Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
http://www.shirdisaibabaexperiences.org/2014/05/why-sai-ignores-me-anonymous-sai-devotee.html) still . Everything is same but became more worse, so I was not willing to write.
Firstly coming to my experiences with Sai, I have requested Sai for school admission for my nephew’s in KV we all were praying for it for 3 years but it was not happening because we doesn’t belong to any category such as central govt employee or reserved cast or so we were general category, we lost hope and stared applying for other schools with CBSE syllabus. I prayed if my both nephew got admission in same school I will right it in this blog but only elder one got admission we were praying for both so that travelling fare will be less if they go to same school but it did not happened at least one got admission so thank You Deva for at least one seat.
Once my phone mobile data was not working. It has been couple of days where I have recharged monthly pack if it doesn’t connect, my money will be wasted with lot of difficulty. I recharge it. I prayed to our Sai and applied Udi. Later on, it started working. Thank You Deva. This year on my birthday, I and my family planned for Shiridi and Nashik trip. Everything went well as plan but before starting journey, I was having period’s symptoms. I was very worried each and every time I was tensed and thinking about it I asked Sai whether to take some medicine through chits but answer was no need even then I was very tensed. We completed Nashik trip and came to Shiridi. I was crying thinking about problem as symptoms which I get regularly are on and I may not visit Sai Baba Mandir on my birthday. My brother even consoled me saying we are going to Sai/fakir’s place, He doesn’t have any such restrictions but for me Sai is God and incarnation of Lord Datta, it will be huge sin if I do so. I went in to bath room and cried a lot but Sai has blessed me with beautiful Darshan on my birthday without any tension not only that we have visited nearby Temples and kept my tension away it. I returned to home and thanked a ton to Deva as I wrote in my previous experiences I lost my parents so I was very much willing to go Shiridi and have His Darshan on my birthday. Thanks Deva, thank You.
My another experience is that my younger nephew was not well and I felt he may have some chronic disease like sugar but reports came normal. I prayed Deva if reports are normal, I will write it here, thanks Deva saving him from that. Thank You Sai family the way you all have blessed me in my last experience. But Sai devotees, I am in big trouble still there is no end to my problems as I have mentioned earlier, my maternal uncle vowed some amount which he has taken as loan from my mother. As I have said earlier, my mother is no more. My brother and me has gone to my uncle’s in-laws house as he is not available to contact in any manner. He stopped picking up his phone, so to ask about it we have visited my uncle’s in-laws house with one of my maternal aunty because she also gave him money, my brother said as my uncle is not responding to us if this is situation we have to proceed legally so that we can get back our money. We are just informing them because their daughter may also suffer so just inform them. Actually we never stressed them for money even when we were in need of money for my mom’s operation or in any situation we informed them in this manner because we thought listening that at least my uncle will call us as I told earlier we have sell our house to come out of debts which happen majorly happened due to this uncle he is bank employee and even bank and union is saving him from his bad action.
We thought our uncle’s in laws are honest people but they are same as them, you all may be surprised to know later few months we got letter to my mom’s house from my uncle stating he and his wife are committing suicide because me and my brother are harassing him for money not only that he and his wife accused me and my brother killing my mom as I was not willing to get married and not showing any interest in any match, my brother mentally harassed my mother to sell our house and many dirty things has been written in it one of it was me and my brother are having affair so I am not getting married. I felt like killing myself but I realize why should I die what wrong I did my brother is my father after my father’s death, he is taking care of me as princess everyone knows about it in same manner my Bhabi takes care of me actually they say they have 3 kids, 2 boys and girl. How can be people be so much sick and get so cheap for money if he call and say they can’t pay they don’t have but no he did not did that instead written all shit we got irritated because they never respond to our calls during my mom’s death also, there was no source to inform them. In that letter they have mentioned they will send to media and all. I and my brother thought to file FIR but some relatives said not to do so because it may come out in public and I am unmarried.
Later we came to know they have sent this to his bank various branch, then felt even worst because everyone will read that shit and may even believe that is truth. We came to know they are safe and he has joined bank but bank is protecting him. Sai family after long stress and confusion, I am writing this in this site many doubts what to do where to go for help. I want them to be punished for their cruel and evil thought he was same uncle who use carry me when I was kid and said as he doesn’t have children I am his daughter and know how can he write all this thing about me he has taken my money, my family’s mental peace and know character assassination. Where to file complaint is there any women commission in Hyderabad where I can complaint against them can who will help why my Sai is quiet? Why Deva? In Q&A site, I asked Sai about my career, my marriage, my family’s betterment. I use get answer, it will happen on Holi, Ramanavami, Gokul Ashtami, several festival are coming and going but there is no change Sai also use to say you get letter and you will become famous Sai is this the letter Deva? How can it can happen, I am waiting for Your blessings for long time, why mental tension is increasing day by day. Why Sai, I need Your answer. I want them to be punished Deva, my life, my marriage and career are not settled, then why are You punishing me so hard Deva. Help me Sai Deva. I am sorry Sai family, every time I am taking Your lot of time please suggest me what can I do to punish that inhuman person and his wife. And please pray for me and my family why Sai is not blessing us.
