Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
I want to start by letting you all know that I am not worthy of being called a devotee. I quite selfishly seek my Sai when I am in need and at good times forget to spend some quality time with Him. But at the same time I want to also mention that I always start my day with 'Om Sai Ram' and end it the same way. It's more of a habit I suppose, just comes to my mouth the first thing in the morning and the last thing before I hit the bed. Similarly when I fall or get hurt or watch something disturbing, a quick 'Sai Ram' touches my mouth involuntarily, just like how a child calls out for his mother during any such situation. So I know that although I am not worthy of being called a devout devotee there is a connection between us that trans passes millions of years and births. A times I fight with Him that He is not present with me here and is just a photo and the next moment when I receive an answer for my questions posed to the 'photo', I just stand appalled and belittled for doubting the omnipotent Almighty. I run back and look at that serene face of my Sai smiling at me from that picture and telling me " I am right here all the time with you and I love you" I can’t explain you the bliss, contentment and pure peace I experience at that moment.
As I type this I have tears in my eyes recalling all my precious moments with my Sai. Sometimes I wonder is it even possible for God to be this kind, merciful, loving and forgiving? Really how great is He? And to think that this great great miraculous divine Baba compared Himself to the insect in our excreta! Oh Baba! Please forgive me for even repeating this here because nothing can be more far from the truth. You are the sky, the sea, the sun, the galaxy and the life and energy in every single particle existing and not existing! I do not have words to explain Your greatness and stature Baba, but I can feel it, I can feel Your greatness in the warmth of the sun, in the shade of the trees, in the breeze of the wind, in the blueness of the sky, in the vastness of the ocean and in the goodness of life. You are everything and everything is You my Lord! I am sorry folks if my post is getting too long and monotonous but I can't seem to stop myself from glorifying the beauty and purity of my Lord's greatness enough today. Don't know why! Just feeling fortunate that He did think me capable enough to have these thoughts and pen them down for you today. I will remember this day as one of the most valuable and precious days of my life. Before I end I want to reiterate a humble request of our blessed Hetal.
It just occurred to me as I was writing this, maybe cause Baba wants it conveyed to you this way or may be I am completely wrong. But either ways let me share it with you. So here it is, just like Hetal, I request everybody to please not put a condition on Baba that you will post an experience here only if He fulfils your prayer? Please understand what you are doing is a barter, a trade with Baba. Is our beloved Master not worthy of a write up otherwise? You should know that when you keep that condition and He does fulfil your wish, it is not due to the condition you posed before Him that your prayer was granted, it is just because of the pure love He has for you and cannot see you suffer that your wish was granted. So please devotees, post experiences here cause it is worthy to be shared, glorified and sung about, not because you are compelled by some vow taken in distress. I am no great saint to be advising or directing you but just felt like sharing how I feel. Come here, read the lovely stories posted and put down your stories for others to read because you want everybody to know the greatness and divinity of our King Lord Sai! Not for any other reason. I think I should end now and get back to the piled up files before i finish my work hours. But what I realized today is I should do this more often, just sing the glories of Baba all the time. It gives immense peace and joy! Try it! Om Sai Ram.
Recently my father made it very clear that he wouldn't entertain my wish of pursuing my graduation out of my hometown and got me enrolled at a CAT coaching centre at my town. I couldn't bear how shattered my boyfriend was after hearing the news and I cried all night, cursing myself, blaming myself for all that happened. I was upset thinking Baba isn't listening or even consoling me at this time when I need Him the most. However, knowing that only Baba could calm me down, I opened up this site and started reading a random experience. Miraculously, the experience I read was similar to my situation. That was about another couple who had to stay away for more than a year despite their affection for each other. It talked about how they had lost hope, yet somewhere knew that Baba would help and finally their trails ended up with a beautiful future waiting ahead for them. The experience gave me a lot of hopes, positive vibes that Baba is doing all this for a reason. Moreover it confirmed the fact that Baba was still listening to me, communicating, giving me answers and that really soothed my nerves as I drifted into the calm lap of sleep.
