends in UK said he changed a lot and having affair with many girls, he is going to night club and pub, when I heard this my heart broken in to pieces, felt bad and I decided to go UK, because we can’t judge people by others words, I planned to meet him face to face and clarify why he left me. I resigned my job I took steps to fly UK, I did not had single penny in my hand, but Baba arranged me everything I got visa without any struggle, and I reached UK on 28 h January 2013. My friend came to receive me in airport was excited. two days later I got a chance to meet my lovers friend he promised me to help, I believed him but he did not take me to meet him, when I ask about my lover he warn ” Don’t Believe Your Lover” I said, ” I don’t care about his character, he might change now but I know his love is true, and God knows the best thing for me” one fine day I asked Baba “Why are You doing like this, You took My Father away from me, Now You are playing with me again, If You like to make me cry do as much You like” I hugged Baba’s picture and cried like nothing.

Suddenly something strike in my mind, I talked to myself, don’t seek help from other people, God will help you. I rang his friend and ask him to come with me, I made him to agree, and he said I don’t know his house door number, I will take you to his street, that’s all I can do. Since I am new to UK, I got out and went in search of my lovers house, without his address n, it was night 11 pm, freezing wind touched my face, frightening dark street I am just chanting Sai Sai Sai. I saw someone coming near me, yes it was my love, I thanked Sai. He came near me, he was shocked and astonished, we did not talk to each other, I started, what’s wrong with you why you did not talk to me. I did not have any option, that’s why I came here, he did not reply me but his eyes filled with tears. I hugged him, and he said, I am not in a position to marry you, if you come to my house they treat you like a slave, I am not suitable guy for you. You marry someone else. I don’t like to hurt you, I convinced him. I said, I don’t mind to be a slave to our family and I will not lose you. In dark night under street light we talked and talked, finally Sai gave my life back. Throughout this year I felt Sai present in my life. We are getting married by this year end. Whenever my partner is with me I thank Sai, without Sai this is impossible.

© Devotees Experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba

Hetal Patil
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  1. Baba, today is my father's 75th b'day..please give him peace and happy life..please pray for my fathers happy and peaceful life. Jai Sai Ram

  2. Dear sister,
    Its really a blessing that you are in his divine protection, but dear do u know what a slave means? Life will be very miserable and will tear you apart if u make a bad choice of entering ademon house where you wont find people but demons in guise of people. You are bought up in a house with values in life, caring. But you are asking a thing like a child eager to touch the candle light not knowing its impact. Please ask your mother, baba surrender to him whole heartedly and ask him what ever is good only give to you. You dont know dear the worst consequences you will be facing in that house. I underwent all these but i firmly believed that this match was given by baba for a purpose, mine was an arranged marriage. but still got seperated from him due to his mother and sister. Remember dear, a person who has no individuality and can leave u for his mother and sister will not able to stand by u till the end. take a wise decision and proceed, surrender to baba and ask him to give u what is good to u. Dont make your mother undergo another suffering by seeing you in negative situation by taking a wrong choice. May baba protect you allways.

    • I am completely in agreement with your views, Mme. I think she has to take your view very seriously.

    • Rightly said. Such decisions should be taken keeping all things in mind. Else may backfire later.

  3. hats off to you sister, true love never dies, now a days even wife's are looking at husband's money
    and no true love. appreciate your dareness to go to UK without knowing his address and our sai guided you in every step. hope you will be having a great life ahead with sai blessings

  4. Sai maa
    I know u are there in our lives to make us live happily.
    Luv u maa
    Planning to go for the test with your grace
    Please please please please please let everything be alright maa
    Falling at your lotus feet

  5. amazing experience,your faith in baba made your love back ,wish u happy married sai ram

  6. Destiny-Baba's Distribution

    By Prahlad Hulyaikar

    The Lord has no favorites; He loves all equally. The sun shines the same on fire charcoal and on the diamond, but the diamond receives and reflects the light. Most persons have “charcoal” mentalities; that is why they think that God does not bless them. The love and blessings are there; man has only to receive them.

    – Sri Radhakrishna Swamiji

    It was the year 1980. The Dipavali Holidays had begun. Sri Jai Rao (son-in-law of late Kishor Sahu) started visiting us frequently. He used to attend Arathi session in the evening and then go home to Vasco. On one Friday, during Aarati session, my wife saw some events taking place in the space, close to Baba's Murthi. She saw that Sri Rao had fallen down from his Motor Cycle and his head was sprayed with a white powder. On the same night Baba appeared in her dream and said, "Your Rao has fallen down and broken his hand. Do not worry much, it is predestined, but I am distributing the quantum of suffering". My wife woke up suddenly and narrated the strange dream to me. I told her that it was a dream and not to worry.

