Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
Second time again Baba asked me to give up my favourite food for 15 days through the question and answer website and I stopped eating sugar for another 15 days. This time it was about my marriage and before finishing the 15 days Baba introduced me to a guy and his family. I was not sure whether Baba wants me to marry him. I am an average human being full of doubts so I asked him again how will I know this is the guy. Baba told me in the question answer site I will see Baba’s picture in their Pooja room and that is the confirmation this is the man. I did not know how to go to their house and look for Baba’s picture in there Pooja room. Here also Baba helped. They invited for Diwali Pooja in there house and I was so excited to go to their house and especially to their Pooja room. I did not knew what to expect but was sure Baba’s words never go untrue. In their Pooja room I was looking for Baba amongst all God’s pictures and idols and I was so astonished to see Baba’s picture among all the Gods and I felt that Baba’s picture is coming towards me three times. That was an experience beyond words. Even though I had the experience and I became confident this is the guy I didn't knew how to approach them with proposal. For this also Baba told a friend will help and waiting for that to happen. I had to wait for years and nothing worked. I got frustrated and asked Baba can I marry someone else. He told No and if I did calamity will fall on me. I didn't understand what Baba meant by that.
In these years Baba gave me three dreams in which the guy proposed to me. Still I was not able to contact them for marriage. Baba insisted only a friend can help. By this time I want to give up on this proposal since nothing was moving forward and my family had several proposal in hand. But nothing worked. It all was stopped even before starting of any discussions. Finally I asked Baba why should I marry this guy and will I be happy. Then Baba told. It will keep you alive and in the day of Guru Poornima in July you will go through a miracle even though there will be a big expenditure. This was a shocking answer by Baba. I am not scared of my own death and the guy is an athletic and healthy person without health issues so i didn't think he will have any problems either. But unexpectedly on a Guru Poornima he had a chest pain even though all his vitals were normal he had to undergo an angiogram to remove his arterial blockages and He survived. That was a miracle and again Baba’s words came true. Our Baba’s question and answer website is our Guru’s blessing for the guidance of ignorant devotee like me. Only thing for us to do is trust His words and wait patiently for it to come true. It can take days, months or even years. The reward or timing of His blessings on us depend on our current and previous birth karmas. Jai Sai Ram.
Further, in my college in my 3rd year, I was at the worst of my education graph and failed in almost every subject I appeared and I was full of backlogs and I thought this was the end and according to that age that was the most toughest time in my life but again I prayed before Baba ji and worked hard and kept patience. Finally, i cleared all the subjects and that too with very good marks. Also, in my career after almost running from door to door for 5 years, I got a decent job, there were times when I lost patience due to lack of decent salary package but again my faith and patience were restored by praying too Sai Baba ji. The toughest time till date was my when my wife left me for the reasons that I do not earn much, there's no financial security with me, I am useless and eating on my parent's money, I have no self respect, I was short - tempered, I am bad, I can’t take care of her, so she left me. And I must confess I was shattered completely, totally heart-broken, suicidal thoughts started pouring over my mind by thinking that what society will think of me as a man that I couldn't take care of my wife and she left me and etc. That was the time, when for the first time in my life, I read Sai Satcharitra. I couldn't believe that I read Sai Satcharitra in 3-4 days and eventually visited Shirdi and after visiting Shirdi, everything calm down. I was at peace with me, again I started living life with the very normal being which I lost during the tenure but patience, faith and hope from Sai Baba helped me sailing through the storm and now I am earning very good and also leading a very good life and all due to Sai Baba ji's blessings. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. One should always have a faith in Sai Baba ji as whatever He does, He does accordingly our needs at that very right time. He knows what’s good for us.
After my 3rd Thursday his family arranged and agreed to one alliance. He left everything on his parents wish. He considered me and told its good for you too. But i was getting hope from Baba answer that i will get marry to him, even in chits and i am doing candy Pooja. We were ready to accept anything as we don't want our parents to suffer. But Baba, i am waiting for Your miracle. Show Your blessings Baba. One day, i was full depressed and asked Baba to answer. He answered like offer Bel leave to lord Shiva instead of Sai and you will get the one you desired. Here Baba's miracle it’s not easy to get Bel leaf on normal days except Pradhosham. I asked my friend she is lord Shiva’s big devotee, she told it’s impossible to get Bel leaf so you go and pray lord Shiva and come that first time visiting lord Shiva temple. I asked Baba, You said me to offer Bel leaf to lord Shiva if You wish to fulfil my wish, i will get Bel leaf, i entered temple. In front of temple only, in one shop, i saw a hand full of green leaf, i don’t know how Bel leaf looks. I asked them they said it’s here and told me to take. I was stunned with tears in my eyes. I controlled my happiness and got Bel leaf and offered lord Shiva when priest kept the leaf for lord Shiva, i chanted Om Sai Ram. Thanks Baba for being with me. Bless me and him and both families should accept us we don’t want to hurt others for our happiness and waiting for Your miracle. We both are Your kids whom else we go for help. Both parents should accept us. I know i am in my testing phase. Sometimes i am losing faith and hope but somehow i am getting faith and hope because of You. Om Sai Ram.
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