The next day I read a story from Sai Satcharitra where in the end, the lesson given by Baba was something like- "why do you think you are the reason of everything? Don't think that you are the doer. I'm the doer and everything is happening as per my wish. So keep calm and have faith". I was too happy to read this as Baba's lesson made me feel less guilty as He made me understand that I was not the cause of all this. This happened with Baba's wish and there has to be a reason behind it. It's being very difficult for me handling things at times, especially when I find my strength, my Abhishek broken and sad, but I still believe Baba will set things right. No matter how angry I get on Baba or how badly I scold Him and question His existence, at the end of the day, I'm unable to get away from Him and seek His help and blessings. This sparrow is already pulled and under the mercy of Baba and is unable to get away from Him no matter how things are. Now I just wish Baba to take care of my Abhishek, to at least keep him happy and shield him from all troubles and hardships. I also seek His guidance and blessings to clear my CAT 2017 exam and get admission in my dream college that would also give me a chance to be with my Abhishek. I know all this would not be possible without Your mercy my Baba and I seek the same. Your mercy and Your blessings. And of course Your perpetual presence in our lives (mine and Abhishek's always) beyond forever. Om Sai Ram. Peace be to all. Bless everyone with health, happiness, prosperity Baba. Take away all our pains, illnesses, vices and sadness. Shower Your mercy on all Baba.
So coming back to the dream, when i saw human form, i was feeling very lucky and thanking Baba so much for giving me Darshan in this way. Baba smiled and said, "Your Wish Will Be Fulfilled" that time my heart said one word "XXXXXXX" my love's name, is it about my marriage only what Baba is saying? I was thinking and then Baba said "Your Marriage Will Be Done" I was shocked and did not know how to react. After that, I touched Baba’s stomach and said please eat Baba please eat, see how your stomach went inside and how weak you became. This was my dream. When I woke up, it was like everything happened just now I could remember very well each and every scene till today. I then realised that i was the one who is weak and not eating food from months. I feel Baba was telling me to eat well and be healthy. Thank You so much Baba for everything. Please make me a better person and control my anger and emotions. Please be with me and take care of me. Please make our parents to accept for our marriage. Please bless us Sai. Om Sai Ram. And today, Thursday miracle, Thursday gift is meeting MY love after so many days (he lives in other country) Wednesday evening we decided to meet tomorrow (i.e. Thursday) in heart i was jumping and dancing as it Baba Leelas and this Thursday gift. At night he messaged that he won’t meet me and he will leave the country next day. It means we can’t meet. I was shattered and kept crying till 6 am. Asking and begging Baba to make our meeting. When I called and asked he said no I can’t meet but later on he agreed to have lunch with me and another friend. We had lunch and we had a good time. Thanks Baba. Thank You so much for listening to me and answering to my prayers. Sorry for making mistakes unknowingly and knowingly. Please forgive me Saimaa. Bless us all and take care of us. Om Shirdivasaya Vidhmahee Sachithananda Deemahe Tanno Sai Prachodaya.
Now, I am going through another tough phase of my life. Currently I am very much disturbed due to my health problem. During my regular physical exam, one report came out not good. I was too much tensed hearing this result and felt like crying but somehow my heart is saying Baba will not let me down. I prayed wholeheartedly to my beloved Sai Baba to protect me from any life threatening disease. Please bless me with good health and guide me in every step of my life. I went to general physician doctor for check up. Although doctor said nothing to be worry about at this moment, she recommended consulting with specialist. I am praying hard to Baba that any further blood test report or any other report should come normal. Please Baba, get me out from so much of this tension. I have full faith that Baba absolutely will protect me from any problem. I trust Baba’s word, if you have full faith in Baba, He will draw out His devotee from jaws of death. Please help me and bless me that I could live a healthy life. Baba, please forgive me if I have done any mistake knowingly and unknowingly. Sai Baba, You are my guide, my father. I also would like mention one more experience that with Baba’s blessing my son secured good mark in his exam this year. Love You Baba. Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram.
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