Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
After my marriage, within 3 months I saw other side of my husband. It slowly started with angry moods, then scolding, then physical abuse, then he would ask for forgiveness and for some time he was calm and then again the abusing and all would start. I lived in a shocked state for a long time as I couldn’t believe someone could have two faces, one good face to public and one face to wife. I was ashamed to come out of the marriage as any typical Indian girl thinking about parents and society. He had a tactic that at the end of the fight that he makes sure to blame it all on me and made me guilty of something I didn't even think or do. I have to admit I am such an educated fool to fall for his tactics. I don’t know I was so helpless and something about me that I want to make things work. I was angry with Baba on and off, but Baba always won my trust and gave me hope.
Being in abroad is even worst that you can’t share it with any friends around. I was so lonely and prayed to Baba always. I was married for 10 years, had 2 kids which the best thing out of this marriage and during the 10th year the matters got worst, and I had to call cops and finally I got separated. He had been planning before the incident of calling the cops on divorcing me. He threatened to kill me, so I had to called cops which ex didn't expect from me. Since he had been planning he emptied saving account, opened credit cards on my name, my whole pay check he was taking the amount, and finally when my attorney looked at the statements he showed more than 40K debt. The court battle and attorney visits were all worst experiences. And I didn't take a penny or any assets from him, so he agreed to wait for final divorce until I get Green card. To my worst karma, getting Green card took 4 years from the time of separation. God, during this separation time ex troubled me so much, so much of blackmailing me that he would divorce and I have to file my own GC, which was not easy in my case due to education background. I cried to Baba not to separate me from my kids. Out of all these experiences I became so strong that now anyone tries to take advantage of me, I don’t leave them easily. Forget about neighbours, friends here, nobody even came to court for my protection order. All these people you entertain in your house are there only to eat and when these kind of situations are there Indian community keeps away, at least the Telugu community I was in. They see women have to adjust always, if out of way then you are not good. God knows what rumours they spread, but who cares about them.
At the same time I have not become a rude person, I became more loving, open minded and can take on anything attitude. I fought with attorneys and with ex, all these four years to not do final divorce and finally got my Green card and final divorce. I will say to all women out there going through rough divorce in US to not lose hope on dharma in the universe. If you are a good person, no matter if your enemy is strong and circumstances are on his side, still dharma will win. You won’t know if it is for your good the results, but totally trust that Baba knows what He is giving you. It is for your good only, you will understand it slowly. You might question why Baba didn't give good husband at first, but without this marriage the beautiful children I have would not have been possible. It is karma to go through all this and sure Baba is there to look after you. During my hardship I lost my cases in court, child custody was not on my terms, in between I lost jobs, no money to pay rent, heavy attorney fees and in spite of all this I am standing strong today with a senior manager position and kept on going to higher positions in this past 4 years.
I can’t tell you how many miracles I saw, all interviews came on Thursdays, my GC and final divorce also came on Thursday. It is so amazing. I thank Baba for all of these experiences and made me a person that I never dreamt myself. I love myself which was hard to accept myself before. I am comfortable where I am and now I totally trust the path I am in and I totally surrender to the universe flow. I won’t say I don’t have troubles now, but I have so much confidence in me that I know I will reach the shore and not sink. So women don't be scared of divorce, you will only come out as a better person and you will have better life. If you are going through abuse, feel it is not fair in the relationship speak up and don’t stay for 10 years like me. If it is not right make a decision soon. Ask Baba before you do anything. Important thing is how much ever bad day it is for you, don't forget to pray to Baba. Baba is my mother, father, brother and family. I have so much gratitude to His love and blessings!! Raja Ram, Raja Ram, Raja Ram, Sai Ram!
Thanks a lot for offering this platform for sharing the experience. I was introduced to miracles of Sai Baba by my colleagues and families in the year 2002. That was also the year when I got married and along with my wife, we became regular visitor to Sai Temple. The blessings of Sai started pouring thereafter, I was working as a Sales executive earning a meagre salary of 7K. Sai only knows His miracles and in the year 2005 from where this offer from US came. Though I was not a technical person or commuter literate still for a non professional an offer for H1B came and due to family conditions and love for the country we decided not to accept the same. Also because I was too nervous to take up this assignment due to my capabilities and lack of fluency in English. But the company owner was candid enough and offered me to head his organisation in Delhi. I saw multi fold jump in hierarchy and salary. Sales Executive to General Manager and from salary of 7k to 35 K. I again went back to the owner and made him realise that as per Indian standards I should be promoted as Assistant Manager and salary shouldn’t be more than 15K. But he insisted and I took up the challenge.
I performed beyond mine and his expectations and my career and financial conditions started taking multi fold jump year on year. My English and confidence also showed remarkable improvement. In the year 2006 I joined one of the leading Ecommerce Company and in an year reached a salary of 36L/PA. My faith grew very intense and I used to travel to Shirdi at least twice in a year and in spite of resources never took VIP route for darshan. As mentioned in Shree Sai Satcharitra , Sai gives dream visions to guide us. Thrice Sai gave me dream visions and in all visions He had been guiding me which I failed to comprehend and follow. I betrayed the route shown by Sai and as mentioned Shree Sai Satcharitra if one doesn’t adhere to the commands of Sai He has to bear the brunt too. Sai showed His mercy and also showed me way to follow His command. I was reduced to nothing gradually. After recession in the year 2008-09 I started losing my job frequently and once the most renowned worker in trade became least desired employee. But Sai mercy continued intermittently and I am hopeful soon He will absolve me of my sins and take me to the pinnacle. I request all the devotes to always follow the guidelines and preaching of Sai . He is omnipresent and keeps guiding us but we shouldn’t ignore His commands. Om Sai Ram. May all be blessed!
My eldest child suddenly had severe stomach cramp and was admitted in hospital. She stayed there for 3 days and later was discharged with all tests negative due to Sai Appa's blessings. During her stay I kept the Sai Saritharm book at her bedside and also read a chapter. Sai Appa cured her pain in 3 days and we went back home the third day. Thank You so much Sai Appa as my youngest son was having very high fever which we didn't know about till we reached home. It was all Sai Appa's plan that we got back home in time as my 7 year old was down with high fever and bad headache. I was really very sad that why my kids keep falling sick as I am a working mother. I asked Sai Appa in question and answer website and felt happy when I got the answer not to worry everything would be alright. My son's fever was fluctuating for 4 days and didn't settle down completely but I had faith in Sai that He would completely cure my son soon. Meanwhile I read Sai Saritharam 1 chapter each day till he got better and also Sai Namavali. On the fifth day I gave him Udi water before bedtime and the next day the fever vanished. I firmly believe that Sai Appa is always guarding us and listening to our prayers. May Sai Appa bless everyone who calls out to Him. Thank you devotees for patiently reading my experience. Om Sai Ram!
Sometimes I feel why do I have to go through all these tough phases, but in a moment I realise it was due to past karma and Sai is always with me to overcome these hurdles. I have a 7 year old daughter and she always wants to have a sibling, we have been planning to have a baby for 3 years but was not possible because of some gynaecological problems and the only option left was to go through IVF. I have started the procedure and hopefully by Baba's grace would have a baby in 9 months time. Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram
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