More than an experience following is a narration of Sai Devotee Saikiran’s hardships and troubles. Though he has firm faith on Sai Baba, it seems he is too much tested, may be because of his past deeds. These are my views and your views are welcomed in comment box below.
Shirdi Sai Baba Devotee SaiKiran from India says: In my childhood i used to pray Lord Hanuman. Those days were really good. I started believing Sai from my 10th class. Every decision i used to ask Sai. Thenafter I got no solutions for my questions. Finally i use to pray like, “What ever happened regarding this issue is upto You, You are my God, i believe that You will do good for me”
I asked for a good college to join B.Tech, but all my classmates who joined in other colleges got placed in MNC’s (Multi National Companies). In the college which i joined, there were no campus selections. Toughly i got a small job. I believed that it was my starting step for success.
But, I faced lot many problems in that job. I bared the pain, even though salary was less and every thing was going wrong, I faced them all very patiently.
On February 20th 2009 my hand bag lost in Sai temple. On the same day i met with an accident. So many clashes in job. I lost my peace of mind, got up vexed. I resigned my Job.
I planned to go Shirdi, it was stopped as my grand ma expired. With my strong will i finally went to Shirdi. I attended for five arati’s continuously. I was very much pleased, and i thought all my sorrows will end up. I begged Him to give me a good job.
He loves everyone, He promises. But I am unable to understand why He hates me & troubles me like this.
Really i am unable to Understand. Why to suffer me like this. If he asks me to die i am very happy to die for Him. But i cant tolerate the pain that my belief on Sai is not true.