Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
I had few bigger and smaller Sai Baba's blessings however it has always been hard to explain His interference, it has never been straightforward. I have been praying to Sai Baba regarding few things, I was going through Q and A sites but the answers were mixed. I remember thinking with my analytical mind that I shouldn't expect any true answers from computer programs, that this is just a game that kind of gives me hope if the answer is positive to my desire. That it is stupid for me to expect for some higher power to talk to me through these websites. I was feeling miserable, devastated, and alone. And as I was sitting there by my computer with the tears in my mind and Sai Baba’s photo on the screen I said: "Sai Baba do You even exist, do You even hear my prayers, I feel so alone right now, I really need to hug someone, if You hear my prayers please send someone to hug me". I guess deep down I did believe but then my analytical mind kicked in and said oh you will meet friends and you always hug them when you greet them, that's not a miracle and it doesn't count. So I forgot about it and continued with my day. My friend called me and asked me to go out but I wasn't in a mood, therefore I planned some other things to do for myself on my own. However as I dressed up and was ready to leave in back of my head I had a feeling to double check if that place is open (I was sure it was though). And apparently it was closed so I called my friend and accepted her invitation. It was nice to go out and relax my mind a bit, the evening was going as usual until I suddenly met a complete stranger on the street who walked towards us, stopped and said: " I think we should hug". He hugged me and walked away. My friend was giggling of the weirdness of the situation. I was laughing too and in 30 seconds I suddenly remembered what I have asked Sai Baba earlier in the day. It might have been a coincidence, but I somehow knew that it was Sai Baba's confirmation to me that He hears my prayers and is aware of my troubles. That evening I felt very peaceful and happy. I am happy that Sai Baba has the patience to keep my faith in spite of all the doubts I get. I really hope that Sai Baba will help me to get through all of my troubles, He will help me to stand up back on my feet, He will make me happy and joyful again and most importantly He will fulfil my desire. If my desire is fulfilled which is nearly impossible, given the circumstances, even my analytical mind will give in and stay forever under His feet.
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