Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
Then suddenly one day my guy broke up with me without giving any reason even when things were going fine between us saying that he doesn't loves me anymore. I was shattered completely. At first I thought that the breakup is his mistake but later on Baba made me realise that it was my mistake that the breakup happened and all that was happening was the result of my karma. I apologised to Baba a lot as soon as I realised it. Baba was really angry with me in the beginning i used to feel that. But I apologised to Him sincerely with my true heart and repentance and I prayed daily to Baba to forgive me. After the breakup the guy had blocked me from everywhere and kept no contacts with me. It is the worst feeling when someone you love with all your heart leaves you suddenly and keeps no contact with you. Situation was extremely worse. I tried contacting him through my friends but he used to block them also as soon as he used to hear my name. I apologised to Baba daily every moment to forgive me for the blunder that i did and to give me one last lifetime chance of proving my love. I had done mistakes before also and apologised also but again kept on repeating them. But this time it was different. I put all my heart in apologising to Baba and asking Him to give me one last chance.
Meanwhile i had no contact with my guy but I constantly kept praying to Baba to forgive me and give me one last chance of proving my love for him. Things were really bad, i got into depression. I knew that this time it would be really difficult to prove myself to Baba because previously He gave me many chances but I kept on repeating mistakes so i knew that it would be toughest this time to make Baba trust me but i never gave up. I kept on apologising and praying to My Lord Sai Baba. One day after 3 months, my guy suddenly unblocked me and the day was Thursday that day. I thought Baba has brought him back. I was very happy but I didn't know that Baba was taking my test. I messaged him but he didn't reply the whole day. I asked Baba to give me some hint that He will bring him back. Baba gave me hint by appearing in front of me in form of a picture. I was very happy. But the guy still didn't reply. Late night he replied and told me he still misses me and loves me but he won't come back. The guy said what he wanted and without listening to me he blocked me again from everywhere. I was shattered very badly. Again after one month same thing happened, he came and texted and then again left one day blocking me again from everywhere. All this made me hopeless and helpless. I lost hopes but i had faith on Baba. I knew my struggle was hard for me but i knew Baba is there with me and i had surrendered everything to Baba. I knew Baba is with me and He will make things right. All this was very extremely tough for me, i got into depression, got sick, couldn't study. But Baba was there with me all the time.
I diverted my mind to Baba. I used to read His Leelas on this blog, listened to His Bhajans. I tried Baba's Question and Answer site and i always got positive answers from Him. I used to feel Baba's presence in my life very strongly, i used to cry for hours i had gone mad, i was almost on the verge of loosing my mental balance but my Baba my saviour took care of me. I apologised to Baba daily and asked Him to trust me one last time and bring back my love. But things were going very bitter in my life, the guy again came back in my life unblocked me and used to talk once in weeks. It was hard for me to see him getting away from me i used to cry a lot but Baba took care of me. Whenever i asked Baba to do some miracle as a hint that He will get him back, He always gave me those hints. But nothing improved between us rather things got worse. I lost all my hopes of having him back but I didn't give up my hopes on Baba. I knew that if i will pray wholeheartedly to Baba and apologise to Him then He will definitely bring him back and give me, my love and my devotion a chance to prove that my love for that guy is true and my devotion for Baba and my apology is also true. Things didn't improve at all. But i kept on apologising to Baba. Nothing improved. I thought I should move on because I wasn't able to take that much pain anymore but then i said to Baba that take as many tests as You want, take time, punish me but please give me a last chance to prove my love for that guy is true and my devotion for Baba and my apology is also true and that please forgive me Baba.
Things kept on worsening. The guy took to smoking drinking habits. I did a Sai Satcharitra Saptah Parayan so that Baba makes him leave all those bad things. Baba did hear my prayers and did make the guy leave all that. I had done one Saptah Parayan before also to seek Baba's forgiveness. With Baba's grace both my Saptah Parayan got completed well and on time. Things were getting tough day by day but I didn't lose faith on Baba. I told Baba that situations are getting worse but i want to face it with Your blessings so please be with me whether it gets good or bad just don't leave my hand and that i want to win Your trust Baba so that You bring back my love. After 7 months of tears, depression, struggle, tensions, anxiety, problems, my Baba finally heard my prayers and forgave me and brought back my guy after 7 months. The same guy who had 7 months before said that he doesn't wants to be with me, who wasn't ready to even hear my name. Baba got the same guy back. When my life was full of darkness, Baba was the only light of hope, faith, love and devotion. The circumstances were the hardest i have ever come across i was almost dead but Baba, even though He was angry with me at first, didn't leave me. Baba forgave me in the beginning only by coming in my dreams and blessing me but i felt that He hadn't forgiven me completely so i kept on praying and apologising to Him every moment. He took various tests of mine, checked my patience many times but I never gave up on Him. I prayed and surrendered to Him wholeheartedly and begged for His forgiveness and for my love.
