It happened last week Monday on March 11th. It was my birthday. My mom wished that we should go to Baba’s temple and bought a kesari distribution ticket at Mylapore Sai Baba temple. It was scheduled for 6.00 am in Morning. My house is quite far from Mylapore. I felt lazy to get up too early and I asked my mom you could have bought ticket for at least 8 or 9 am and we had a big fight at home because we have to get up very early to reach there. Finally we booked taxi.
The next day morning the taxi driver came on time, but we started little late. In taxi, I saw a small idol of Baba white in colour. I felt very glad to have His Darshan on my birthday. I felt as if Baba himself
came as car driver to take me to Baba’s temple. Both I and my mother reached temple very late. On entering the temple premises, we noticed that people doing milk abhishekam to the Baba’s idol. My mother got very excited and she started saying come soon we will go, so that we will get chance to do it. I felt glad and excited on seeing it. But on seeing the people standing there (in queue), I felt we will not get chance because there was a large drum in which the milk was kept and everyone in queue will get only one chance to do the abhishekam to that Baba’s big idol.
Also we noticed that it was about to get over and we were standing in queue, then suddenly the security person instead of sending people through one queue he asked few people to form other queue so that it will not be too crowded. In the other queue, we were asked to go and we were standing as fourth person and we could see the milk in the drum was too less, and I said to Baba within myself just two more persons please give me a chance on my birthday. Fortunately both I and my mom got chance to do abhishekam to Baba’s idol I had tears while doing it. I am not able to explain the joy ecstasy, which I had because when we go for Darshan in normal days, security people ask us to move quickly and will not allow us to stay near idol long time. I really felt blessed and happy.
I am in love with a guy of other religion. We had many ups and downs regarding marriage. Finally I started doing 9 Thursdays Vrat. By Baba’s grace my marriage was fixed with the same guy and it is on April. Still there are many issues in marriage, which I am not able to disclose here. I am praying Baba daily to be with me in all good and bad times and help me to overcome all my struggles. I am sure Baba will come to my marriage and bless me.
Through this blog, I started reading Sai Bheej mantra as prescribed by a Sai Sister. It’s really a miraculous one. I am just posting it here again for other Sai Devotees. Reading this, I was able to overcome all my troubles through Baba’s grace. I would also like to mention some of Baba sayings, which inspired me a lot.
- 1. I will not allow my men to get away from me.
- 2. I will never leave anyone in the middle.
- 3. If anyone begs anything of you, if you can grant the request or get it granted, do so, don’t say ‘No’. If you have nothing to give, give a suave ‘no’; do not get angry with him. If you do not like to part with what you have, do not say falsely that you have nothing to give. Decline to give it in polite terms and say that circumstances or desires stand in the way.
Thanks all for reading with patience.