BABA Please Get Rid Of My Pain As You Guided Me In My Life – Anonymous Devotee

Anonymous Devotee from Singapore says: First of all I want to thank Hetal Ji for starting this wonderful blog. Every day when I read it, I feel so happy and connected to Sai Baba. May Baba’s blessing be always with you and other readers. I am a daily reader of your blog and I stay in Sri Lanka at the moment. If necessary, Please feel free to edit before you post my message. Also please don’t disclose my name or details. Please devotes pray for me by reading my experience with BABA.

I was in the UK until last March. I finished my M. Sc. in the UK and was working there for last two 2.5 years in Telecommunication Field. I started looking for the Job as soon as I finished my studies in the UK, but unfortunately I didn’t have a chance to grab any single opportunity over there. Meantime, I applied for the work visa while I was looking for the job and my visa got rejected due to some UKBA law, which I can’t disclose at the moment. But I did make appeals through lawyer and start looking only for the contract jobs since I have my visa issue. Same time my parents started looking for the bride, but that didn’t go well for them due to my situation (work & Visa). So one of my friends suggested me to worship BABA to get rid of all my issues.


Soon after I started worshiping BABA, my marriage got proposed with BABA’s grace. On top of that I got offered contract job in Telecommunication field from good company where they didn’t ask anything about my visa. So I was really surprised because somehow BABA did make them not to ask my visa category at all. So after I got the Job, my marriage was held in the UK with BABA’s grace. Meantime my visa-case was in the court without having any response for a long time. My lawyer told me that I would be able to success in my case. Also he told me to have patient as I had job at that moment. So my life was going good with work and my beloved wife. Mean time my wife applied work visa for her and she got it back for two years. She also got the contact job in her field after the few interviews. So we really enjoyed our life as we didn’t have many issues in our life in the initial stage of our life.

Meantime I slowly started forgetting BABA due to my busy schedules. Meantime we both had misunderstanding each other even for silly matters. After some time, my family life become terrible and we were virtually separated even though we live in same house. I know that most of faults are mine, but I realised them when the situation became worse. On the other hand at my work place they were asking me to provide my visa copy for some reference. So I didn’t have any choice then I decided to quit my Job in last February after I was working there for more than two years. One month after, I left my job. My appeal on visa also got rejected. So it was huge disappointment in my life as I had all the issues at the same time.

Then I left the UK and went to Singapore to seek the job with loads of pains in my life. My bad time continued there as well and I didn’t have single interview call for more than a month. So I started reading “Sai Satcharitra” for seven days. Four days after I finished my reading, I got an interview call from one of the company and selected on the same day with BABA’s grace. Again my bad time continued, when they apply for my work-pass to get the approval from Singapore government. So I had to leave from Singapore to Sri Lanka as my work pass was getting delayed due to some issue. So I have been in Sri Lanka for more than six weeks and doing nothing as I was waiting to get my work-pass approved by Singapore government ( in normal case work-pass gets approved within a week). So during that time, I prayed BABA and was asking the questions to BABA via “questions-answer” website. BABA always gave me positive answers and guided me very well during my terrible period of my life.

Most of the times, He mentioned that I am impatient, but at last with His grace my work-pass got approved and I came back to Singapore to start my work by tomorrow (12/07/2013). So I will never ever forget my BABA to help me to pass this hurdle in my life. Also my family issue is getting worse day by day and my wife’s mum already told me that they have decided to give me up as they want to find another guy for my wife. But I keep quiet as I believe my BABA so that He will definitely bring my beloved wife back into my life. Because BABA knows that I am still alive in this world for my beloved wife. Please BABA save me from this utter pain that I experience in my life right now.


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  1. Dear all devotees

    i am a regular reader of this blog..this is like a sai family to me..so i want to share my feelings here..i need all ur suggestions…

    we our family worships baba from many years..we love him and trust him a lot..but these days by the conditions of our family we get doubht on baba whether he is really loving us

    my sister got married few years back…it is a bad marriage..we want her to get divorced but she doesnt listen…we cant see her like that…we did nav guruvar vrat, parayan evrything…but there is no change

    day by day i am losing trust on baba…i cant see my parents crying….what should we do…where should we go if baba is only not helping us..morning night we pray him…but still he is not listening…things are not changing

    please help me what should i do…we pray baba thinking that he will help us..but y is he not doing….we are helpless completely

    plz baba please do something baba…everyday we cant take this pain baba please

    • Dear Sai Devotee, we had undergone a similar pain and went through an up down phase in our devotion towards Baba. But He has been always with us in several ways and one & only a seeker can understand that. After some years everything got sorted out in such a way that if we look back, we never thought that we would have a wonderful life like this. So, please have enormous faith on our Baba and He will without doubt solve all your miseries and take your entire family on a palanquin.