Baba forgave me after 7 months but all these months He took care of me like an infant, fulfilled all my other side wishes, took care of my health and studies, kept on doing small yet big miracles to keep me going and finally today early morning He forgave me and brought my love back and trusted me, my love and my devotion. I cannot describe how much thankful i am to Baba for trusting me. This experience is a little act of gratitude to Baba. I want to say to all devotees that whether it's good or bad, easy or tough, just ask for Baba's presence in your life, just keep on praying to Him wholeheartedly, don't leave His feet. Just hold tightly to His Lotus holy feet and He will take care of everything and everyone. I hope my experience boosts the faith of everyone on Baba. Just surrender to Him, take refuge in His lotus feet and rest Baba will handle. It's true that Baba's doesn't lets His children to go disappointed from His Darbar, just have full faith on Him. I hope and pray that Baba blesses me and my guy and gets us married soon and calls us to Shirdi soon. No matter what, just put all your faith on Him. Offer Him love, faith, devotion and patience and see how Baba makes everything perfect in your life. It's true 'if you look at Baba, Baba looks at you.' Baba please forgive me for any mistake that i did in writing this experience Baba. Please forgive us for our sins and mistakes that we did knowingly or unknowingly and make us so that we don't repeat them ever, and become loyal sweet children of sweetest Baba. Indeed, Baba has the biggest heart and He is the sweetest Baba. Love You Sai Maa, don't ever leave us. We are Yours, You are ours. May Baba bless us all. Jai Sai Ram! Bow to Shri Sai, peace be to all.
As I was staying with my in-laws, I just able to cry and only cry. I got into depression. My in-laws were also know everything and used to tell me not to disturb their son in Australia as he may feel bad by hearing you cry. For me now life was useless, being doctor as my profession I even left my practice. The only thing I could able to do in-laws house was praying Sai Baba ji. I used to sleep in separate room upstairs and one night I had a dream that Baba ji came to me and He gave me some Urdu chants and in my deep sleep I was chanting those Urdu lines, it was so strong that even I woke up I was still able to chant those lines. Being Hindu I did not know anything about Urdu so I started crying as I could feel Baba ji around me. Days were passing and I was getting more closer to Baba ji each day. Mean time I went to my home, I told everything to my best friend. She knew some Pandit ji who use to do meditation and tell future. As I was very stressed I went to that Pandit ji with my friend. Pandit ji told me to give him one night time so that he can meditate and tell me about my relation/future. Next day when I saw him he started laughing and said my kid you have some old man all the time with you and he was wearing white dotti and he told me leave you in his hand. I asked him who was that man, he said I have never seen him before, may be your grandparents. I don't know from where I thought to show Pandit ji Sai Baba ji Photo, I got shocked when Pandit ji told me yes He is that old man who stays with you all the time. I started crying and then I thought I do not need anyone else now and I am happy if Baba ji wants me to wait.
One day My mother came to know from my friend and she started crying and said we are with you whatever the situation would be. That day I feel completed as it was big burden on my mind for my parents. Thing were still same but my husband now was calling me more often and he admit he still love me but here that girl is threaten him that she will kill herself if he leaves her (That girl already had broken married life). One day I was sitting in front of my Sai Baba ji and don't know from where it came to my mind to make a wish to get new man in that girl's life and actually she should leave my husband. Believe me after one month I came to know that my husband's girl friend got some new man in her life and their relation had been broken since then. My husband called me and admit his mistake and with Sai Baba Ji grace I am now in Australia, mother of two beautiful kids, got back into my profession with His blessings. I just want to tell all readers if you think you are getting nowhere in your life, leave things onto Baba ji whatever He thinks for you is the best. He just need you patience and strong belief. Love Him deeply, He shall listen to you. Om Sai Ram.
Another recent incident, just one week back happened. 3 months back in office my role was changed. The new role what I was in I never did before nor I did not had any prior experience. I just had the basic things known and the expectation from higher authority who is in US was more. My Manager in India had just told to work with her closely to meet the set expectation. That lady from US almost was in the conclusion that I was not doing the things in right way. She had put couple of mails which indirectly stated this. Without job I can’t survive. I did not know how to face this. When I seeked her help I was not getting good responses. Weekly twice I use to get into calls to discuss the things. Sometimes I was not able to understand her slang too. One such evening, without knowing what to do, I just opened Baba's Photo in system and before I could pray tears rolled out of my eyes. I was undergoing such a pain that I could not leave the job nor I can continue. As always, day after that when I got into the call with that lady from US, I never heard before she spoke in such a manner that I could understand. She was very soft, very slow, very clear in her speech. She also motivated me that whatever job is given to me I can achieve it. I could just not believe it myself for a moment. It has been passed one week now she is calm and helping me as and when required. What else I can say this apart from this is one such excellent Sai Leela. No words to express this, only experience can make feel happy and comfortable. I pray my Sai to be with me always and help me when i am in need. Not only me for all those who are in difficulties. Sai Is Great.
Last year I faced the a problem which I can't disclose to anyone expect Baba, I cried in front of Him for help and read His Satcharitra. I thought the problem will never be solved but by Baba's grace it got solved in a month and from then my trust towards Him increased. I started praying Him and He was there for me whenever I needed Him the most. He helped me to get the job in my preferred location within two months after completion of my masters. I was using a normal phone which made problem to take the interview, by His grace a new friend came into my life and gave his phone for few months in order to attend interviews. He know everything I need, He gave me a perfect job in perfect place. He always gave more than I requested Him. He solved the problems I have been facing from past few months and brought the people who left my life back. Baba thank You very much, I wish I must be Your devotee in each and every life I have. I want You to be with me in each and every part of my life. Sri Sachidanand Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai.
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