Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
I am loving a guy from my engineering, when people discussed about love and in movies and all. I thought all it as a trash. I used to scold people who were in love. But when I loved him I realized and felt sorry. As I was a girl I am unable to open up my feelings towards him, I never proposed him but he knows it. With the help of my friend I conveyed him that I am in love with him. He told indirectly that he didn’t had such type of feelings on me. I don't know what to do after listening this. I experienced most suffering part of my life from then I cried for many days, Upto now i am unable to understand only one thing why Baba made me to love him and suffer like this but, Baba says everything happens due to a reason, and every person meets us due to a reason. I loved him more than my life. whenever he texts me I regrets for everything.
All this is another part I want to tell some of my experiences one of it is I wrote an exam very badly in my final year I thought that I will fail in that exam. I prayed Baba very much to pass me the exam. If I failed that exam it would be very difficult to clear it in one attempt, as MNCs will not encourage backlogs my job would also gone. But, Baba had a different plan for me. Result came out, to my surprise I passed that exam and failed in an exam which I wrote very well (haha). I don't know how to react I kept revaluation and I passed the exam and my score has increased. So, whatever he do all will be for our sake. Another experience is that as I Said I am working in a company, we are undergoing training and we are allocating different locations like kolkata, gurgaon etc. I felt very tensed as those places are very far from my home. Many of the people getting the North Indian places. As usual I left everything to Baba. Please take care of me and be with me where ever I go. I had a habit of reading this page daily I will read the experiences of the devotees. That day I am in the training class I am not interested in learning the lessons. I am reading this page after sometime I simply opened my mail and saw that my location is the same one that I was training now. But I asked Baba to give my native place as my work location. But everything happens for a reason, I think Baba had different plans for me. I felt very grateful to Baba. What happened if I had got other places I can't imagine, I would have faced many problems. There are many experiences I can't express his leelas in my life in a single post. But one thing I always experiences his leelas virtually. Many devotees will write thier experiences that Baba always come in thier dreams and Baba came to them like a human-being, whenever I read all these I felt very sad that why Baba will not bless me in such ways. I think I don't deserve them or that's due to my past mistakes. Hope Baba bless me soon. Thank you Baba for everything. And thank you Hetal for providing a platform to share our experiences and know more about Baba. You are a blessed child of Baba. Like satcharitra, Iam getting solutions to my problems whenever I read these stories. Baba provide me strength through the experiences of other devotees. To all the devotees I request that keep faith in Baba he will be never untrue to his words. Have patience for everything, Baba will not give you whatever you asked but whatever he do that is for our well being. Sorry for the long post and thank you for reading my experience. OmSairam.
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