Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
I got married on 8th May 2011, I had my visa interview on 16th May (My husband was already in USA from November 2010, but he came for the marriage and to take me with him to USA). My visa was approved and within 20 days we came to USA. I feel this was also planned by Baba as He didn’t want me to stay with my in-laws. I stopped praying to Baba after marriage (but He was helping me in each step of my life). In 2014, one day I told my Sister-in-law that slowly I am becoming an atheist (because I didn’t pray God, still I was happy). She said that is good. Later in June 2014, we moved to another apartment in USA. Within 1 month I fell ill. One day I fainted (For the first time in my life) in the bathroom. Luckily that day my husband was at home. He was about to leave for office. Then, one Wednesday evening we went to a mall for shopping. My husband was trying clothes. Suddenly, I was feeling dizzy and was not able to see properly. My vision got blurred. My heart was beating really fast and hard. I didn’t know what to do. I told my husband lets go home I am not feeling well. He said nothing will happen, sit for some time and drink water. I did but still was having palpitations. I was shivering. The mall was about to close so we started going out but I was not able to walk. Usually there will be mall security staff roaming in the mall but that day we didn’t see even one. Somehow I managed to reach the shop at the exit but couldn’t walk further. I sat on the sofa in the shop and told my husband to call emergency as my heart was beating very hard and I got scared. So he called one staff of that shop and told her about this. She said, ok I will call emergency.
Ambulance came. The guys did some general check-up (blood pressure etc.). Everything was normal. But they were also shocked why my heart was beating fast. So they asked me whether I want to go to hospital or home. I said please take me to the hospital. (Our Home was 40 minute drive from that mall. I thought if something happens again in the car then we won’t be able to do anything). They took me to the hospital and did ECG in the ambulance. Later, in the hospital they did blood and urine test. My reports were all normal. Doctor said, you can go home. Next day, we went out to a furniture store. Again same thing happened. So we went to our primary care doctor. She also did blood test. When the reports came she said I am having Vitamin D and B12 deficiency. I was happy that nothing major. But still suddenly my heart used to beat fast and hard even at home for no reason. I again went to the same doctor. She said that I was having panic attacks and gave me some medicines. After coming home, I Google about panic attacks (which was a big mistake I did). I read there are medicines for that but people get addicted to the medicines. People go into depression, etc. I thought my life is over. Daily morning after getting up I used to vomit. I couldn’t cook or do anything. Whole day I used to lie on bed. That was horrible and worst phase. I used to have all negative thoughts.
One month passed still I was not able to come out of it. I started praying Ganpati Bappa and Mahalakshami Mata. My sister send me Hanuman Chalisa on Whatsapp. I started reading it daily. It was during Ganpati festival. We have 10 days Ganpati and 3 days Mahalakshami mata at my parent’s home. I was feeling that in 3 years I forgot them that is why they punished me. I started going to temple. My father-in-law always says bad about Sai Baba. So once I went to temple where they have all God idols. In that temple, at the corner they have Sai Baba carved on silver. I prayed to all and ignored Baba. Later I went to the Temple shop to buy a Hanuman pendant because I had seen that in previous visit. But this time there were only Sai Baba’s pendant. I said in my heart that I don’t want Baba. I was disappointed and came back home. After that I started seeing Baba everywhere, like He is calling me. One Wednesday 29th October 2014 a thought came in my mind that I want to read about Baba. I came across this website. I read few experiences where they mentioned about Sai Satcharitra. I just wanted to read Sai Satcharitra to know about Baba more. Next day was Thursday, so I was happy that I can start from tomorrow. I didn’t have Sai Satcharitra so I searched for the PDF version on internet, it directed me to Shirdi Sai Sansthan’s website. I remember that my mother always say Sai Mahima after taking bath. So even I used to sing in my heart with my mother. I played Sai Mahima on i-pad. I thought I must have forgotten the words. But I was surprised that I remembered everything.
