Sai Baba Is My Guardian – Anonymous Devotee

Anonymous Devotee from Sri Lanka says: Since my childhood, I never believed in saints or any human being, who call themselves as God or incarnation of any God. But I got to know about Shirdi Baba, when I was a kid from a kid’s story book named “Balamitra”. They have published the story of Sai, who lit the oil lamps with water. After reading this story, I couldn’t take the figure of Baba out from my mind. I was attracted by His simple way of living. Since then I have become a devotee I believe.

Once I went to Chennai. There my Indian friend asked me where you want to visit in Chennai. I said I want to go to Shirdi Baba Temple. Though he is a Muslim friend, he took me to the temple in Injampaakkam. Since that was a lazy evening, nobody was there and we could see only a big photo of Sai Baba. Since I wanted to return to my hostel, I quickly came out from there with a quick prayer.


Then the next day I went with him to ECR road via Bike. He wanted to take me to the sea Shore, but there were around 3 Km we had to walk from road to reach Sea Shore. Since I was new to that place, I was really scared to walk through as it was thickly surrounded by pine trees and shrubs, no human could be seen there. I could imagine all bad scenes, which have been showing in movies, when I saw that place. Since my friend was there, I walked with him praying. When we enter the shrubs, I could see a Black Dog adjoined with us. He was leading us towards while we were crossing that forest. At times he stopped us by barking and after a few minutes he made us follow him. After we crossed that place and reached the sea Shore, he stopped following us.

We sat on the sand and started eating biscuits. My friend asked with a smile “where is your friend who came with us? Don’t you want to give a biscuit to him?” Then only I remembered the dog and searched for him, and saw him sitting near the shrub. I called him and gave a biscuit. He ate and when I turned back again, I could not see him. He disappeared. Since it is a forest I thought he might have gone somewhere.

After a few minutes, we left from there. When we start to enter the jungle, the same dog joined with us. He came up to the end of the jungle are went back again. I was really wondering about his behavior. My friend noticed me searching for the dog, he said smiling “I didn’t want to tell you before going inside because you might get scared. There are some serpents live inside the shrubs, but I wanted to take you there to show you the wonderful sea. I guess your friend wanted to take you there safely, that is why he accompanied with us. May be he was not so sure about me, that I might do something to an innocent girl like you so he guarded you. I can’t explain how I felt that moment. I got to know it is Sai Baba, who came with me for my protection. I felt so overwhelmed by this. I still thank Sai for being my guardian.

There is another experience that I wished to share, which happened today. Actually I was praying Baba on to something, which I lost in my life. It is my husband. He went back to his parents and never returned because his mom doesn’t like me and they are looking another girl for him. I lost my job and my baby too. She died inside me in a month because of the depression. My husband doesn’t even talk to me now. I started doing Thursday Vrat. I always used to check Sai Baba Answers in the net as He gives me answers, which stop me from committing Suicide. Most of the time the answer I received is my wish of so many years will be fulfilled on Ramanavami, which is today. I cry every day in front of Baba’s photo to bring back the life and happiness I lost. Since He said that He will bring back my husband today, I was eagerly waiting and praying. But nothing happened as I wished. So I went near the beach and cried for some time. When I felt enough of crying, I checked the Sai answers again. It said ‘Donate food, everything will be alright’. I was wondering how I can find a beggar in this area as it is surrounded by all big houses of rich people. I have never seen any poor person there for me to feed.

When I walked towards the main road thinking of a poor man and about to reach the main road, I heard somebody wished me saying “Asallamu Alaikkum”. Since I’m a Muslim, I wished back and turned around to see who it is. I saw a poor Muslim woman standing near a compound wall with a small kid. I gave the food parcel, which I had with me to that kid with tears and walked away. I heard that woman is blessing me from the back. When I reached the road, I turned back to see the woman and the kid, I couldn’t see them really. Not sure they moved away from there as soon as I left or it is Baba, who came for making me happy by taking the food.

I really felt blessed and badly wanted to see Baba. We do not have Sai Temples in Sri Lanka. So I didn’t know where to go. I searched in the internet and saw somebody posted in a website the addresses of 2 Sai centers with phone numbers. When I called to know if it is really a temple, the numbers were out of service. I wanted to visit the center somehow, took the last money I had in the bank and took a Three wheeler. Nobody knew about that address. I prayed Baba, Please let me reach to You somehow. I want to see Your face right now. I do not have any more money in my hand if I get struck in the middle of somewhere so please make it easy for me.

When I reached the road, which is given in the address, I couldn’t see any temple. I asked from many people and they didn’t know either. I felt very sad and left from there. But I felt my three wheeler is moving very slowly and then only noticed that the driver is still searching for the temple even after I had given up. He checked all the numbers of that street and stopped me in front of a narrow road and said this is 10/2, so 10/4 must be here, you go and check.

There were no temples, but I saw a 3 story building inside that road with a small poster of Shirdi Baba. I ran near that poster and checked. The gate was locked and in the poster it is mentioned that this is Sai Temple and it will open only 2 hours in the morning and evening. I was clueless because I went there around 1 PM and I didn’t know how I’m going to wait until 5 PM without any food or cash in the hand.