Meanwhile still i did not become staunch devotee of Baba. I felt i used to pray to Baba only in the hour of need. Once i was back and with my family in Oman i was not getting job and my family visa status was also expired as i did not travel for visa renewal due to my fear. So, i was on visit visa and if i had to continue to stay with my family i had to get a job here again i started keeping Thursday fast and on 7th Thursday, i got the job. Then my friend was not getting job. He is my best friend and was always by my side so i kept fast for his career as well during this time he got small job with a local contractor here in Oman but that job was not at all fit for him based on his qualifications and he left the job and he did not have anything in hand. I was so let down that this time Baba has failed me. But after few days, he got job in Oman in bank as relationship manager which is what he has studied and also now his career is now in full swing.
Due to some circumstances, my brother also who is in his teenage years went through the period of depression during that time i was randomly searching on Google and i came across miracles by reading Sai Satcharitra, i wanted to read this for some other thing also which i personally wanted. The day i was suppose to complete its reading i.e. in seven days, i did not get what i wanted but my brother got out of depression and his life is back on track. I was very happy because this had affected my family a lot and plus this was one of the things i wanted. I have now become a strong believer of Sai Baba. After reading experiences of many of His devotees and also Sai Satcharitra though i admit i am still not able to surrender myself completely to His Lotus Feet and sometimes even if i want to avoid it i still doubt in His faith. However, i have changed a lot as a person and actually started walking on right path and i am sure Baba will fulfil even this wish of mine soon. Thank You Baba for everything and help me completely surrender to Him.
Then I thought, Baba must be real and He heard me, because the chance of such a thing happening was really slim where I live. I told this to my Amma and she was surprised. Later she revealed that she had prayed to Baba that if I get a nice job she would observer the Guruvar Vrat. It was a difficult time to get a job as the country was going through recession and I was sceptical. But Baba blessed me with a wonderful job answering my Amma’s prayers. I am studying part time and it is hard to find time with working full time and a family. Baba helped me get good marks and pass. I am very sure that I would not have been able to do this without Baba’s help. My younger son has to wear glasses as he is far sighted. He has been wearing it since he was a baby as the power is too high. We have to see the specialist every year to keep a check. The specialist had told us that with a power as high, the chances of it coming down are not very high. I prayed to Baba before leaving for the check up this time. Baba showered His blessing and my son did very well. The doctor was also a bit surprised and has prescribed a lower power. Thank You Baba for taking me in Your fold. Om Sai Ram.
On other side, where Sai indicated me several times to be alert, i trusted another person. He called my emotional care fake, my brotherhood as unreal. He insulted me several times. He abused my parents for no reason. He did back bitching about me several times. He in fact made people against me. He asks for help when only he is in need and otherwise treat me as a useless thing in road. The person has put a question on my upbringing, why? Just because, i helped and cared for the person selflessly. the person used me many times and i never said No. Sai always said to me never change myself But one night Sai came in my dream and said, don’t hate him. He is my creation. Love and forgive him if he does harm to you. Sai always showed me right path. He always was there to guide me towards right. Sai was always there to wipe out my tears. He was there to bring infinity on my face. I request all Sai followers, always be good to all, even your haters. Sai has taken all pain and sufferings of people but he never complained. He helped people who did harm to Him. Love Sai. Love all people. I am proud to say "Sai is my Guru, my Life, my inspiration, my friend". Om Sai Ram.
One Saturday morning, I just got up from sleep at 3 am with deep pain in my heart thinking why these things are happening to us. Suddenly I saw a light on my phone. I thought that might be some message and took Baba's Name and checked the message, it was from our Baba’s devotee friend who said everything will be fine and he said I just did Baba’s Pooja and talk to the priest. The priest told me to chant Baba's Name and said your problem will be solved. We were tensed and spent two more days in tension and kept trying. Suddenly, we were blessed with project on Tuesday! We were saved by Baba's Grace. He not only saved us but also was always there with us in most difficult time and sent soothing messages as well. Baba please keep showering Your blessings on us and be with us always.
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