  2. OM SAI RAM

    Nice Experience-May Baba shower blessing on you.

    The only mistake we do is to FORGET BABA- Do not forget Merciful mother, who takes all our pains on himself.

    Babaji please bless my sister-such a noble soul is suffering,. she is seeing you in her dreams sp often, you are giving good signs- but why still hurdels?
    15 years are enough for washing bad karma Babaji.

    Love you Babaji, Love to all.

  6. Jai Sai Ram
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    LU BABA

    Baba please bless all Baba

  7. Your bad period started turning into good gradually by baba's grace, so hold on to him never ever forget him till your last breath. in this world everybody is tend to change but only a satguru and god are not effected by anything. if you want to ask anything ask him only he will give it to you, some time we have to be patient for the time to change , we have to go near time to get change in our lives but time will not come to us, you will surely be blessed again in your wife back, this is my sincere wish to baba, b cos once you reliase your mistake and wait for her, you will see her presciously like a jewell in your palms. never ever forget baba and always in any horrible circumstances cling to his lotus feet only. All the best . May you get your married life back with more maturity, ad all good times and baba's blessings.

  10. Dont worry dear brother baba is allways there for u.if we realised our mistake by that time only most of our karma will be vanished.pray for u r family life to baba.start communication with u r wife with positive thinking.

  13. Om Sai Ram
    don't worry Baba will help you, you will have a happy life with your wife. I pray for you to Baba. Hurdles come in life to make understand us how precious are some person for us. Never let ego and any other person interfer between you and your wife, decide yourself about your life. Baba will bless you with a happy married life with your beloved wife.
    Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
    Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
    Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram

  19. Om Sai Ram.

    Dear Sai Family,
    Please read the book 'Sai BABA is still alive' by 'Jaya Wahi'. It will boost your faith and show you numerous ways to do good deeds. Am sure you will be blessed soon. You can buy the book online from Flipkart or any other online store.

    May BABA bless us all always.

    Love you BABA and many thanks you for everything. May you keep blessing us all always with good health, long life, peace, prosperity, wealth, joyous relationships and happiness.

    OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI.

  20. As Baba has resolved your visa issue, HE WILL RESOLVE YOUR MARRIED LIFE ISSUES TOO!!!

    BABA bless you with a very happy life! SMILE 🙂

    JAI SAI RAM JAI SAI SHYAM

  21. very nice experience…definetly with baba grace your wife will come back to u

    y dont u tell her sorry..u know mistake is in ur side
    please tell sorry to her and explain how much u need and love her… ur will definetly accept you

    all thae best
    om sai ram

  22. Baba , thank you for helping me to get your book. I assure you that I will keep reading it and will keep it close to my heart. Baba ji take care

  23. please read "Sai Baba Still Alive" Book from Jaya Wahi really it boost our cofidence about baba. "Om Sai Shree Sai Jaya Jaya Sai Om Sai Shree Sai Jaya Jaya Sai".

  24. Dear Sai Brother, the biggest challenge in life is taking the first step. Take that step.. Apologize to your wife for your misdoings. I am sure she will understand. If you approach her with a positive bent of mind and good intentions then all the issues between both of you will get resolved. Keep worshiping Sai Nath. He will continue to help you in your domestic life as he did in your professional life.

  25. love u baba……………pls help me and protect me…………….pls bless me with good job soon………….baba today on ur day i cried a lot…….y situations r getting negative………..
    Dear devotees need ur suggestion………….iam jobless n started doing nav guruvar vrat since sep…….meanwhile i started reading sai prerna and wrtiing 108 times baba naam jap…….but no positive change in situations last thursday i strtd SAI SATCHARITRA PARAYAN and completed yesterday but dont know how i forgot reading sai prerna and 108 baba naam jap yesterday……..now wht should i do………
    can i continue again doing both….

  27. Jai Sai Ramji ki to all,

    Dear Sai brother your experience was beautiful. May Baba ji bless you always. I would like to suggest you something, now that you have left your ego and accept that it was your fault which caused misunderstanding between you and your wife, you must apologies to her and give her an assurance that you will change yourself. Have faith in Sai Ma, your wife will surely forgive you. We human beings often find it hard to apologies but remember Baba wants us to surrender our ego at His Divine Feet. Do the same and watch Baba ji's miracle. Do remember your promise to change yourself and give your all for this most precious relationship.
    I pray to Baba ji to bring you and your wife together again and to grant you lots of happiness and blissful life.
    Also most IMPORTANT please do not forget Our Sai Ma due to your worldly commitments. Remember you are in this world because of Him and we all owe our everything to Him. Please chant His name in all situations-happy or sad. Also when you ask Him for something do not forget to thank Him for all that He has showered on you.

