Sai Blessings In My Life – Anonymous Devotee

Anonymous devotee from India says: I am a recent devotee of Sai Baba. Baba came into my life through my mother. She was the one, who first thought me how to believe in Baba. Since past 1 year, I have been pulled by Baba towards Him like a bird being pulled with thread. Since then I have been experiencing lot of Baba’s blessings and success in my life. I don’t know how to thank my dear Baba for all His Kripe and blessings. Baba please shower Your blessings on me and on all others always.

I am a physician from India. Right now, I am staying in USA. As soon as I finished my MBBS, I got married and flew to USA. Because of some uncertain decisions initially, I was traveling between USA and India, back and forth. So I was giving Indian PG exams initially, but did not get good ranking in any of those several exams.


Meanwhile since my husband decided to leave in USA for 2 more years, I planned to give USMLE and start with my residency in USA before we leave to India. So I started preparing for USMLE. I gave my step 1 and got very good results. This gave me confidence or maybe over confidence and so I immediately started to prepare for my step2. But simultaneously also I started to do research and observerships. All these along with my overconfidence started to pull me away from my study focus and I started becoming lazy and ignorant. I started missing the research lab and sleeping till late afternoon thinking I will easily pass. I gave exam and my results were not so good. But still I did not realize, though God was showing me my mistakes. So I continued doing the same mistakes. But I was frustrated and tensed and not at all feeling satisfied with whatever I was doing. This created to deviate more away from my studies and I lost peace of mind.

Meanwhile my mother came across Sai Vrat and she guided me to do Sai Vrat and see the miracles. I did Sai Vrat with most of my time spending in pooja, collecting flowers, preparing prasadam and visiting temples. I did not study at all as I thought I am doing Vrat and so Sai Baba will surely pass me. Maybe I believed blindly without any faith or maybe I was increasing my heights of laziness. I used to get up late in morning and spend my whole day in pooja and prasadam and by the time my husband comes I would have just started my reading and time to sleep again. In this way, I never prepared and just gave my Step 3 exams.

In between exams gaps, I just read Sai Satcharitra with all my own foolish assumptions. I completed my Sai Vrat and on my 9th Guruvar of completion. My results got announced. I was afraid to see the results as I knew I did not prepare anything. I thought of looking into it after coming from temple and finishing the Santarpan of Sai Vrat. I saw my results and I failed. I was laughing and crying. I did not know whether to cry for my foolishness of not studying or my foolishness of assuming. I kept blaming Baba as when I asked in Baba’s Q and A site, always I GOT THE ASSURANCE THAT I WILL PASS. Now I got a reason to prove that Sai Baba’s words were wrong and was blaming Baba for all my bad deeds I did.

I stopped praying and determined to study hard without praying and seeing Baba’s face. Unfortunately, I did not learn any lesson even after my failure and started repeating the same mistakes. I was not at all doing the karma for which I was assigned and did not even have any firm faith in my Sai Baba. Days passed and because of my laziness I started gaining weight. I gained around 30 lbs and was feeling ashamed, blaming myself and low confidence in myself. I lost all hope in my life and just leading a life like an animal without any enthusiasm or optimism. But my ego of proving to God that I don’t need His help existed still and thus I gave my exam second time. This time I did not do any pooja, not even seeing or remembering, but continued my laziness and ego.

Meanwhile I visited India and I don’t know what or how. Baba called me to Shirdi. I am so lucky to be called by Baba though I blamed Him so much and I ignored Him. I went To Shirdi with my Mom. I did nice Darshan, but all the time I was expecting to see some miracles. I did not have faith and was also blaming for the food for not being so delicious. I was so ignorant all the time. I came from Shirdi and my Birthday was coming near. I started to test Baba by asking Him to give me gift for my Birthday as getting very good score in my exam. I was eagerly waiting to test inspite of all the things happened to me earlier. I got my results and again I failed. I got second time confirmed that there is no Baba and all is false. With this confirmation I started to go into depression. All this time Baba was just patiently listening to all my scolding.

Baba knew how to bring me back towards Him and remove my ignorance. Only Guru’s Kripa can destroy the ignorance and foolishness of this birth. By staying near to my husband, I always started blaming Him that all this failures in my life was due to Him. I made his life miserable. Baba through one of my friends made me go and stay far away from my husband for 3 months on the pretext of clerkship. In those 3 months, He had all the plans to change me completely. He made me meet a group of Sai devotees, who became so close in my life. Each had a different story, but all were related to my life. Baba made me realize all my mistake and y did I get those failures.

My relationship with my husband turned in a loving feeling. He showed me the right path. He started to decrease my depression and bring me back to shape. Also he gave me a study partner, who always guided me not only in studies, but also in having firm faith and not only the blind foolish belief. Baba’s miracles I can’t describe. He slowly and steadily brought all those changes and just in 3 months. I lost 20 lbs and regained all my confidence. Meanwhile He got me selected to top most prestigious college for my masters. While doing my masters, I gave my exam third time. Just before my results being announced, He indirectly through my mother asked me to start Sai Vrat and keep faith in Him. He made me to read Sai experience– giving USMLE and passing the exam. I got my results and I passed the exam with very good score.

He made me realized all my mistakes in my life and pulled me towards Him brushing away all the blind belief and assumptions I had. He showed me the light in my life filled with darkness with so many blessing in this span of just 6 months. He is the one, who made me realize the truth of life. Sai Baba, please bless everyone and help them to walk on a path lighted by You. Please bless each and every soul, who emerges from You. Rajadhiraj Yogiraj Parabrahma Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Jaya Jaya Sai.


