Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
I always had this bad habit of getting attracted to good-looking boys right from my adolescence. Back then I was a kid and couldn't distinguish between right and wrong. But even after that, in teenage also I continued this habit. I was overwhelmed by my emotions. I did the same mistake in my school time. When I was in my engineering, one boy used to like me. We were friends only. But later I recognised that he was showing more concern towards me. I questioned him repeatedly and he confessed his feelings. I too had some feelings for him. But I didn't admit and told him that I can't enter into a relationship with him. But secretly I enjoyed the attention I got from him. Once we were travelling in a cab and I did an act that no girl should do. But I acted in front of him as though nothing happened. Another time in a city bus, he did a mistake and I supported it. But later I acted as if I was innocent and put the blame totally on him and shouted at him. He said he was sorry. These are the two mistakes I can never forgive myself. Then I used to message him everyday. This went on for a whole year. Late night calls also happened. Soon the messaging turned intimate and then I realised my mistake. I cried in front of Baba why He didn't stop me from doing all this. The answer I got was "Every person comes into your life for a reason."
I thought that maybe we will marry and continued messaging. Later I realised my mistake and stopped it. But the guilt that I played with someone's feelings kills me although I always told him that he shouldn't have any hopes as we were from different castes. I wasted his time when he was preparing for competitive exams. Recently I called him and told sorry and asked him to forgive me. He told me that I always inspired him to achieve more career - wise. But still the guilt kills me and so I am asking Baba to forgive me and that I will never ever repeat the same mistake. Coming to another thing, my best and I both stayed in the same PG when we were preparing for some competitive exams. I asked to be my roommate. But she disagreed and shared room with another girl. I was shocked. Also friends from the institute used to praise me saying that my voice was sweet and my dresses were nice. She used to feel jealous for such silly things and started insulting me in front of others. I kept quiet realising her childishness. But after some time it became intolerable. I cried for months asking Baba how my best friend could do this to me. Later I started teasing her along with her roommate. We read her secret diary and used to tease her. I even commented on her crush on a boy. Looking back I am ashamed of all my acts. It was anger that made me do those things. I now forgave her for all that she had done to me. I sincerely pray to Baba to forgive me. These are the mistakes I committed in my life and I am seriously ashamed of myself for doing those. I hope Baba forgives His daughter. I need your suggestion devotees. Do you people think Baba will ever forgive me???
Since January, my life has changed a lot. I am in love with a guy and we wanted to get married with our parent's blessings. When we informed the same to our parents, my parents readily accepted. But his parents were totally against it due to societal pressures and caste. They are not letting him talk to me and it has been 4 months that we have been separated from each other though we love each other so much. Due to all this chaos, I am not able to focus on my career. This semester I didn't do anything for my thesis which has to be done this semester and rather sat at home all the time. But I can say one thing I was more spiritual and Baba helped me stay strong during this whole period. I can proudly say that I am under the shelter of Baba.
So coming to the main topic, we got an email about from our department asking us to apply for an internship position. But I had done that 2 days later. In the meanwhile, my friend already got the position. There were no hopes of anyone getting this position because they had only open position and that had already been filled and the other scheduled interviews also had been cancelled because they did not have any requirement. Surprisingly, I got a call last week from the same company asking for my convenient time to schedule an interview. I was so damn happy that I could atleast have an interview experience whether or not I get the position. My roommate also got a call from the same company to schedule an interview for the same position. I thanked Baba for giving me this opportunity and started preparing for the interview.
On the day of interview, I took chits in front of Baba which I usually do when I am stressed out or confused about any decision and Baba said that I would get the internship. I had my interview on Friday after my 8th week of Nav Guruvar Vrat. And 3 days later, I got a call from the company saying that I got selected for the position. I immediately looked at Baba's photo and thanked for His wonderful gift to me. Baba fulfilled His promise to me. Though I didn't put any efforts this semester, it was due to Baba's grace that I got this Internship. I have complete faith in Baba that He will convince his parents and get us married which was also promised by Baba. Though my guy has completely lost hope on this but I know Baba is with me and He will definitely fulfil his promise. I request all the devotees here to pray for us. Have complete faith in Baba and He will take care of everything. Om Sai Ram. Sri Satchidananda Satguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Forgive me if there are any mistakes in writing this.
I was actually very fit and healthy, never had any problems but when she said that our world turned upside down. We took the next flight to my native in India and we consulted the doctors there. They asked me to undergo a blood test and also an MRI to make sure it was benign. I always had trust in my Sai Baba, all this while I couldn't sleep and continuously was reading Sai Baba’s book and cried and cried asking Him why He did this to me? I had to undergo all this. Before taking MRI and blood test I went to all the temples prayed like never before but deep down I had faith in my Baba that He would take care of His child. I took MRI and they said it was benign and that needs to be removed via surgery and no other go. When they said surgery anyone would get scared. But like I always said I trust my Baba, He always sees me and believe it or not I didn't feel any pain post operation except the minor small pain. Felt as though the whole process was just like a dream to me. That's the power of my Baba. I had actually taken His Idol to the hospital and placed it right next to my bed. I wanted to share this with everyone because I wanted each one to know His power and to never doubt on His existence. He is there with us every minute every second. Even a leaf cannot move without His command likewise no one can touch His disciple without His permission. I love You Shirdi Sai Baba.
I had promised Baba that if I get my phone back then I will post my experience on this site. Baba, today I'm keeping my promise by sharing the details with all the devotees. Please keep blessing me. I had been to Malaysia on a week-long trip with my family and on the very last day at airport we got to know that luggage has exceeded 40kgs which we had pre-booked for. So, while checking in, the baggage counter people suggested to remove 4kgs to hand luggage therefore, in hurry I removed few clothes from the trolley and put it in hand baggage. After just 5 minutes I realised that I don't have my phone with me so, we requested the airport authority to allow us to check the trolley, feeling that I must have left my phone inside the trolley in haste. But those people didn't help us so; we had no option but to wait till we reach our hometown to get the trolley. The trolley was also not locked which made me more apprehensive of getting the phone back.
Meanwhile, everyone was sure that Baba would definitely help me in finding the phone inside the trolley. During those 3.5 hours, my sister and I kept praying Baba to help me find my phone. Guess what? We landed and got our trolley and to my surprise the phone was there in the trolley. I couldn't thank more Sai Baba for helping me again. I will always love You Baba because of the blessings You have bestowed upon me always. Sai Baba Ki Jai.
Coming to my experience, my son suddenly got high fever and it did not subside with medicine for 2 continuous days. I was very scared and gave him Swami’s Udi. The fever then got subsided. Please cure him completely Swami. Please resolve all the issues with our new house, help us sell our old house and give us some peace. My new born baby’s haemangioma on forehead should be cured soon and all her reports should be normal. Please take care of all the mankind and give peace to this world Swami.
Only day after I told this to my colleague, my daughter said that this summer we will not go to Vaishno Devi as rain would be there during our stay and it will not be safe to go by helicopter so she herself said that one of her friends had recently shifted to Pune, so we shall go to Shirdi and my husband readily agreed. They cancelled the Vaishno Devi trip and specially made Shirdi plan without my interference. So my wish was fulfilled within one week. Om Sai Ram.
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