Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
In 2011 after completing my UG, i came to Hyderabad for my ICET coaching and PG. I met him here and he used to help me in every aspect, in my studies and everything. I felt like i was with my mom when he was with me. I got 3300 rank by grace of my Baba which is really a miracle and i got seat in good college and i stayed here to be with him, the days were going and in end of 2011, my parents told me that they want me to get me married. I prayed to Sai and said to them that i love a guy. At that time they take it as small thing and said first concentrate on your studies and get job. He also said in his home and they were not at all agreeing. I was praying to Baba and in September 2015 his parents accepted our love and they are ready to get us married. At my home, we are also having discussions about him in between but my parents are not agreeing. He called my mom and talked twice but my mom talked to him very rudely. It hurts him. She said directly that i don’t like you please don’t bother me but again he called her for me and same response. Even i felt bad to ask him to call my mom again and talk to her.
From that day she stopped talking to me so many days if i just try to talk about my love she cuts the phone and stops talking to me for days, he is still waiting for me silently but in his home his parents are not waiting now and scolding him badly. I am in my relative’s house. They know a bit about it and my aunt doubts on me a lot. Even if i got periods late she is talking as she doubts on my character it is really hurting me a lot. This month i got periods very late. One day, my aunt said why are you not getting your periods till now. She doubts on me it really hurts me a lot and i went to Baba and shouted at Him, are You happy now. I don’t know how many words i have to listen. You are just sitting silently and seeing me suffering. I cried a lot in front of Him, but my Baba did not accept that bad word for me and i got my period that day which is late by 1 month 15 days, i feel that Baba was with me at that time. Now the situations are becoming very worse in his home. They are forcing him, scolding him. I can’t tell some words but he is silently waiting for me by baring all that and in my home my mom is just ignoring me if i tried to talk about my love and as i said i am in my relative home and they are doubting me for everything and showing me hell here. I am just very tired of all these situations living with fear every second, crying, now also tears are rolling down from my eyes. Whenever i asked Baba through Q&A site, He said, it will be done remember Shree Sai but i don’t know how it will be.
I am begging Baba to tell my parents to make my marriage with my love but He is not listening to my prayers. I feel He is also ignoring me and i am feeling very alone and sometimes i am feeling like it would be better if i die, it is the only option i have because i can’t marry anyone else except my love. I can’t run away from home. My parents are not agreeing, his parents are not waiting, Baba is not responding to me so the only option i am seeing is to die, but still i have a little hope that Baba will help me as my love started doing Sai Divya Pooja but i don’t know really what will happen and i am getting really scared of all these situations. Please pray for me, please ask Baba to help me to get me married to my love please. I don’t have anyone to share all this pain what i am going through. I am very alone. I can’t share this to my love as he is under a lot of mental pressure, i can’t make him cry telling all this because he is already crying for the scolding he is getting from his family. Me and my love just keep praying Baba everyday and he is praying to lord Venkateswara. For me, all the hopes are gone. I am feeling very alone and i feel like i was left in a dark place from where i can’t get any happiness ever.
Please Baba, where are You, please come and help me Baba. Please see me, Your daughter is suffering like hell and she is tiered, she is unable to bare this pain now. From 4 years, she is baring this by trusting You and keeping faith in You but now she is tired. She don’t have strength to bare all this pain please have some mercy please help me Baba, please soon get me married to my love with all our family members blessings. Baba please in February his brother is going to U.S please get us married before as he love his brother a lot and he want to get married when his brother is here, days are going like that and not even a small change took place in my home. They are ignoring me and they are not giving me a chance to talk and i can’t do anything. I am just crying and looking for Your help with teary eyes and tired and broken heart. Please give me happiness. I want my parents and my love please Baba please do something please make my marriage with my love in the presence of our families, please Baba please. Please pray for me hetal ji and all devotees. I am in a very worst situation now please pray for me to Baba please. Hope all your prayers will make my wish fulfilled by Baba. Om Sai Ram.
