Sai Sister NICOLE Ji from New Zealand says: Through the grace of Sai Baba, I was healed from cancer. In 2008, I was diagnosed with cancer of the uterus. The only option offered to heal by medical doctors was a complete removal of the uterus. Before this diagnosis, a large cyst was in my left ovary, which was eaten away and was removed. This cyst opened during the operation in my stomach. After this incident, a chemo most likely was needed. I connected to what was the intention to be done to my body and I knew I was going to leave my body in 3 months. I prayed and begged for healing and I was guided to India.
I was invited to stay in a small ashram, not devoted to Sai Baba, near Chitor in Andar Pradash. This family was very kind people and they took loving care of me. We traveled from temple to temple to gather ingredients for a big Puja that was going to be done for me.
I wish to explain that I was raised in no religious context what so ever, in my childhood. At a young age, I realized that living without God, or any higher aspiration is a very sad deprived and empty life. But it set me free from ritualistic behavior more or less. Maybe this is a blessing or maybe it is not.
The focus was almost fully on material life, so heaps of great generational karma was in the working. I realize now that somehow I must have stood at the beginning of it, when it was created. God is funny and always manages to give both sides of the experience. So when I was in India, the leader of this small ashram took me to a temple that was being build for Sai Baba. Up until then it had been like a spiritual Sherlock Holmes for me, getting this here and that there. I managed to do everything wrong in the temple yet the patience with this inappropriate behavior was fantastic. I felt very blessed to be taken into the temples.
So this particular hot day (53 degrees Celsius), we climbed up the stairs of the temple, which was way into its construction. The host spoke with a priest and I was given permission to touch the golden feet imprint. I understood this is normally not for woman to do, but because I was sick this was OK. From then on , every time I closed my eyes, any time I went into meditation, I saw HIM and only Him. The Love just gushed in.
We went the next day to a small and remote temple that was dedicated to Shakti. In the Temple, we had to climb down in a hole in the ground under a tree. A snake lived there. A Puja was done and I was asked to ask what I wanted. I read the night before in book that belonged to my host spiritual purification. So I asked for that. I saw the black sculpture of Shakti light up in a bright magnificent purple light.
Well I got what I asked for, one hour when we had left the temple I got very ill. Clearing my stomach so to say, frequently. A high fever arose. This stayed until the last day, when the big Puja ended. After that it was completely gone. During the fever and bodily discomfort, I kept seeing Sai Baba. My hosts were worried, but I knew all was good. I was happy to burn inside even though the body was not well. At one point, I sat up and I felt all this love in a way that I have never experienced before, yet it felt so good that for 100% sure this is what all of us truly are. Right there and then I knew the cancer had left my body. There were no more questions about it. Love had taken over and it was the lack of this Love, or better says, me letting it in completely, that had caused this imbalance to begin with. The pain and the traumas had managed to close me off in certain parts of my body and soul. Now this opened up and I returned to my original state once His Love had entered me. It was and is all very sweet and I wept with joy. There was no more doubt, no more fear. All had been taken over and filled with His Grace.
I went home, at that time it was in Belgium. Two months later, I went to the doctor, scans were taken, blood samples the whole enchilada and nothing was found. Medical professionals tend to be skeptical. The doctor said he still had to complete the operation because he was sure it was still there, the cancer. I said to him I knew when it started two years before it was found and I also knew exactly when it left my body. The man, in his own misconception (bless this man) told me that I had no knowledge about what goes on in my body and that I was going to die for sure. I told him only God knows when we will die. Thank You Sai Baba for Your Blessings.
Dear Sai Baba, please help me to me to overcome ignorance and arrogance. Help me to be more kind to my family, near and far. All beings are blessed with Your eternal kindness and giving. After the physical cleansing, they made me special steamed apple. I must say that India is a delight for a vegetarian. The best food ever.