Anonymous Devotee from India says: My greetings to everyone, who is going through these experiences. I strongly believe that this is one of the medium of communication, which Baba uses. As He conveys His message through some experiences and makes us feel His presence. Hi Hetal Ji, please don’t disclose my email id and my name.
I really want to share with you all. Few years back, I joined a reputed company IBM, which is my dream company. But before that, I used to stay in other state with my husband. But because of some financial concerns, I decided to move to other state to join with IBM. I have entered IBM with lot of happiness. It was a new project to IBM, which they assigned to me. Company is truly awesome. But I used to have a hard time with my lady team lead from west Bengal. She used to shout on the floor right from the day one of my training for no reason, which was not at all professional. For one and half year, she made me cry. I used to cry a lot. I tried to explain her that why she is shouting on me for no reason. As she had some problem with her, she used to torture me mentally and used to hurt all the time in spite of my good performance. As my performance levels are high and I used to get good appreciations. Many times, I felt like committing suicide as I don’t want to work killing my self-respect. But other side, I can’t resign the job due to financial concerns as we have taken a house, which is of my husband’s dream come true as I love my husband a lot. Other side, I can’t apply for other job unless I complete 1 year in the present job. I am kind of person, who can’t oppose any one, who can’t be rude at anyone. I am kind of very sensitive and would be very soft to others. Every day and night, I used to cry. It’s a situation, where I don’t have an option, where I don’t have a door open for me. One and half year, I cried a lot. Few times, I attempted suicide as I thought that I insured myself through company and through LIC, which can provide enough funds for my house.
I used to cry many times before Baba, but He didn’t respond. I had hard time. Meanwhile my team lead went for her maternity leave for almost three months. Everyone in the team felt happy. Later I came to know that everyone was unhappy about her. But I am the person, who got impacted more as I used to sit beside her. I can’t blame her because it’s her mental. But at the same time someone is not supposed to heart other’s feelings. Irrespective of the situations, I used to work a lot and got a good reputation. But coming to harassment at workspace, IBM was not able to solve Employees problems and still going there as Manager plays no role and it’s really harassment.
My husband used to frequently travel to his place every week. So I used to stay alone. One night, I have gone through this site with all the experiences. I came to know about 9 Thursday Vrat and I am really grateful to the people, who publish their experience. It’s been more than one year with IBM. So I tried uploading my resume in Naukri. At that time, I lost hope on Baba because of circumstances. But still there is one hope on Baba.
I lost the confidence in my life and felt lonely and faced the same harassment in personal life from a lady. I am not able to sleep at home and at office. I became like very scared about humans and used to wake up from sleep and became mentally sick. I tried starting the Vrat, but unfortunately some lady opposed me to do it at my home. I am not able to say no to her. Every time Baba tested my patience. Every time, I used to cry a lot. But on one Thursday, I did fasting and I completed the 1st Thursday and 2nd Thursday. I got the acceptance from my manager for transfer to my native place. So I can stay with my husband. I shared the same with my husband that this is because of Baba.
He didn’t believe it, but he really felt happy. It’s been few days after 2nd Thursday, I received an offer letter from an American Number one company, which is good for its culture and who pays more. I don’t have words to express my happiness. It’s the company, which is at my native place (Husband’s). They offered me more package then what I expected and more benefits, which supports my home loan and I can be with my husband and I can be myself here. I am really happy and I completed 9 Thursdays and visited Baba and my husband believes Baba very much. I am really grateful to Hetal Ji and to you all. Baba is really great. Please have belief in Him. He will take care of everything and He will give us more than what we expect. And try not to hurt other’s feelings.