© Devotees Experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba

Anil Gupta
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  1. Very wonderful experience… I can co- relate my experience with urs but in your case its about exam and mine is about job. When I was reading your experience it was like as if I am reading my own experience. I had these foolish assumptions swell and also I asked for same birthday gift.But Baba didn't give me any. Now Baba made me realise my mistake and now I started preparing for my job with Baba's grace. Hope Baba will bless me with a good job soon. Thank you Baba for showing me the path.Luv u a lot Baba

  2. You r blessed. Sai is very much merciful.

    Sai always be with my daughter. Take care of her health and studies.om sainathaya namaha. We luv u sai.

  3. O what a beautiful experience … may sai bless all hi s ignorant kids firgives them and bring them back on track. ..bless us all deva…love u from the core of our hearts. . Om sai ram

  4. sairam sister,
    Its only by baba's grace that you are able to reliase your mistakes and could rectify them and baba also gave you a very precious gift of your relationship with your husband back and also he filfilled his promise which u got in q and a by giving you seat in a prestigious college. You should be more loving to your husband as baba made you to know the value of his gift to you by taking you far from your husband and know baba's as well as your husband's value. Now you must look after your precious gift given by baba with love,commitment,trust,mutual respect and cherish life long. not every one will get supporting partener easily. its only baba's gift( your husband) that 's why he made you move away from him for 3 months made you reliase and showed you his value( baba's gift–your husband). make your bond so strong with baba and your husband that even in troubled times also you both you an your husband stand beding each other as pillar of support and you both inturn never leave baba's holy feet. All the best your your future.

  5. Baba kal mera bday h…u r coming na to bless me..please accept my red rose this time. On my bday I will come to ur temple…bless me.love you baba.tkcr.will meet u tomorrow

  6. Sai baba takes away your bad qualities in us.Similar thing happened to me .I did Sai vrat in my house .At that time I had to give theory test – car .I quarrelled with my husband the reason being my sister-in-law whom I hate very much.As a result I failed despite studying very hard.Then I studied very hard and took the exam once again on Dec 3rd.I passed,I learnt my lesson in life .Not to hate,Always forgive

  7. I hate you for everything baba….what you did for my parents is unbelievable….it's very bad on your part and can never believe you in this life 🙁

  8. nice experience.. really an eye opener. Baba please guide me as well and also show me the right path. bless me baba… om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairma om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam om sairam

  9. BABA if this time also i do not pass then its ok.bcoz i know someday YOU definitely listen to me if i keep working hard..BABA give strength to work hard and to keep faith in YOU. OM SAI RAM!!!Wonderful experience….really heart touching…. nicely narrated by didi….

  10. Sai ram…what a wonderful experience….I was just looking at all the things I don't have in life but I forget that I only needed shraddha and saburi on Baba and he will surely look after me by increasing my willingness to work hard and decrease my laziness. Nothing is easy …but Baba will make us pay for our bad deeds and turn us into the best shape possible.

    Om Sai Ram

  11. nice experience that baba always looks after us inspite of how good or bad we are..he is our mother..

    Baba please make me decide baba should i go to us or not baba..i ma in real confusion baba show some indication baba..please baba

  12. BABA as you know we are starting now to Shirdi. BABA please bless 8 of us happy and safe trip. Kids(all the 4 of them) should not get missed . BABA getting scared please be with me all the time. Love you BABA. BABA please don't disappoint me. Love you BABA

  13. i am thirty years old girl and i am not yet married…baba why are you doing this…as a girl it is so difficult for me…i am loosing interest on life….i want to die baba…i am trying to be positive but i dont know y i am nt able to do that…i few months i will be 31 baba please help me…mentally i am becoming very weak what should i do baba please

    • I dont know what to say sister can understand your pain.Im even more elder than you and not married.I dont even have a job,friends and family memebrs to support me.But i have some trust in baba he will surely send ur man soon.And that will be the best.

    • Devotee iam seArching for a girl for my brother. we are In Tamilnadu.plese send your details to my email Id radramvasound @gmail.com.I will contact you.

  14. Appa,thanks for today im very happy.U know the reason.Getting little confidence in life.Please bless me with a job soon in the company im looking for and also send me my man soon atleast this year i should get married.Its high time 32…U know my likes and dislikes so send me a man of my choice and your choice as well…..Ur daughter

  15. Om sai ram

    I want to share one experience of mine on jan 1 2014.Sorry baba late posting..
    I left rice for some days for prayer to baba.On jan 1st 2014,we went to some temples.we have prasadam there with rice.Actually i am hungry that day,ate less food from morning.Lastly on that day we went to sai baba temple.Sai baba blessed me with prasadam which is not rice.two prasadams are there.Those two are not rice.I ate sai baba prasadam whole heartedly.Please baba,bless us all happy,healthy, prosperous new year..Please be with us always..

    love you baba

  16. Nice experience! Although you had some things inside you that you needed to get rid of (pride, ego), Baba ensured that He would take you into His care and helped remove those things and make you a better person and also help you get into a good job and program. Om Sai Ram!

  17. Wonderful experience and wonderful are His ways of pulling us closer to him 🙂

    O Deva bless us mere mortals with common sense and destroy our pride. Guide us to control our emotions and feelings so we can be better human beings.

    Thank You for a blessed life O Sai 🙂

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

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