I talk, walk, share, cry, laugh and play with our SAI MAA all the day. I question Her. I doubt Her. Then I love Her. I hug her and kiss Her. I get angry with Her and do everything that a child does with his/her mother. Because GURU like SAI is not just a GURU, we can worship. I share all my emotions with Him. I am living in Jaipur all alone and I do things all on my own. Since my exams were going on, I could not get the little necessary things for myself like fruits, milk, or whatever is required, as I was having my exams and I did not have time at all.
During my exams there came a Thursday (NAV GURUVAR VRAT) and in the morning while doing pooja I wanted to light the lamp. I had a matchbox with only two matchsticks in it and with both I could not light the diya. I was already getting late. I went to the gas stove and then lighted the diya from it. And while doing all this I was talking to SAI MAA, that, “What is this? You are my mother. You better take care of these little things at least. You know I am already getting late”. I did my pooja and left for the exam, empty stomach as I did not have anything to eat.
After my exam I straight away went to my friends house to take rest and study for the next exam as my exams are all for continuous 8 DAYS. I usually have a fruit salad in the evening from a fruit store out there. It was 7 in the evening and I thought it’s already late and dropped the idea of having that fruit salad that day. And I went to the FALAHAR store (A store where you get food items to have during the fast) to get Sabudana Khichdi to open up my fast with it as usual. I brought the Khichdi and while opening it, I was telling to SAI MAA that I have kept you hungry the whole day. I am sorry now. Let’s have our Khichdi. Then what I see in the outer layer of that Khichdi is what makes me cry even today. When I think of it, there were 4 matchsticks on the outer side of the Khichdi. I mean it was felt like SAI MAA sitting right in front of me and feeling sad for not getting the diya light up with the two matchsticks I had. I sobbed and sobbed all happy as the whole world was singing in love. That moment cannot be described by me here in just these words. Just feel it, my dear friends. The love of Sai Maa doesn’t end here, filled with joy and happiness, blessed and fulfilled. I slept peacefully after studying and thinking about the fruit salad that I wished I could have had.
So early in the morning, it was 8:30am and my door knocks. There was my friend standing with something in her hand. She said that I went for yoga today in the morning and brought you this. There was the same fruit salad from the same fruit store as I always have. I ate it with tears of joy in my eyes. I was thanking SAI MAA with every piece of it. I felt like jumping, shouting, screaming and telling everyone and sharing with everyone what exactly I was feeling at that time. So today SAI MAA has blessed me to share this
wonderful experience that only You my lovely family can understand. I am sure that every devotee seeking for miracle here, blessing, love and care of SAI MAA will know that it’s not a mere coincidence, everything and anything is possible in SAI MAA’S world.
There are many more experiences I am dying to share with you all. SAI MAA has asked me to wait for a while. I will be sharing all that with you in near time. With love and only love of SAI MAA we all share each other’s happiness and sorrows here and let us keep doing this always. OM SAI RAM.
I have also written something in love of Sai Maa:
Thodi Duniya Dekhi Maine, Par Paya Na Koi Tujhsa
Aisa Bhi Kya Kiya Hoga Maine,Jo Apnaya Tune Mujhsa
Dar Dar Ke Kadam Rakhti Hu Mai…
Fir Dekh Ke Tere Pairo Ke Nishan Ko Chalti Hu Mai
Yun To Mandir Me Tere Fool Chadhati Hu Mai
Par Na Jane Man Me Mere Kitne Sawal Uthati Hun Mai
Phir Dekh Ke Teri Maa Si Murat Man Hi Man Muskurati Hun Mai
Ki Tujhse Pyara Aur Dayalu Kya Hoga, Na Jaane Kyon Ye Bhool Jati Hun Mai
Phir Apni Prem Me Bhigi Palko Ko Kuch Aise Jhukati Hun Mai
Ki Lakh Sheesh Bhi Kya Jhuke Honge, Wo Pyar Me Tere Aise Gote Khati Hun Mai
Duniyadari, Dukh, Bimari Kyon Hai,Kuch Samajh Nahi Aata Mujhko
Hamne To Sheesh Jhukake Ab Somp Diya Khudko
Ab Karna Hai Jo Kar,Kyonki Bas Maa Ki Murat Me Dekha Hai Tujhko.
Love You All. Love You Sai Maa.