Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
Meanwhile, When all this was happening I got into depression. All I did was crying, yelling out of pain and had many sleepless nights. Those dark circles around my eyes will tell you all. I had this bipolar disorder and couldn't control myself at times. Sometimes I felt like putting an end to my life because of what I went through after I joined the college. 4 years of mental torture. I didn't even do well in my B.tech. I had many backlogs and it seemed so strange to everybody else in my class because I (being a girl) had backlogs. I lost interest in everything and then later, prayed to Him(Baba) to make things right. I kept faith in Baba but wasn't too attached to Him(like now) I talked to Him seeing His Photo as if I were talking to a friend. Gradually I gained trust in Baba and gave up the idea of killing myself. My health was improving I started studying good like I did in my school years and finally in the last semester I was the topper and after that things have fallen in place. I got a job, my parents are happy with me but I've learnt to see life in a totally different view. I came to know about the actual purpose of life and this is how it happened.
When I started working, it seemed so exciting. Like I said, I never thought I would get a job, (I don’t even know if I could graduate if I were the same) now that I am earning I started to think of how to earn very good and made many plans to be in a better position in the coming years. After 3 months, my parents said they wanted me to get a government job and I had to leave my job. Also I wasn't satisfied with my job and then again I was confused. I had no clue about the right choice for my career. A month later, my uncle suggested that I should join a coaching institute for Gate. So I did, thinking that's a good way of bringing back my college times and I decided to make the best use of it. One day suddenly I had severe toothache and it never subsided. So I went to see a doctor and then he said two teeth have to be root canalled. I was so scared. What sacred me most was that he said I had to undergo a surgery for some other tooth problem. I prayed to Baba to solve this problem. The root canal was done but the doctor said some 3 other teeth have to be removed. I didn't want that to happen. I had a doctor in my hometown and went there just to get a second opinion and prayed to Baba to skip the surgery. Luckily the doctor said "I can fix this without surgery, don't worry." I was so relaxed. I thanked Sai Baba for everything.
After my gate exam this year, I decided to read Sai Satcharitra. (It’s not ending so I'm cutting it short and am not writing about the other problems I've faced and that because of which I've decided to read Sai Satcharitra.) I prayed to Baba and started reading it. I read it only for two days and couldn't continue because of some problem. I thought I didn't have Baba's grace for that. Later I started reading it again, and this time with more concentration and faith in Baba. As I finished each and every chapter, I felt great- cannot describe in words- I've learnt that self realization is the ultimate aim of human life and we should all work hard towards it. I'm very happy to know what's eternal and that we should stop worrying about worldly pleasures and sorrows. I finished the book in a week and today is the last day of the Parayan. I went to a nearby Baba temple and there was celebration going on. My dad and I went to the temple at 7:30 in the evening and I waited there for the Shej Aarti to begin. But the priest said they would start the Aarti after 10:30 as it is celebration time. Meanwhile I found another Sai Satcharitra written in Telugu. I started reading it randomly and found some new topics. When I was singing Aarti, I felt so happy and tears rolled out of my eyes seeing Baba. I fed some dogs near the temple and that made me immensely happy. (I skipped a lot of things in excitement and don't know what to write exactly.) I actually have a lot more to write but I don't know how to start and where to end. For now, all I can do is thank Sri Sai Baba for being so graceful and pray to Him to make me free from these worldly things. Sorry for not writing clearly. I didn't know which incidents to mention. I could not stop myself from writing the whole story, just wanted to share my today's happiness with everybody who believes in Sai Baba. Jai Sai Ram.
Now to the part, where Baba's Leela starts. We returned back to our home town. The day of auction was nearing with only few months to go. When my mom was performing her morning Pooja and praying Sai. She felt like He asked her to change the power of attorney for a certain land (joint family property which was recently partitioned) from my dad's name to her name. That the land was cursed and anyone who owns it will be ruined. My mom came rushing to me and narrated her experience. Since my dad was the head of the family, it made sense but I was worried about what will happen to my mom if the land is on her name. Now, we had nothing to lose and in few months we would be in the streets. With these thoughts we convinced my dad to do as per Sai's instructions. Dad was very sceptical about it and we did not have the money for the legal procedures. I forced my dad to use my earnings and do the procedures. Within a few days My dad changed the power of attorney to my mom's name.
