This life given to us is very difficult to traverse because at every step our bad karmas are with us. Even our shadow leave us in dark, but bad karmas do not leave us. But when we realise grace of Lord Sai Baba in our lives, intensity all situations seem to be decreasing and it becomes easier for us to bear. Following experience of Sai Sister Anu ji says so.
Sai Sister Anu ji from USA says: Dear Hetal ji, It’s a nice blog where everyone can share their experiences. Reading and assimilating these gems helps us to cross this worldly existence and to reach the path of self realization.
I couldn’t think of where and how to start speaking about My Lord (My Sai) as me being a mere human. He is our past, present and future. His bones in the tomb are still taking care of us like a tortoise looking after its children sitting on the other banks of the river.
Coming to my life, here it goes: I was a devotee to God since my childhood, but didn’t know that we can serve God only with pure devotion and self surrender to Him. I was like a regular human, didn’t know how to serve and help others, was adamant, selfish, craving for worldly things etc. Then He came into my life to teach me how to cross the seven seas and to lead me on to self realization path. The thread He used to pull me towards Him is my friend, where she was a great devotee of Baba. Then I started praying and serving Him a lot. Still I can say that my personality didn’t change. Then He made me go through hell out of problems, which made me die every day. That is when I realized that serving humanity is serving Him and being and doing good is pure devotion. It changed my life a lot. Now I try to be good, do good, serve people, do not possess feelings like jealousy, selfishness, being adamant etc. So one thing for sure is we’ll learn life only in a harder way.
I will let you know few of the miracles that happened in my life:
1) I was looking for Shri Sai Satcharitra vigorously when I went to Shirdi. But I didn’t get one. People laughed saying that you didn’t get it in Shirdi. I came back to USA with heavy heart, then immediately my friend asked me to take the brand new English version of it. Then my joy knew no bounds. Next, when I started to read it for the first time, I found $14 in it. On inquiry, I got to know that no one put them in it. I felt that He consecrated the book with His touch and gave me money while gifting the book. It resembles to stories in Satcharitra that money given at the time of consecrating books need to be worshiped from then on.
2) Whenever I am disturbed in life, He makes sure that I start reading Satcharitra to attain peace. Also, He himself makes the arrangements to ward of the hindrances in order to complete the reading. This went on till now and I wish it will keep on going. In that way He always render bolster saying that ‘I am here to save you, be calm and keep chanting my name. I will carry you over your problems.’
3) Next, The daily calendar of Sai Baba with sayings on it looks like it is customized especially for me. He will hint me how to face the problem that I will be going through at that moment. That’s it. I stop worrying and keep chanting His name.
In this way, He saved me through everything till now. But right now, I am in a life time big trouble, which is causing grievances to me and my family because of my past mistakes. The situation is that with the end result only One can be happy, either them or me. I want the result to come as per my wish because I tried very hard for it, sacrificed a lot. Don’t want to loose it, now after the entire struggle. But my first priority is that my family should be happy and so asking Baba to take decision, which makes them happy not me. But at the same time, I am asking Him to give me strength to handle that grief. Oh My Savior, please do take of this situation and will be waiting for your answer.
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Baba knows your wish and will shortly fulfill it…have faith…you have been tested enough…you will achieve success..
Jai Sai Deva
Baba Please help Anuji,Please bless her with happy life.
I Love You Baba.
Ananta Koti Brahmanda Nayaka Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Parabrahma Shri Sachidananda Samartha Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai.
OM SAI RAM To ALL DEVOTEES,
Anu ji have faith everything will be alright..hey i just want to share an idea which came into my mind..Some of you might read the experience of swati ji part-75 i want want all devotees to co-operate with me to start a group parayan for swati's friend pavas and all such people who are suffering from cancer,tumour type of problems and for rest of the devotees too.I dont know its right or wrong but i am expressing my feelings.What you people think??? If anyone is intersted or if you have started any procedure i want to join you people.
please contact me at:
Dont worry….baba is testing you .still i suggest u hold ur faith strongly on him.okay
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Dear Anuji ,
Baba knows best what is good for every one of us . Let us believe in him and have faith in whatever he does . That will turn out to be good in the long run . May Baba bless every one of us . Surrender to his will and keep calm .
Realisation is the first step my friend.Once we realise our mistakes and not repeat them and surrender to the feet of Lord Sai,believe me,He will show a way out.Shraddha and Saburi will take you a long way from here.Stay calm and do the right things Baba shows you.
We will all pray for you.
Does anyone know the link for "the daily calendar of Sai Baba with sayings"?
Here is the link for soft copy of calendar with Sai Baba sayings: Shirdi Sai Speaks. If you wish to purchase hard copy, check out this link http://www.sterlingpublishers.com/bookinfo.asp?na=8120731018 of Sterling Publishers.
Jai Sai Ramji
Sai Ki Deewani
Hetal Patil Rawat
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Thank you Hetalji for your instant reply. The link is wonderful and the sayings in calender format are simply awesome.
May Saibaba bless you always for the good work you are doing.
Hold on to baba he will take care of everything and the decision will make everyone happy
Hello. And thank you at once for such an amazing web site. I'll be visiting it on a regular basis.
Om sai ram!!
I sent a message earlier regarding satcharitra group reading activity(for people suffering from cancer,tumour)..the website is totally ready..we are starting it on 25 aug 2011..hetal ji i need your and baba's blessings..people please come forward to have baba's blessings..sometimes i think whether should i, message on this site..Am i doing publicity..then i realize there's power in mass prayers…i request people to visit: http://www.shrisachidanandsai.blogspot.com
please be a part of noble cause..
Om sai ram!!
The way you have narrated the experience and the problem is nice and touching to the devotees of Lord Shri Shirdi SAi Baba.
A living immovable faith is all that is required to reach the full Spiritual heights attainable by human beings.
om sai ram
i too suffering from my past mistake . Let sai help me come out of my problem .Please pray for me.
Thanks babaji..for everything plz forgive me for my mistakes & make me financially strong..& reunite with my husband..