Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
Suddenly after sometime, there was one question clicked in my mind that what was he is doing with money every month. We had started fighting because of this topic because he never give me appropriate answer and always manipulate me with his sweet words and crocodile tears but truth will never hide for too long. In 2014, I came to know that he always cheated me. He always wants money for his fun and for making party with his friends and also for branded dress. I was completely broken because I always thought that he need money for his study or for some very important needs. His family condition was really not good but I never thought that he was taking lots of advantage of my love. I am very emotional fool type person. Anyone can manipulate me by his sweet words and he also did so. But we were in a relationship from past 4 years. So somewhere he also loved me but for him, nothing is more important than money. You can call him "Hunger for money". After that I broke up with him. After some days, he started blackmailing me and demanding more money. He told me that if i will not give him money then he will inform about our relationship to my father and also post our photos on his Whatsapp. Because of my so called blind love, I also gave my father number to him and he again took full advantage of it. I really got scared because I really didn't want that. My father is a diabetic patient so I don't want to give any tension to him and you can understand that how shameful it is for me if my family got to know about my relationship.
But nothing is hidden from our Baba. I prayed to Him daily because every month he blackmailed me and i really got very frustrated and unable to focus on my studies or anything. My health was getting down day by day. I sincerely prayed to Baba for help and took me out from this hurdle. I went to Sai Temple on Thursday and cried like hell. On Sai Baba’s question and answer website, I asked a question to Baba that how could I get out of this problem. He answered me that feed dog soon on the name of your mother and remember your mother, all your problem will get resolved and you will feel satisfaction" and miracle happened. I did the same what He told me and after sometime my boyfriend texted sorry to me and told me that he will never create any problem in my life again and want to blocked me from his life forever. I was shocked because before sometime he continue to blackmailing me and ask for more money. I really don't understand till now that what happened to him on that day. How could his mind changed suddenly. Only one thing I understand that it's nothing more than my Sai Maa miracle. I know It was all my fault. I should not believe on him blindly and fulfil his all demands. If I had controlled myself from starting then this could not be happen but my Sai Maa saved me from this big hurdle of my life and show me the right path.
I still remember him but now, my hate for him is more than my love and I don't want him again in my life. He broke me totally. I cannot believe in love again. Because of him, the definition of love is changed for me. Don't know if Sai Baba has not helped me in each step then what would happen with me on that time. He is my life saviour. Whenever I think of Him, I feel very relax and free minded. I am very lucky to have Sai Maa in my life. I must say that every love birds should learn lesson from my story. Trust is good but blindly trust is danger because friends no matter how much your partner loves you and care about you but he will never become your mom, dad or brother sister and I really feel this true after this incident of my life. I am very interested in music so I want to sing some line for my Sai Maa. "Tera Mujhse Hai Pehle Ka Naata Koi, Yuhi Nahi Dil Lubhaata Koi". Thank You for everything Sai Maa, my Guru, please never leave me and always stay with me every time. Om Sai Ram.
In 2013, my diabetic levels increased so high that all the water in body reached to heart and doctors too lost hopes, I was admitted into a big hospital with the help of my husband and brother, My daughter and son served me a lot, Doctors lost hope and brother informed everyone that it is difficult to survive, I came to know this. I closed my eyes lying on bed and asked Baba why this test or this a warning to me to be careful? I know Sai Nana, You always help us, now I give my body and soul to You, it is Yours, take care of it because I need to see my daughter’s wedding, she is so attached to me, You made me serve so many challenged children but when it is coming to help my family and my children why this test, yes Baba I am ready to come but promise me that You will take care of my children, surprisingly no needle gave me any pain, my stay at hospital was so comfortable and the day came for Angio test, everyone including doctor was tensed but I was only giving myself to Baba, I was taken into Angio test, I saw my family praying too Sri Sai, the moment doctor checked my heart he screamed loudly saying "It is a Miracle" nothing and no blocks in her heart, it is a miracle, she has only valves problem and I was sent to home after 10 days exactly on my birthday, me and my brother are twins and Baba listened to me and I returned home and celebrated my birthday.
The miracle was really of Sri Sai who appeared in my dream on the day before night I was taken for Angio test, He came with my Guru ji and My Mother in law and He asked me, will you practice ksama, seva and prema more and keep serving whom you want don't worry and my mother-in-law said please pardon me I harassed you but I will be with you at your home for good or bad I will be next to you in the form of Tulasi and help my son reach his purpose of coming on this earth and every life has a purpose, take care and my Guru ji who is a devotee of Lord Shiva was dancing Tandav, what a blissful dream it was, as Baba promised he did my daughter’s wedding and blessed us with a son in law who has great humanity, he did not demand any dowry and surprisingly his mother is a great devotee of Baba. I bow my head and ask Baba to bless all the people who come to You asking for Your kind help and yes Baba now, You know money is my problem, i need it for travelling to Tirupathi, money which we have is not sufficient and regarding my institute. I tried my best but no student is turning up why Baba, I think You have some other plans for me, please help and come back here to tell all my Sai brothers and sisters, You always stand next to us. Sai Nana Amma, I need money where else I can go please help me, Well there are so many miracles happened to our lives, Baba Shed Honey, We got Idol of Baba at our marriage in 1987, this idol shed honey on Jan 5th, 2005 , it had flown for one month and 25 days. Where He made our house Shiridi, people came to my house to see this miracle, after many days many people came to break coconut as they said their wishes were fulfilled. Dear all devotees please pray for us we need financial help, Baba help us. May be Sri Sai wanted me to put this here. Thanks to everyone. Baba fulfil wishes of everyone who reach here, they are here because they trust You. Thank You Baba, I bow my head to Sai Nana, do not show anger or ill treat us we are only body and souls filled with Your Love.
After 1 and half years, we found i have a problem of PCOS in both ovaries and doctor advised for medicine also for IUI. Before we entered into the process, i completed Nav Guruvar Vrat and Sai Satcharitra Parayanam. We did IUI and the whole month i was praying Baba the result should be positive. Because i got lot of stress regarding this problem and i avoided going out for functions and festivals as people around me go on asking about baby. Finally a day came when one fine morning i took the test in pregnancy test kit it shows double line i.e. positive pregnancy my joy knew no bounds. At first i thanked Baba for this wonderful moment He has given. Me and my hubby were so so happy. Next day we went to hospital and they confirmed my pregnancy and in second month we went for scan and there waiting another good news for us, yes it’s a twin baby. It doubles our happiness. Doctor told there is a risk of pregnancy when compared to single baby. We wholeheartedly prayed Baba and now i am in 7th month. Throughout my pregnancy Baba saved me and babies. Now we are facing small problems as doctor told at least 34 weeks babies should be inside. We are praying for good delivery process and babies should be fine. Baba made us to understand the true value of two fruits Shraddha and Saburi. Kindly pray for our twin babies. Baba will be with us. Om Sai Ram.
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