    Love You Baba ji
    Sabse ZYAADA ji

  29. om sai ram.with the blessing of my beloved baba i qualified net exam. thank you so much baba for giving me this happiness. om sai nathaya namah.

  31. Touching experience. I am sure Baba would have brought the smiles back into your life by now 🙂

    O Deva, Thank You for treating us as Your children and forgiving us without hesitation when we come running back to You. Forgive us if we knowingly or unknowingly, forget You, bless us so that those moments never come in our life O Sadguru.

    Thank You for all the Love & Peace O Sai 🙂

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

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    BABA PLS BLESS ME BABA.PLS SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS.PLS LISTERN TO ME BABA. PLS HELP ME. UR NEEDS ARE UNFATHOMABLE TO ANYBODY. I AM WAITING FOR UR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN BABA.PLS SAVE MY LIFE. I BEG U BABA. U R MY SAI MAA, MOTHER CANT SEE THEIR CHILD SUFFERING RIGHT BABA, AS U R MY MAA,THINK EVEN U CANT SEE ME SUFFERING LIFE THIS, SO PLS COME AND HELP ME. I AM IN NEED OF UR HELP LITERALLY BABA. JAI SAIRAM.

  34. i seriously dont know what to do.Im really fed up with life.I dont know whether god really exist.Just few years back i became sai's devotee even he is not helping me.Infact i lost many things after praying to him.Im feeling sorry to say this but its the truth.Still im calling swami and sairam even without my knowledge.Daily im crying,eacn minute im dying with pain at heart and confusion in my mind.Thursdays are worse.I dont feel like living and there is no point in me living either.Im unable to tolerate this pain.Im planning to commit suicide but i dont know whether i'll succeed atleast n that.Im planning to eat sleeping pills or hang.Dont know which one to choose.Wrote chits in front of baba and read.Even that said die.Im posting here just to ask baba why he did these things to me and why he made me die each day with pain and tears.I thought him to be my God and father but even he is not bothered about me.People pls dont speak about karma,satcharita and navrat all total waste.God might answer prayers but only that of men or people those who have everything except one small problem.Not to people or woman like me.

    Thanks for drowning me like this and making me stand with shame.Atleast give me peaceful and successful death.Give my life to someone who actually needs life.

    Failure!

    • Hello dear devotee,

      Please do not think of such extreme measures like suicide… have faith in him… look around you… there might be people suffering worse than you…hes definitely in the background figuring out some solution for you. Please take his name again and again. Om Shri Sai Nathaya Namah :

    • Dear Devotee, before you do anything, just sit in front of Baba's idol and tell all these things to Him. Also, many of the bad things in life are due to our own past bad karma. In Sai Satcharitra there is a story of a man who wants to kill himself in Shirdi, but when he tries to jump in a well, He is grabbed by a book store owner who tells him the story of Akkalot Maharaja and says that killing yourself won't help resolve the past bad karma, you'll have to suffer again in another life for it, isn't it better to just to get through the bad karma for some time now and it will be over with forever. Follow the same thing and your bad karma will be forever done and gone. Om Sai Ram!

    • Dear devotee, if at all we get anything or succeed in anything in life, we take all the credit for ourselves. But when something goes wrong which blame Baba. Is that true? I am not blaming you. It is our human tendency. Even I do that. What I am trying to say is, all our sufferings are due to the bad deeds that we have done in the past or present life. Once our bad time ends, we will definitely have good time. Just like we have day after night. Please have faith in Baba and leave everything to him. Don't even think of committing sucide. The more you suffer, the more you try to develop faith on Sai and pray him wholeheartedly.You will surely see the change in your life.

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  37. Nice experience! Don't worry, just talk with your wife, remind her of all the good things and show her how your life has stablized now. Although you have had to travel all over the world for a good, stable job, Baba will help you soon. Also do 9 Thursdays Vrat and the job you need will come to you. Baba has been there with you in every place you have gone to and will help you get through this difficult time. Remember, we have nothing to be afraid of or fear if we have Baba by our side. Om Sai Ram!

  38. I am sorry Baba. Thank you for reminding me through this experience. I am extremely sorry for forgetting you from 3 days. I will start praying you from tomorrow again. Om Sai Ram

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