    On Saturday Jai Rao came to Calangule in the morning. He talked to me on different subjects. As it was noon, we sat for lunch. A boy named Bhanudas (Noti) happened to come to take Baba's Darshan. He is my neighbor and is a motor cycle pilot. My wife said to Rao, as she was serving "Noti is a real devotee of Sai Baba. He always helps those who are in difficulty." Shree Jai Rao exchanged greetings with him. Noti went home. The evening Aarati session was over and then Rao also left.

    As Rao was leaving my wife cautioned him and advised him to go slow. Rao said, "Bai. I have been riding a motorcycle even in States. I am a seasoned driver. Your fears are baseless." My wife said to him. "Rao, nobody can escape destiny. Devotion to God mitigates the intensity less suffering". Rao said jokingly, “I do not understand the philosophy the destiny. Nothing is going to happen to me. You will see me tomorrow perfectly safe". Rao reached Vasco safely that night. On Monday Rao came as usual. He had lunch with us. He had his meal and then decided lo go to Vasco at 5 p.m. My wife insisted he should stay and go to Vasco the next day. Rao said, he could not stay as his wife was waiting for him. Rao left Calangule at 5.10 p.m. At 5.45 p.m. he dashed against a cycle rider at a place called Agashi. The cycle rider was carrying wheat flour. The cycle was badly damaged but the rider escaped unhurt. Rao fell down on his face and the whole flour was sprayed all over his body.

    The lamp was damaged, his spectacles were broken to pieces and Rao got an injury to his left hand. People gathered. Rao could not get up. Just at the moment Noli was coming from Vasco to Calangute, He saw the crowd on the road. He slopped his vehicle to find out who was injured. He could not believe it – it was the same person Rao, who had exchanged greetings with him in my house, two days back. Noli lifted Rao and took him to a clinic. After first aid, he took him to Vasco in a private car.

  7. Noli came to us and reported what had happened. At the same time when Rao fell down at Agashi a big bee stung a fingered my wife and her hand started swelling. She said tome "Rao has fallen down, Baba hesitated his distribution. Let us accept it. One Mr.Lucio Miranda. (Rao's close friend) was in Bombay when the incident took place. On the same day and at the same time, some goondas attacked him near Strand Cinema and forcibly pulled off his wrist-watch causing an injury to his left hand. On the next day we all went to Vasco to see Rao. There he got a phone message from Lucio about his encounter with goondas. Rao greeted us with one hand and said to my wife, "Bai, put a little Udi on my hand".

    This incident profoundly speaks that we are all inter-related. Destiny is not absolute. We are brothers and sisters in Sai family. We all have to share pleasure and pain without any compliant. This is Baba’s Spiritual Communism, or calls it Socialism.

    (Sai Padananda April 1992


  9. Om Sai Ram…Blissful Love Story… 🙂 ….Baba Is A Miracle Man….We Love You Baba….Always Be With Us….Om Sai Ram

  10. Great dear Sai devotee, hats off for your boldness going UK to get your love back, I agree most of the girls loves to be with beloved ones what ever be the consequences from the groom family than leaving him and getting married to someone else… Might be this is sweetness of Love! Om Sai Ram!

  11. Even iam in same situation ….but…..i cant go aboard …..plz plz baba help me….day by day iam facing so many probs…..plz baba fullfill my wish….wht should i do to fullfill my wish baba …

  12. Wonderful experience.

    O Deva, help us troubled souls to attain peace and call. Help us O Sadguru to build the patience to see Your miracles come through.

    Thank You for a beautiful life O Sai 🙂

    Jai Sairam

  13. very nice experience.even i am in love with a guy please ask him to propose me baba.
    baba thanks for saving my mother baba i know it was you..
    but baba today one man asked help i refused baba i am scared baba please.forgive me baba please…
    i have pain in my left ear baba please cure it…
    om sai raam

  14. om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,
    om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,om sairam,
    om sairam,om sairam,om sairam.

    pls help me and save me saimaa…I have left everything on u and leading my life, don't decrease my faith on u…please baba help me , make my life happy n beautiful…jai sairam

  15. JAI SAI RAM ………… I am a devotee of sai baba , from some days my heart is feeling sad and alone ,i am trying to get my mind in worship of sai but it is not working, i am getting sad day by day , my very important entrance exam is coming after some days,i always be in a dillema that will i succeed in my forth coming exam , i always pray to shri sai that my exam goes the best….. i want to talk to sai baba that how could i get rid of my stress , Plz answer anyone….

    • to the devotee who wants to speak to baba, … create a mail id in baba's name but do not ever pwsd. it belongs to baba. from your mail id write mails to him pouring your heart out, share every emotion,expression with him in those mails. before mailing mentally think baba is sitting in dwarakamai and is reading our mail and then send it. you in get answers in unfathomable way, as his ways are mysterious. you cant predict how he will answer. but remember he will surely read.

