I would like to thank you Hetalji for this wonderful job you are doing. I am regular visitor of this blog. I feel happy on seeing Sai Baba miracles in all Devotees’ life. I wish Baba do some miracle in my love’s life too. I am not posting any experience. This is my prayers to Baba. If you feel to post my prayers, then please do not disclose my name and id. I like to be Anonymous. Thank you.
Any bad or good things happens, it is due to our past deeds. When good things happen, we forget Baba. we develop an attitude that it happened because of myself and we forget to thank Baba. But when bad things happen, we think it is all because of You and we get angry with You and fight with You. Because of angry, we may even forget to pray You. Whatever the situation we may be facing, You always give a beautiful smile and bless us. You know very well, when and what should happen and You make us wait for the right time. Baba, with or without the knowledge, I might have forgotten to thank You for the good things, which You have done in our life. Baba today I thank You for all those good things, which You have done in our life.
Baba when the situation was worse, I have been angry with You and fought with You many times. Also, we might have done many mistakes in our life with or without our knowledge. Baba today I ask forgiveness from You for all the mistakes I have done.
Baba You know very well that the person whom I love very much is not feeling well. You know that he is suffering from 2 years. Few months, he is having good health. Again few months he is having health problems again. He is taking medicine, but not yet cured. When I think that You are curing his health problems, few days after that he gets health problems again. All this days he used to get pain on night so there was no problem in his daily activities. But this Thursday he got pain in morning only. When I came to know that he got pain again that too in morning, I don’t know what to do. I got angry on You and then I thought you are testing our faith in You. Baba, be with us in this test. Please, Baba, I am reading Sai Satcharitra for him to get well soon. I also gave him Sai Satcharitra book and asked him to read daily. I know he is reading daily. He may not be able to come to Your temple. But he believe You.
Whenever I read experiences from devotees, whose problem was resolved or health problems cured by reading Sai Satcharitra, I always think You will cure my love’s health problems also. But, it is not yet cured. What else shall I do Baba? I cannot see him suffering. I cannot be in contact with him also to know how he is feeling. I feel if I was married to him, then I could have been with him and taken care of him. But that too is not possible because even though he loves me. He is not ready to say it thinking of his health problems. He is saying if I marry him, I will spoil my life it seems. Even I might have said the same to him if I was in his condition. You know Baba that I cannot forget him. If I marry someone else, then I am spoiling my life not only mine other guys life also. Many times I tried to agree to what he say and marry someone else. Whenever proposals come, I feel that I am already married to my love even if not married. So, always say no to marriage. Don’t know why I feel that I am already married to my love even if not married in real. Let me stop about marriage matter here only. Otherwise that only will go long.
Baba, other day, I remembered other experience, where Sai devotee applied UDI to water and drank it and their health problem was also cured. So, I asked him to do the same. I don’t know whether he did it or not. But, there was no use in that also. The day I said him to do that day only he got pain again.
Now, one of his colleagues is not feeling well and is on leave. And because of that he is having heavy work in office. In home, mom also got malaria second time and in home also more work. Because of this heavy work, he is getting pain again. Also, in his office, other colleagues can quit job. Also if they leave the office early, his boss won’t say anything. But for my love, he is not allowing only. Is this also Your test?
You know that he wants to come to Shirdi. If his health problem is cured, we can come to Shirdi also. I don’t know what to do. Please guide me Baba. Please increase my faith in You and also give me patience. Because of this situation, sometimes I feel low. Baba today I have surrendered to You completely. Please, Baba, cure my love’s health problems completely. Also, please guide me what I can do to cure his health problems. Thinking because of his current job, he is suffering so much. Today with full faith in You, I applied for one company on behalf of him. On Monday, I will apply for other 2 company. Baba, please give him good job. In current company he is working 10 hours. At least in new company, let there is 8 hours job with not much pressure from boss.
Baba I am asking more with You. Please forgive me for that. But, I cannot see him suffer like that. If I could have taken his pain, I am ready for that. But I want him to be happy with good health. Please, Baba, bless him and cure his health problems and give good health and job. Please, Baba, hear my prayers. Om Sairam.
After posting my prayers, I just saw my mailbox and copy of that email was received. Just then I noticed that my email address was written wrongly. My email address was yahoo.com . But, I had written yahoo.in and I still received the email. Other day I did the same mistake, But I didn’t receive the email. But, today I received. I am feeling Baba heard my prayers. I feel Baba will cure my love’s health problems and give him good health and job. Om Sairam. Please bless all of them Baba.