Lord Sai Baba knows what all we wish and gives those things when He feels that right time has come. The same has happened with below devotee with respect to her wish for a living Guru.
Sai Sister Revathi Ji from India says: Namaste Hetal Ji and all the devotees. I am Revathi Venkateshvaran from Mumbai. I am regular reader of this blog. I love to read all the experiences and sometimes give comments too. Hetal Ji, you are doing a great job. You can share my name, but please don’t share my email-id. Hetal Ji, you can make any necessary changes if required.
In my life, I have a living Guru. Since past 10 years, I’m associated with Samarpan Meditation family, since then, there have been many changes in my life. Always I used to be sick. I used to take medicines also. In my house also, there were many problems as in a normal family. But because of my habit to take tension, there was no peace in my house. In my family, no one believes in living Guru, but this has really happened in my life.
When I was young, it might be of age 9-10 years, I had visited Shirdi with my whole family. I remember very vividly. Before there, it used to be not so much of crowd or rush. We all resided in a tent nearby for 3 days. I used to go frequently to take the Darshan of Baba. I have even done Pradakshina (rounds) of Baba very closely. I remember, I have eaten both sweet as well as bitter leaves of the neem tree. My father used to believe in only and only in Saibaba and no other God.
I have taken Darshan of Samadhis of many Gurus, but I used to always wonder that through whom my present living Guru has entered in my life. Because my Guru used to tell me that when we visit any Samadhi of a Guru and when we ask or crave for the guidance of a living Guru, then only a living Guru enters in our life. That’s why, I was wondering that through which Guru’s blessings (who has already taken Samadhi) that my present living Guru has entered my life.
One day I had a dream that I have to climb a wall. The staircase made up of iron was very weak and I was not able to climb it. At that moment, Shirdi Saibaba came and He helped me to climb the stairs. When I reached at the top, I saw my present living Guru standing over there. He holds my hand and with comfort pulled me up and showed me the right path. After watching this dream, I became very happy. I got the answers to my questions. Shirdi Saibaba has only sent me my present living Guru in my life. I had many experiences in my life, but this is the most experience in my life.
My husband was also a great devotee of Baba. He used to talk to Baba. When he started His 9 Guruvar vrat on previous day of Krishna Janmashtami (Birthday of Lord Krishna), he has lit lamp in front of the picture of my living Guru and Baba and then done Namaskar to Baba. After meditating on Baba for the whole day, he passed away at 2.30 am in the night.
After his death, I was completely shattered. But because of my Guru and Baba, I am better now. My husband died on 14th August 2009. My daughter has devotion to God and does prayers, pooja etc, but my son doesn’t believe in all these stuffs. He is good at heart, but little stubborn. He is not very social.
Bygones are bygones, now my only prayer to Baba is that the lives of both my children should be good. Both should get married to nice persons, who believe in God. Pure souls should enter in their life.
I would like to write more, but I don’t have words. I hope my son also becomes a devotee of Baba. All the obstacles in his life should get cleared and my children should always be healthy, happy and should become practical in life.
I don’t know what more to write, but the whole day I have the company of my Guru and Baba. I think that because of some deeds, which I had done in my past birth that I am getting these blessings.
I don’t have my own house. Right now, I am trying for the loan for the same. I have to vacant this Government Quaters. But I am trying that my daughter should get the job in my husband’s office itself because I don’t want to leave this locality. I feel comfortable here.
Rest everything is in Baba’s Hand.