Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
In May 2013, my baby girl was born. After discharging from hospital, that night problems started. My in laws started creating problems. They spoke with my parents with such a horrible word. They too even considered me and baby too. My delivery was with C-Section. I was in very much pain. Before coming to US, i said to my husband that after baby’s birth, i will go back to India and i will be back with her in 6 months. He said ok for this. My parents stayed here like punished people. My in laws separated me and my husband too. They made him to change a lot. He did not even come and see his baby after coming from office too. I was telling everything to my grandmother and she said to me to do Sai Pooja. But in this situation, i said i am not able to do. I went to India with my parents. That time my husband called me. After that, he did not even call me. I was very upset and i was not able to take care of my baby. Then i started doing Sai Pooja. That time, i told Baba that i won’t stop Pooja, i will do it until my last breath. From there till now, i am doing every Thursday Baba’s Pooja and visiting Temple too.
Miracle took place after this. One day my husband called me, talked with me and i came back to USA on May 2014. With Baba’s Grace, i and my husband are having smooth life and he too became His devotee. He took us to Temple without forgetting every week. My parents too started doing Pooja for Baba and they attended Bhajans too in every week. They were so much frustrated because of these incidents and by Baba’s Grace, they come out from these. My all relatives started speaking that i will be divorced and finally before coming to USA, from my mother’s home, i got a miracle of Baba’s Kumkum in my bag. I was packing everything and went to my room to took some bags out. That time nobody was around and i saw a packet on top of my bag. I thought my mother had kept. I asked her and she said i did not kept anything. Then i realised and went to Baba in my Pooja room and said thanks to Him that He gave my life back. Satchidhanandha Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai.
Today I honestly decided to end my life and even thought of a way to kill myself. But one last time I went to the Temple and prayed to Sai Maa and cried a lot. I asked Him to show some Miracle and change things in my life as He always does to all His devotees. I did not get to see any Miracles so I just lost my hope and left the Temple to prepare to end my life. While I was going through all these thoughts I was still praying and hoping things would change as He has always protected me. I don’t have anyone except for Sai in my life. He only got me married to him then why do I have to go through all this now. When I returned to the hotel, I wrote a message on my Blackberry phone which only my husband could see. And the message was I give up. Take my sins, take my past and take my pain. I actually forgot after putting that message. Almost after an hour, I got a message from my husband showing all the love and care. He finally said he is missing me. I had tears in my eyes and I just could not believe the words. Then my husband said that don’t give up and don’t let me give up so soon. Smile like old times and everything will be fine. I am crying while writing this. This is all my Sai's Leela. Who in this world can do such a Miracle, only my Sai.
Baba, I love You. I swear I do and I apologize for being angry with You but You know You are the only one I have in this whole universe. Please make me a better person like before. I love You so much Baba, can’t express the feeling. Please never leave me and be with me in everything I do. I am a sinner please forgive me. Help me in taking care of all who come to me. Make me a person who believes in giving. Please make my husband a better person more loving and caring. Make him believe in You please. I want to let go of the past please help me. Sai Nathay Namah. Sachidanand Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Mere Baba Ki Jai. Mere Sai Ki Jai. Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai. I will go to the Temple again tomorrow and even on Monday and if possible even on Tuesday before I leave Dubai. Mere Sai ho mere Sai ho Teri Murat Rahe Dil Mein.
I went to Shirdi all alone from Nepal on 24th June 2015 but by Baba’s grace I had no problem and had a very nice Darshan. I wished that I get a Neem leave too as a blessing. I told Baba how will I know if my Darshan and prayer has been accepted, show me something. I was saying this in the afternoon but I did not get any leaf. Again, I came in the evening and asked Baba for His blessing, when I was saying this I saw a leaf fell outside the bar. I immediately picked it as there were many people who were looking for it since the morning. Again, next day I went and was wishing silently if I can get that leaf. Then I told myself not to be greedy but I get 2 more leaves. I was very happy. On the first day of my Shirdi Darshan after Pooja, I bought a Sai charitable book and I read it in daily basis. I was reading it sitting at the Gurusthan, then a dog came and stood just in front of my face. I was scared for a while then I realised that Baba has come in the disguise of that dog and it filled my eyes with tear.
After Kakad Aarti, I rushed out to take the Jal after Baba’s holy bath, it was a long queue and I thought I might not get it and was continuously praying to Baba that Baba please give me that holy water for my parents, my daughter, my brother, sisters and everybody. The line was big and when I was about to reach the container the water was almost finished. I was very disappointed but the security guard who was distributing it took bottle from me and gave me water even if it was just half glass. I was very happy that I got it. Baba, You know everything Baba, take away my pain. We have everything by Your Grace. Baba, please get my brother married too. He is very well settled in business, has no bad habit, looks good but we are not finding any good match for him. My father and mother both are very worried for us. My other 3 sisters are well settled in their life. Please Baba, shower Your blessings on us Baba, please. Om Sai Ram.
I prayed to Him and started reading Sai Satcharitra on Wednesday with faith and I completed chap 1 and 2 and then on the next day Thursday as it is Baba’s holy day I called one company to ask them whether they have any job vacancy available, I prayed to Baba to get job at least in that company before I called them and I am very happy to say that my Baba fulfilled it, the company ask me to come for the interview on the next day. I felt so happy that I went for interview and they offered me a very good position and asked me to join on next Holy Thursday. I feel so damn happy and speechless how Baba is always there for me and I love Him so much no matter what happens. I will always follow His words and teachings in my life. Thanks Baba for being with me all the time especially when I need You the most. Baba is great He never let me down even once. My Love on You is indescribable Baba. I will always stay by Your side as Your devotee. Thanks for making me successfully in writing this experience, without Your blessing I am nothing. And bless all those beautiful souls reading this experience, be with them and guide them to right path Baba. Bow to Shri Sai and peace be upon to all. Sri Sachidanand Sadguru Sri Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Om Sai Ram.
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