The same time my Sister-in-law (Who is Buddhist and to whom I told that slowly I am becoming an atheist) sent me Sai Baba message. I was shocked because she never sends such messages on God. So I called her and asked “Didi why did you send me such message?” to that she said somebody sent her so she forwarded just like that. I was having tears. I knew Baba was calling me. Next day (Thursday) I started reading Shri Sai Satcharitra. On first day itself I got message from Baba regarding my health. I was very happy. I did the Parayan thrice. I went to that Temple (mentioned above) again. This time I had decided to buy Baba’s pendant and donate some money. So, I went with my husband to the Temple. I told him I need some cash. He said he has only 12 dollars. I took that money and went inside the Temple shop (as I told earlier he doesn’t come inside the temple). On that day there were only 3 Baba’s pendant. I chose one and checked the price. It was written 5 dollars. I was little disappointed as I wanted to donate 9 dollars to Baba. I thought now I won’t be able to donate 9 dollars as I had only 12 dollars. I gave 5 dollars to the shop lady. She seemed little confused. She said wait here it is written 5 dollars but I don’t think this small pendant can be of 5 dollars give only 3 dollars. My joy knew no bounds as I had wished to donate 9 dollars in the Hundi. Baba fulfilled this small wish of mine. I had many miracles after that. I was feeling little better day by day but still had some health issues. So, I wanted to go to India but was afraid to go alone because of the panic attacks and that too it’s almost 24 hours journey.
One day when I was listening Sai Mahima my friend called and said, ”You have to come with us to India. Don’t stay here. Book the ticket for 5th Dec ”like she was giving me order. Usually she never talks like this with me. I was shocked and tears started rolling from my eyes. I felt that Baba only spoke with me through her. I thanked Baba. We booked the ticket. The ticket was booked for 5th Dec 2014 which was Datta Jyanti. That year the Datta Jyanti was on 2 days 5th and 6th. I was happy that I am going on Datta Jyanti and will reach India on 6th Dec which is also Datta Jyanti. Baba only did this I knew. But I was still afraid to go in flight. I was crying day and night Baba please help me. The day before journey I told Baba You only did this now You have to come with me. You have to sit next to me and You only will take me to India.
Our flight was from Charlotte to Munich and then Munich to Mumbai. So in first flight I sat with my friend and her two daughters. I exchanged my seat with her husband. He was sitting on my seat which was in the back. The flight was full packed. After few hours her husband came and asked her elder daughter to come with him and sit next to him as there was no one sitting next to him. I was dumbstruck. Because I recollected that I told Baba You have to sit next to me. But I only changed my seat. I was feeling bad and happy at the same time that my Baba came. After that we reached Munich. In next flight I sat on my seat only. They four sat together. You won’t believe me that this time again the seat next to me was vacant. I can’t express my feelings in words here. Sai listened to my prayers. The whole journey He was with me and helped to reach safely to Mumbai (Like said in Sai Satcharitra “If you always say Sai Sai, I shall take you over the seven seas”). I went to Shirdi also, almost after 5 years and had peaceful Darshan of my Baba. Om Sai Ram.
Early morning the bell rang, I opened the door and there was nobody but the medal lying on the floor. I was in tears of joy and gratitude. I have no words to thank Baba. But I made a very big mistake by not sharing this experience before. After few months my son lost his stationary pouch at school. It had high brand pens. Again we were disheartened. I prayed Baba that he must at least get his pens back if not the pouch. But Baba is so generous, my son found the entire stuff back and nothing misplaced. This year also my daughter won the race but school authorities made a mistake by not selecting her. I had the video of her race and went to school and showed them, they agreed, "Its a tie"; but they want to watch it on their own DVD. I am praying to Baba that she must be declared a winner and get the desired award. It's all my fault, I didn't share my experiences before. I ask for forgiveness--Baba please forgive me for my negligence. Always keep us close to You and guide us especially during our trying times.
At last around November 2014, I lost all the hope and stopped worshipping Baba. After a day I again started worshipping, I would cry to Him and ask Him to give an internship for me. Then I understood that I can never let Baba out of my life, because He is always with me and in me. Then happened a twist I applied for a company through reference of my brother’s friend, they called me for interview in the month of January 2015. All went well and I got that internship, after some months I also continued there doing my master thesis which was only due to blessing of Sai Baba. My guide there was very friendly and he would help me out in all the matters, it was like Baba is helping me. This internship was in my field of interest and I learned a lot during this internship. Baba was waiting for me to get an internship in my field of interest and that's why all the things happened. So I would like to ask all the devotees not to lose hope and have faith in Baba.
Baba is looking good and cute and i am attaching this photo with my this experience so you can take Darshan of Sai Baba. (Download this photo from here and it zoom photo and see at right corner up of photo, you will get Darshan of Sai Baba in white coloured light form.) I was confident and sure that Baba will give Darshan on wall where daily garland is offered to Sai Baba. Sai Baba is really kind and loving. I request you to all please be silent in front of Baba when you want something special. Don’t doubt on Baba for any and just keep full faith and surrender yourself and put your life to Lotus feet of Lord Sai Baba then see Miracles and Baba's Helps for you and your family in whole life. Om Jay Shree Sainathaya Namaha.
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