Lord Sai Baba has decided the best time to shower His blessings upon us, but many times we cannot understand His delays and get angry with Him as we are left without answers from Him. This is the plight of the devotee in today’s experience.
Sai Brother Prashant Ji from India says: Dear Hetal Ji, I have come across many sites, where Sai devotees like me, have posted their experiences stating that after all the toil, agony, hardships and sufferings Baba has fulfilled their desires and whatever happens is for our good and its due to the grace and blessings of Sai. He always has other better plans for us.
However with me, I am unable to read and understand from my experiences what Baba has really thought for me? What future he has in stored for me?
Here it is why. I lost my high profile job as GM with a company in Mumbai just after 5 months of joining. Ever since then (June 2011), I am thriving hard, but despite good interviews, nothing worthwhile has materialized.
I am doing the following:-
- Read Sai Satcharitra thrice.
- Reading Sai Chalisa daily in the Morning,
- Reading Sai Kast Nivaran Mantra daily in the Morning.
- Observed fast/Thursdays for 6 months.
- Visited Shirdi once immediately after losing the job.
- Read Shani Chalisa – (till November 14, 2011) End of Sade Sati 7.5 yrs.
- Reading Shree Ganesh Stotram daily in the Morning and evening.
- Reading hanuman chalisa daily in the morning.
- Wearing the original 1 Mukhi Rudraksha, Sarva Siddha combination rudraksh, & Yellow Sapphire.
Every time interview results were unfavorable, I felt maybe Baba has other plans for me and Baba used to give this positive thoughts by giving Darshan in the form of his pictures on some TV programme, behind a bus, taxi, car, road side banners, on face book etc.
In the question answer – Shirdi Sai Baba answers the outcome read was “You will get success, your desires will be fulfilled, you will get fame and happiness, surrender to Sai, donate alms etc, but still no success.
Very recently, I was interviewed for a very big company near to my residence and I felt that probably this is what Baba had for me and probably this is the reason for not getting success in all the other companies interviewed.
I had applied to this company in August 2011 and after a very long wait and passing through the two presidents of the company, finally I was called to see the CMD for finalization. I was thrilled and joy new no bond as I felt Baba has finally given my dream job after taking me so far giving me fruits for Shraddha and Saburi. But just after meeting the CMD, HR told me that presently “the position has been kept on hold”, I am not able to figure out why Baba is doing this to me? Why He drowns me at the eleventh hour?
Still with a ray of hope I put up a question on the site – Shirdi Sai Baba answers and the outcome read “your work will be done receiving help from 3 people, wait for 7 days”.
My agony, reasoning is despite doing all the poojas, vrats, visiting holy places like all other Sai devotees do why am I singled out and why Baba puts me to an acid test every time? Why am I not experiencing miracles as other Sai devotees, who have done/performed just what I have been doing till date?
Hetal Ji, I am utterly broken and I became very angry with Sai as He has been indifferent to me, but then again He came in this form by coming across your website and here I am writing to you for your guidance. Will Sai ever bless me with a good opportunity? I have a family to support and presently I see no good future for me and my son.