Later I came to US for higher studies and here I met a guy, my senior and eventually got close to him. Exactly 1 year back on this day, he proposed to me and I was speechless and was not ready for it and I knew it will be impossible to convince my parents in spite of him being from same caste, as he is from a completely different background where the parents are not so educated and definitely my parents will not be very happy due to some differences in status and all kind of non sense. But my brain was shut, told him it’s not possible though I like him. Later we continued to meet several times even after he graduated and left college. We couldn't stay away from one another. But when I went for vacation to India my parents fixed a match for me and did not let me give any reasons to say no to that. May be i thought this was only better for me to get over him as soon as possible. But our bond grew stronger, we are emotionally attached, my marriage date is coming near and i hardly talked to my so called fiancé 4-5 times on phone. I know no one else in this world can look after me the way he takes care of me. He has been there for me in my good and bad and worst.
I am jobless here in US for 7 months now, all my friends who studied with me got settled in jobs and I am still praying Sai Baba for betterment of my life. I have been ready Sai Parayanam and Guru Charitra alternatively since a few months now. I could not visit Shirdi during last visit to India but went to Tirupathi. May be Sai Baba is angry on me for breaking the promise I made Him that I will give equal importance. Now I am waiting to go to India only to visit Shirdi and will come back married to one whom I hardly know. Please Sai show me the path. I have no clarity in life both professionally and personally. Be my guide please. These 7 months I have understood the value of money which I had in abundance from my childhood. Now I think twice to spend for even food outside. Don't know for how many more days Sai Baba will test me. I hope He will give a ray of hope soon. Still praying You with Shraddha and Saburi, a girl who is waiting for Your acceptance to be Your devotee.
Just 5 days back on 7th Dec 2015 in the morning one of my friend who is also a Sai devotee called me and I just started sharing all my tension with her, it looks like Sai Baba only made her to call me and to convey His message don’t worry everything will be fine. We talked for long and my friend assured she is also going to pray, we both will pray. She assured me that within this week surely Sai Baba will listen and get the Visa approved. I really felt great peace after talking to her. Even in the same day evening she called and said she was watching Live Shirdi Darshan and really felt that our prayers has been accepted as Baba wore the White colour dress after Abhishek which she prayed to show as acceptance of our prayers. I was really feeling light. I even asked a Question at Q&A site and got the positive answer indicating travel. It was a great surprise that answer was mentioning even about travel. I promised Sai Baba I will post my experience on approval of my Visa. It was certainly a Sai Miracle within 3 days of above incidence on 9th Dec 2015 we got our Visa status as Approved. My joy had no bounds, tears rolled in thanking Sai. It was a great gift from Sai which I received 2 days before my Anniversary. Today (11th Dec) is my Anniversary, with Sai Baba blessings I am posting this experience in Sai lotus feet. Thank You Sai for all the happiness You have given me. I pray Sai Baba to give me Shirdi Darshan soon. Bow to Shri Sai- Peace be to all. Om Sai Namo Namah, Jai Jai Sai Namo Namah.
Before to this, his visa was rejected twice because his company did not provide few of the documents which were asked by US embassy. Even this time I was tensed if it will be rejected. Same thing happened again on the day of interview. They had again asked to submit few important documents. I was praying whole day and night to Baba to get visa approved. These 3 weeks we faced a lot of stress and tension. The documents which embassy asked was submitted by my husband's office and our visa was approved on 20th day from the day of interview. Thanks to Baba a lot. I asked Baba if we get visa approval, I will post my experience. This is a Miracle in my life as my husband had lost his hopes of getting visa because it was rejected twice before. From that day my husband started believing in Baba. Anantha Koti Brahmand Nayak Raajadhiraj Yogi Raja Parabrahma Sri Sachidanand Sadguru Sainathaya Maharaj Ki Jai.
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