Sharing in this post experience of Sai sister Sri Vidya ji.
Sri Vidya ji says: Uninterestingly i started worshiping Baba and now became the devotee of Baba after facing miracles. My mother is a big devotee of sai baba. And I am a big devotee of Lord Shiva. During my school days, i used to tease my mom when ever I see baba in tv or in any poster on wall. I didnt believe him or treat him at all as a god.
Later I joined for Intermediate in Hostel in a far place from my home town. My room mates used to sing Shej aarthi every thursday. Due to their force i also used to join them uninterestedly. Gradually, that aarthi became by-heart and i used to sing when ever i feel like just like any film song. I used to think that every thing is fake except lord shiva.
After my engineering, during my job search, i used to clear written tests but some way or other i was failing in interviews and not getting job. Then i remembered one thing. My neighbour aunty told one day that her son used to read sai saccharithra every day and he got selected in IIT. So i also started reading it from then every day. But still i was in guilt that i am ignoring lord shiva. But in one chapter i saw that baba told to one shiva devotee megashyam that he and baba are same. Even then i didnt believe baba but blindly read his stories. And finally big day came I got selected for big MNC. And you know i got job on my favourite day karthika somavar(Monday).i.e, though i worshiped baba in getting job, he gave me job on shiva’s day. Not only that from then when ever i pray baba, he used to show me the results only on monday (shiva’s day). This made me to believe strongly that baba and shiva are both same and to add to that when i visited shirdi i saw nandi in front of baba which made me clear.
Its almost 4 years i started worshiping him and I experienced lot many miracles and the journey is continuing. When ever i call him he responds. He became a friend and soul mate to me.
One recent miracle worth to mention.
I accepted one match for my marriage uninterestedly. Engagement was also done. I was unable to express this to my family members. Though my heart didnt accept him, I had only one belief that baba will do everything for good. Better than what we expect and i kept quiet. But the day of my marriage was coming nearer. So one day i went to sai baba temple and sat infront of baba. I talked with him virtually. “Why baba why you selected that guy for me. I had lot of faith on you and I had lot of desires about my married life but why you selected a person whom i cant accept as my husband. And i dont have anything in my hands now as engagement is over and marriage date is very nearer. But i dont want to blame you because you did lot for me till now for that itself i was fully satisfied but at least do me a small favour-Give me natural death before my marriage date. Because if i commit suicide my family will lose respect. Rather than that please give me natural death by say road accident or by some dangerous disease”. I prayed like this and left the temple.
Next day morning my brother in law (my elder sister’s husband) called me saying that he doubted about the job of this guy and seemed to be a fraud. Even then i didnt reveal my disliking about him to my brother in law. Only my family members discussed about it and they canceled the marriage. After then only i cried infront of them and revealed my disinterest and dislike about him. They also cried with me. I thanked baba million times.
And now still i am unmarried. No proper proposal is coming. My age is also increasing. I had great passion about marriage and married life but dont know why baba is still testing me. Now I got chicken pox and i am on sick leave. My parents are also depressed about me. These days baba is very silent. Dont know what wrong i did. My friends are suggesting me to worship lord subrahmanya, Lord Dattathreya, Lord Ganesha etc. But I am not able to pray others other than baba alias shiva. Hope one day he will shower his blessings. This poor devotee is waiting with shradhha and saburi.
But dear friends one more thing to share with you is:: In my opinion,the definition for Unlucky is “Those who wont believe baba are UNLUCKY”.
Pray baba just pray baba and you will also become a participant of this blog rather than as a reader experiencing lot many miracles.
Last but not least simple miracle – My net is very poor in accessing and disconnects very frequently especially during this time. But when i thought to share my views in this blog. From then on its not at all disconnecting since an hour.
May baba bless you all with happiness which as usual he does.
Om sai sri sai jaya jaya sai.
Sri sacchidananda sadguru sainath maharaj ki jai.