    • Thank you dear anonymous devotee for the suggesstion..even i need to speak to baba..but can you explain me do not ever pwsd??please…

  16. SAI BABA
    please make him happy . he should forget me n move on.
    Please baba . im sorry .
    he should forget me totoally . send him an angel baba
    om sri sai ram

  17. Om sai ram. You got news that he has affair with many girls and also she is going to pub still you are marrying him. Surpris3…

  18. Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram

  19. Om sai ram..please solve our home situation in a decent way..Om sai ram

  20. Sai maa
    Please help me to have a great time my maa
    Please make me feel completely fine
    Falling at your lotus feet

  21. Om sai nath. Sai baba ji plz bless my family. U kno each n evrythng. No need 2 xplain anythng pkz remove al da wories n lets hav3 a strong faith in u. On sai ram

  22. Dear Hetal ji
    I read this blog everyday and I realize how much I am used to reading your blog. Delay in posting for a day is making me feel as if I did not do an important task today. It has become a habit for me and I visited the site more than 50 times today to check if there was any new post. I am sure many devotees feel the same way. This site has become a Satcharita in modern times. You are doing a great job. May Baba always bless you and please continue to do the great work.

  23. Om sai ram. You are so lucky sister that your love came back to you. But I was not so lucky. I finally lost him to another woman. I too kept guruvar vrat & asked baba to give me my life who was my love. But his parents didnot agree & he got married to another lady.. baba didn't help me. Now just trying to figure out why when he is listening to millions of devotees everyday

  24. Hmm…really unbelievable! Not Baba's miracles but what a bad judgement you have, Sai sister.
    Sorry, I don't mean to sound so harsh but I'm very much angered that you think it is Baba's miracle that you are about to become a slave?
    Did it ever occur to you that Baba is actually trying to protect you from ruining your life by giving all the necessary warnings? He tried to show you his family's true feelings towards you then he sent friends to warn you and when nothing worked he made your lover himself clearly tell you how life will be with him but you choose to ignore everything and are hell bent on ruining your life.

    I just want to add that if you read Satcharita you will notice that Baba never imposed his wishes/orders on anyone. He gave sufficient warning to protect devotees from trouble but if the devotee chose to ignore his advice, he just left them to face the consequences.
    There is one instance where Baba tells Shama not go to the village fair but Shama out of his proximity with baba ignores his warning and faces an accident.
    There is also another example (in the sai leelamrutam by Sri Ekkirala Bhardwaja) wherein BalaBhate comes to seek Baba's blessings for his daughter's marriage. Baba says she will be better off married to a cook named Appa. Balabhate again brings up the topic later when annoyed baba responds by saying, "go ahead, give him your daughter and cry". Within 6 months of marriage, the son-in-law dies. When Baba hears the news, he says, "Everyone says Baba you know everything but no one listens to what I tell."
    This is our kind baba, he will never force anything on us but he will give his timely advice/warning like a good friend. If you ignore it, you are on your own when it comes to consequences.
    You say you have till year end for your marriage, please open your eyes and think clearly about what you are getting into.

    May baba bless all.

    • I agree with this Anonymous devotee, I mean sai has given you enough sign that with this guy you will not be happy or might ruin your life. You are young girl and I understand that you are loving this guy alot but again ask your self probably 1000 times, does he deserve you? Do you know for sure if he will protect you against his family? I see you will go through lot more issues. Then when you go through problems and issues in the future make sure you dont blame SAI because he has warned you not one but atleast 10 times. Good luck and God Bless you. Sorry I am too straight forward.

    • I agree with this Anonymous devotee, I mean sai has given you enough sign that with this guy you will not be happy or might ruin your life. You are young girl and I understand that you are loving this guy alot but again ask your self probably 1000 times, does he deserve you? Do you know for sure if he will protect you against his family? I see you will go through lot more issues. Then when you go through problems and issues in the future make sure you dont blame SAI because he has warned you not one but atleast 10 times. Good luck and God Bless you. Sorry I am too straight forward.

    • I agree with this Anonymous devotee, I mean sai has given you enough sign that with this guy you will not be happy or might ruin your life. You are young girl and I understand that you are loving this guy alot but again ask your self probably 1000 times, does he deserve you? Do you know for sure if he will protect you against his family? I see you will go through lot more issues. Then when you go through problems and issues in the future make sure you dont blame SAI because he has warned you not one but atleast 10 times. Good luck and God Bless you. Sorry I am too straight forward.

  25. I am really touched reading your story . I completely believe now Sai Baba will bring back my love .
    Om Sai Ram and have a happy married life . God bless u 🙂

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