I stood there around 5 minutes and I saw a kid standing next doors. I called him and asked can’t I go inside to see Baba now. He asked me to ring the bell they will let you go in. He rang the bell behalf of me, I waited chanting OM Sai Ram. I saw a woman opening the door and I asked if she can let me go in to see Baba. She asked me to come in. I thought it is just a prayer center of Baba. She asked me to wash my feet and go upstairs. I saw a Baba photo next to a Door. I prayed in front of the photo and just thought of checking inside the opened room. When I sneaked inside, I saw MY BABA, a big white statue under a big umbrella. It was really Him with the kind eyes and smile. I just ran and fall onto His feet crying. Baba, at last You made me reach You. This is the miracle You have been telling me, which will happen on Ramanavami because I always wanted to visit Baba’s temple.

I prayed whole heatedly and left there after sometime. I made a promise to Him that I’ll come to Shirdi, when I get my life back and start my life again from there. Though I’m a Muslim, I trust in my Sadguru Sai Baba and will never leave Him for anything. I know Sai will listen to my prayers one day and bring back everything I lost, my husband, my happiness , my honor , my life , my job and my baby. Everything I lost will come back to me by Baba’s grace very soon. I’ll wait until then with faith. OM SAI RAM.


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31 Comments

  1. jai sai sadguru. baba your leelas make me weep like a kid. bless all baba. pls bless your lovers. they live for you. fulfill their wishes and win sai devotees their honour pls sai. thank you for everything. love you the most.

  2. om sai ram..sure baba will answer you and I had a dream where I saw a most beautiful dog sitting next to me and I was not scared…actually I am very scared of dogs ..and today I am reading your story ..which shows that baba came in my dream..om sai ram…with lot of respect..bless us..

  3. Baba is a very kindhearted sadguru so no worries continue with faith and perseverance, you will get back everything soon.0msairam

  4. i was waiting for todays post finally iam very happy i cud read it.. nice experience.. dont worry baba will full fill all your wishes.. have shraddha & saburi on his lotus feet… om sai ram…

  5. Strange is this Sai Baba's leelas he actually believes that there is no barrier of caste between human beings. He's only Krishna, he's only Nanak, he is only Gareeb Nawaz and He is only Jesus christ.

    Sai Baba Ki Jai

  6. Om Sai Ram…dont worry sai child you will get your happiness back…please read sai charitra daily….and do chant sai naam always and please chant mantra KLEEM as its helpful for relationships…and do ask for to do pooja on your behalf in shibpur sai temple…many issues like this where resolved there….for more deatails you can visit http://www.shibpursai.org/miraclestemple.html and http://www.shibpursai.org/contactus.html….OM SAIRAM….LOVE YOU A LOT SAIMA….:):)

  7. sairam!! BABA is there for us all the time to save us and give us strength to face all the situations.my sister also faced many problems like you due to her in-laws..she had undergone many bad phases and in one situaion she was almost about to leave her hubby permanently…but BABA saved her and made them unite and they are very very happy now and by BABA's blessings she is going to have a baby soon…plz dont worry sister.better u read sai satcharitra.and i can say it is going to take you to the divine world and make u strong and gives u back ur happiness…sister i wholeheartedly pray for you that BABA gives ur life back according to ur wish.sairam

  8. Praying that you get the chance of visiting shirdi as soon as possible.I have a wish of same kind and I know baba will fulfill it when my time comes.Om Sai Ram….

  9. JAI SAIRAM
    WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE.There were tears in my eyes while reading this amazing leela of our BABA.While reading i was visualing it.Baba will ever let his devotee down.
    BABA KOTI KOTI PRANAM AT YOUR LOTUS FEET.
    OM SAI SRI SAI JAI JAI SAI.

  10. Om Sri Sai… May Baba give u the best in life.. My heartfelt prayers….

    Baba's Msg : I never neglect you but protect you at all times

  11. Hi Dear,

    Hope you are doing well. I can understand its a tough time for you but don't worry leave everything on baba. He is the sole doer may be he thinks that your ex- husband was not good for you thats why he is not in your life. If he ever loved you he would never leave you in condition like this and marry some one else therefore its clear he is not interested in you. Sister we all have ups and downs in life just prey to baba everything will be ok.
    Right now just concentrate on getting yourself financially secure by getting a good job and just a suggestion I mean every woman in this earth can be a mother, she doesn't have to have kids biologically I know many women who are medically unfit to conceive but my thinking is that there are so many beautiful children around who don't have parents and they want people like us to take care of them.
    You can certainly adopt a boy/girl and be his or her mother and I am sure you will never be lonely and you will become a mother. Its just a thought we guys need to trust more in baba and modify are thinking. Om sai Ram Shri sachidanand sadguru sainath maharaj ki Jai. Baba bless all

  12. Nice experience. Don't worry, Baba will help bring back happiness into your life, and just as you wanted to see Baba on that day, Baba allowed you to come into the temple even though it was closed. Baba doesn't care what religion anyone is, He calls people of all faiths to His side, to Him they are all His children and deserve Baba's love and affection. Baba will help you get through this bad stage and soon He will get you a good and happy family life. Om Sai Ram!

