Shirdi Sai Baba Devotee from India says: Om Sri Sai Nathay Namah. For last few months I had some problem. Whenever i got the problem i tell Baba to solve it and it gets be solved. But for last few months my problem was not solving and i was very tense. Due to this all our family members were tensed. I used to cry in front of Baba and pleaded Him to solve the problem. Even though i cried so much and pleaded to Baba, our problem was not solved. At that time i could not keep patience failed and felt that Baba left us alone. He is not listening to us. Even we have faith in Baba in those hard time but still it was hard to keep faith and my faith was decreasing.
One day i was searching sites of Baba, i see this site and there was a section where we can send our prayers to Shirdi. I felt like that i should send my problem to Shirdi may be Baba will listen. Then i sent my prayers to Baba and my prayers was to be reached on July 30, 2009. I sent my prayers two weeks before July 30. Even after sending prayers i was in doubt whether Baba will listen to me or not. And i was loosing faith in Baba and it was so hard to keep patience that i always used to cry in front of Baba just to give me any sign so that i can know He is listening to me. But there was no sign and i felt so bad that Baba listens to the whole world but does not listen to me. Some times i got angry with Him.
On July 29 i again read this site and downloaded Sai Satcharitra from this site as i did not have any Sai Satcharitra at home. I choose the page randomly and felt like i should read the page 60 and i felt like Baba was talking with me through this Sai Satcharitra. I felt like Baba was watching me even though He is far from me. Then i asked forgiveness from Baba for not having faith in Him even He is with me every time. Then next day that is 30th July the day when my prayers reached Shirdi we got a call from the person saying that our problem is solved. At that time i can’t speak a word just cry in front of Baba and felt like He had forgiven us even my husband and i had doubt in Him. Then i was feeling very bad and was not that happy even our problem was solved that we were waiting for such a long time. I was feeling bad i did not know why, so i watched tv and while watching news headline i saw Shirdi Sai Baba in tv and i was so delighted to see Him in tv. At first i think that it was some news from Shirdi. And later on i realized that Baba gave me darshan from tv. It was the most wonderful moment of my life which i realized later. Baba gave me darshan which i can’t express these in word. Even though my faith in Baba goes ups and down but Baba is always looking at me as His bhakta. Thank you Baba.
Even now there are some problems remaining in my life and i know by the grace of Baba all will be solved.
Jai Sai Ram