The next day, me and mom were relaxing after lunch. My mom was reading the newspaper. She suddenly told me that the winning ticket for 1 Crore lottery was from our home town. She then jumped and got a lottery ticket from the cupboard. This lottery ticket was bought by dad on the way back home after changing the power of attorney. What can I say my dear Sai devotees? The numbers matched. We had won One Crore Rupees in the lottery! Sai gave us that money and all our debt was cleared in one sweep. My Family, our home, our reputation was saved by Baba. Me and mom shared those golden first moments of financial freedom just like we shared the moments of devotion in the Naga Sai Temple. I then ran barefoot to my dad who was having a stroll in our plantation. I dragged him to our house and we broke the news to him. We were all in tears and we are eternally grateful to Sai for saving us! We further followed Baba's instructions and performed some Pooja for protection and sold off the land. Now we live a peaceful life under Baba's guidance. Follow Faith and Patience my readers and completely surrender to Baba. Om Sai Shree Sai Jai Jai Sai.
The next day morning the principal of college called my niece and ask my niece about that girl. She said she just gave her phone that’s it and she doesn’t know anything about her. Immediately my sister got call from college and my sister went to college and the principle and 2 other ladies over there in the college start scolding my niece with my sister and they said my niece has a boyfriend she only help that girl to go with that guy. They put a case in police station and police came to the college and start interrogating my niece and other friends. Those girls reveal what they know and my niece did not say anything. The police started coming to the college everyday and asking my niece about that girl. Then that day I start asking Baba, in yes or no chits that my niece really help her and she know anything about that girl. Baba keep saying “no” in the chits and telling that I am also feeling bad about your present situation. Trust in me everything will be ok. I have nothing to do and I start crying badly about my niece because she is more like a kid and she don’t know anything and she is facing hard time without any mistake. She was not having food all these days and her father was very serious about this in home. I keep praying Baba to take that girl safely to her parents and after 6 days she came home. But without any mistake, my niece was facing bad time. Anyways Baba helped that girl safely reached her parents. Thanks for taking the girl back to her parents. Please Baba, You are my strength and You are my hope and You are everything to my family. Please save everyone in my family. Please bless my niece with good knowledge and good education and career and please bless my niece with good grade in upcoming exams.
After 3 weeks were over still my mother was in ICU and doctor did not informed anything to us. Suddenly on 19 November, she went to serious condition again and the treatment was really killing her and she was not happy about the treatment by making her face in so much of pain. I am unable to complete the Satcharitra and i am reading 40th chapter and i prayed to Sai , please save my mother or please remove her pain by releasing her from earth by saying and crying. On 20 November, she passed away. She loved to talk to us and spend time with us but she passed away. I lost my father 3 years before and i am alone now. My father and mother left me in this earth and every day i am facing challenges and pain. Sai Baba is the only peace in my life now. After all the formalities are done, my health condition went bad and i was admitted in hospital in India. I reached US after lot of challenges and once i reach US, i lost my job. Without a job for 1+ months, problems every day added and i prayed to my mother, father and Sai Baba to save me. Finally i got a job and going to join on 17th Feb. Sai Baba is with me in all these struggle days. Sai Baba please give peace to my mother.
One of my friend was going to India and she said she will visit Shirdi this time, i have sent some Dakshina to put in Sai Maa's Hundi and didn't ask her to bring anything even though i want one statue, as i wanted to go Shirdi myself and buy. Before she comes, Sai Maa told me that you will gain on Sunday. I asked Sai Maa that please come Sunday to my home along with Prasad as i know my friend came back. I expected Sai Maa's little calendar from Shirdi but to my surprise she got white marble statue along with Prasad. I was very happy by seeing that. It was all happened while doing Sai Nav Guruvar Vrat, that Vrat is very powerful. Please all the Sai devotees do it once every year, i am sure Sai Maa will bless you with not only worldly honours but also with spiritual progress. Jai Sai Ram! Aum Shirdi Vasaya Vidmahe Satchidanandaya Dhimahe Tanno Sai Prachodayath.
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