  13. OM SAI RAM

    Dear SAI sister, May baba bless you

    Baba Why you are making me cry?

    Babaji pls bless us, No more tests please. I am very tired, really tired, exhausted, no energy, no power. Please baba Bless us.

    O Sai sadguru mere, charno mein rakh lei mujhe…

  14. Oh dear dont worry and keep faith soon very soon u ll get back double fold that u ve lost I m sure baba is planning domething more beautiful for his child . Take care

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  16. Jai Sai Ram..Your experiences made me to remember mine ..I am also having this kind of experiences ,He will surely guide and help you

  17. Your storey same like mine.may sai bless you all happiness and blessed you a happy married life with ur husband.baba has a power, he can do anything, nothing impossible for him. he can change mind of ur husband and I am sure, he will relize his mistake and feel guilty.

  18. OM SAI RAM…. Baba ji from some last years I have the feeling that you have left me, you have abandoned me. You have left me and my family alone in this world. I don't know what to do where to go as nothing at all is going right in my and almost all my family members life's. i don't understand what wrong have we done. Either it is professionally or personally nothing seems to be right. Baba ji pls pls pls forgive us for what wrong we have done pls help us baba pls before something very wrong happens to us….

  19. Om Sai Ram.

    Dear Sai Sister, best wishes to you on this Auspicious day of 'GURU POORNIMA'. Prayers for your happiness and well-being. Baba sure loves you and will bring back all you happy days. All will be well with BABA's blessings. As suggested by BABA, please do try to donate food as much as possible to poor people, children and dogs, cows, birds etc. It will wipe away all past bad deeds and secure BABA's love and blessings for you. You can also start writing 'OM SRI SAI RAM' for 108 times for 108 days. You will be blessed by BABA. Please do read my experience which is quite similar. https://www.shirdisaibabaexperiences.org/2012/04/sai-babas-miracle-in-my-life-anonymous.html

    Just surrender to BABA wholeheartedly and he will take the very best for you. Wish you the very best in life.

    May BABA bless us all always. 'GURU VANDANA' to our SADGURU SHRI SHIRDI SAI BABA. Love you a lot BABA and many thanks to you for everything.

    OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI.

  20. Dear sister,
    Ur story is a bit similar as mine.. even i am waiting for our saibabas blessings…baba can make impossible things possible…hope he will give nice family life to us..
    baba pls change my husbands mind and make him as good person and make him realize value of wife . pls fill his mind and heart with love on me and unite us baba…pls bless us and save us…pls donot test me anymore baba…jai sairam

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    PLS BLESS ME BABA..EVERYBODY SAYS THAT WHEN ANYBODY CALLS U, U WILL RESPOND TO THEM…BUT WHY R U NOT LISTERNING TO MY PRAYERS BABA..PLS BABA I BEG U..PLS HELP ME AND FULFILL MY DESIRES…PLS ALSO BLESS ME WITH A NICE JOB, AS U TOLD I WOULD BE BLESSED ON GURUPOORNIMA DAY , I AM WAITING BABA FOR UR MIRACLE…PLS SHOWER UR BLESSINGS ON ME..PLS BABA BLESS ME AND MAKE MY LIFE HAPPY BY SOLVING MY PROBLEMS…OM SAIRAM

  22. wonderful experience,i m sure BABA will help u.This was such a powerful n wonderful experience,thxx for sharing,BABA really loves u,i m sure ur happy days have already strtd frm tht day whn u found the temple of baba.OM SAI RAM

  23. Jai Sai Ram ji ki to all,

    Dear Sai sister,

    I was deeply moved on reading your experience. I felt that the whole scene of your visit to Baba ji's temple was happening in front of my eyes. Just keep up the faith, Our Great SAI MA will very soon grant you all your wishes.

    Baba ji please shower your blessings on your child.

    May Baba ji bless all His children.

    Baba ji we get immense peace and become fearless as soon as we put our heads on Your Divine Feet. Please Baba ji keep us in Your feet forever.

    Love You Baba ji
    Sabse ZYAADA ji

  24. Baba is looking at you kindly and He will ensure that your life is filled with happiness again.

    O Deva, forgive us our sins and mistakes that we commit knowingly or unknowingly. Help us be better human beings and show compassion to every other being that crosses our path O Sadguru.

    Thank You for everything O Sai 🙂

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

  25. OMSAIRAM
    Dear SAISISTER
    YOU CAST EVERY BURDEN ON SHIRDI SAI BABA.LEAVE EVERYTHING TO HIM.KEEP PRAYING TO HIM DAILY.DON'T LOOSE FAITH & PATIENCE ON HIM.DEFINITELY HE WILL ANSWER ALL YOUR PRAYERS.DON'T WORRY SISTER.

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