Anonymous devotee from India says: Dear Hetal Ji, you are blessed soul by BABA by bringing all the SAI devotees and their devotion towards BABA together on this platform. May BABA shower His blessings on you and other SAI devotees. These experiences are just like moral support for all SAI devotees in tough times.
I was planning to write this experience from 1 year, but I was unable to do. But today by BABA’S grace, I am writing this. But before that I want to thank BABA from bottom of my heart for curing my sister from depression. My sister was very badly suffering from depression. It was very hard for me and my family to take care of her. And it was tough time to face all those situations. I and my family were completely out of mind, when Psychologist said she has to be admitted in hospital and treated with shock treatment.
In those tuff times, tears were not stopping from our eyes by listening all this and by seeing my sister doing all different abnormal things. My dad and my mom were very much worried seeing her daughter in this situation. Due to this many of our relatives stopped talking to us. Few people were telling that there was something on her/in her i.e. any ghost or anyone has done some black magic. Her treatment started, but we requested doctor to start her treatment only by medicines and not by shock treatment. It was very difficult for three of us to take her to hospital as she used to do all abnormal things at home, traveling and was more difficult for us at home when anyone came to our house. It was very difficult and very hard to see all this. All day and night, we were just worried about her. We took her to many Acharya’s, Maulvi to know is there really anything on her. It was good business for them. Whatever but I had complete trust that whatever it may be, but by Baba’s grace she will be cured. My sister’s education was stopped due to her depression problem. Though her medication was started, there was no change in her health. Doctor was also surprised that why she was not responding to medicines and doctor suggested us to admit her and start shock treatment. Dear SAI devotees, you will not believe that taking her to hospital was real pain for us as we were always scared by thinking what doctor would say this time. My family always used to cry seeing all this. I used to conceal my parents saying that let whatever doctor says let him do, whatever relatives and friends say let them. I have complete trust on Baba, that He is the real doctor and He can do anything. No need of shock treatment. Baba will cure her with His LEELA and by medicines itself. Always I used to pray Baba to cure her and applied UDI on her forehead. But nothing worked out. One day I felt helpless, scolded Baba and cried very badly as why Baba is not doing anything. My dad got heart attack seeing my sister’s abnormal situation. Dad was discharged in a day from hospital after treatment as he doesn’t Wanted to stay there. Looking all this, I scolded Baba and asked why He is not doing anything. Then in mind, I made myself strong and said Baba that I am not going to leave You unless You cure my sister and started going to SAI temple for 41days. I used to go SAI Mandir after coming from office around 7 and do SAI CHALISA in Mandir. Sometimes, I and my dad used to take my sister to SAI Mandir, but we were feeling very bad as she used to do all sort of abnormal things in Mandir also. I used to carry her medicines to Mandir and keep near BABA’S lotus feet and bring back with UDI and used to give these medicines to my sister with UDI in glass of water. Gradually her situation was becoming better and now by BABA’S grace its 4 years on medication and she has cured 90%. But sometimes she again gets problem and starts behaving abnormal. It used to be very difficult for my parents to handle and I used to run from office for home. I stopped having my few favourite dishes by taking oath in front of BABA, so that BABA will cure my sister completely. Still BABA has to cure her 10%. My parents and I are very much worried for her thinking about her studies, which has stopped and about her marriage that who will marry her. But I have complete trust on our beloved BABA that by His grace anything is possible. Baba, I love You. I am waiting for Your kripa drishti on my sister, me and my family. You also know that we are facing lot of problems for my marriage. Please arrange good boy and family for me as it is already late for my marriage. Also please see that our land problem resolves in the court in our favour and BABA show some miracles, so that we get projects to work so that our startup company and we can improve professionally. Sai Devotees, please pray for us. OM SAINATHAYA NAMAH
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