I stay in hostel along with one of my cousin sister. After becoming a devotee of Baba I never visited Sai Mandir as it is very far away from my hostel and even I am new to the place. But always I had a wish in my heart to visit Baba’s temple someday somehow. But even we all know it very well that unless Baba wants us to visit Him, we can’t visit Him.
I used to get disappointed thinking that Baba doesn’t want me to visit Him, but by that time I had been feeling His presence around me. I used to satisfy myself by thinking that Baba can be worshipped in any form anywhere He Himself says so. I always had an intuition that Baba is saying to me that I am always near you, so why you want to come to my temple? Worship me from the place where you are, I am listening to you. I am with you”.
Still then I wanted to visit Baba’s temple. And one day (i.e. On 11th April 2013 night), I felt very lonely and wanted to visit Baba’s temple at any cost and even I cried before Baba saying that You have to take me to Your temple at any cost. I am not going to listen to my intuition any more. Then, on 12th April, I and my cousin sister were planning to go on an outing on 18th April as we had a holiday and my sister wanted to go for shopping. But deep inside my heart I wanted to go to Saibaba’s Temple. Then all Of a sudden the very next moment, when the thought of visiting Baba came to my mind, my sister said to me that we will go for shopping some other day. 18th April is Thursday, so let us go to Sai Mandir. And now my happiness had no bounds and tears started rolling down my eyes. I was so happy hearing this and agreed to my sister at once. And it was the same Sai temple, which I wanted to visit.
Then came the Day (i.e. 18th April). I and my sister visited the Sai temple, which is about 20 kms from our hostel. I said my mother about this. As I have already said my mother is a big devotee of Baba even she wanted to visit this temple as this was a very famous temple in Orissa. She was a bit disappointed. So in temple, I prayed Baba to bless us and even fulfill my mother’s wish as she wanted to see You today and then we left from the temple.
Then we experienced the biggest of all miracles. I was on my way to hostel in auto. My mother rang me up and said to me that Beta Saibaba visited our home now in the form of Lord Krishna. We have seen Him. It was around 12:15 pm (i.e. during Madhyan Aarti), when my mother was doing puja at home, Baba visited us. He was dressed as Krishna. As said by my brother, it didn’t look like a costume or paint in the body. It was the very real bluish colour of Krishna. He came to our house knocked our door and asked for Bhiksha. But my brother and mother are scared of such people who come for begging with such costumes. So they didn’t open the door nor gave Him any Bhiksha. He was calling outside our gate for about 10 mins. Then He left the place. As soon as He left our home, my brother ran to the gate to see where He is going next to ask Bhiksha. Till now we were unaware that He is Our Saibaba. Then my brother saw that He didn’t visit anyone else home in that lane and after crossing about 2-3 homes next to us, He disappeared in front of my brother’s eyes. He was walking and all of a sudden He disappeared. Then we realised that the person, who visited our home as lord Krishna, was none other than our Saibaba. As the very next day was Ramnavavi, He visited us as Lord Krishna and fulfilled my prayer, which I had asked Him in Temple (i.e. to give Darshan to my mother also).
Then all of us were so happy that we can’t even express it in words. I just pray to Baba to shower His blessings on all of us always as He has been doing since long. And also fulfill my dream for which I am waiting since last 3 years. I know Baba this is the year decided by You to fulfill my wish because in these 3 years this is the year that my intuition says so. May Baba Bless All.”Om Sai Ram” .