Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:
In 2008, my in laws arrived in USA and my MIL started making dishes that my husband should not be eating and my father in law started smoking in front of the kids and since I corrected them, they did not like it and told my husband to divorce me. After that, I completely stopped talking to them. From 2008-2014, there were too many changes with my husband and I thought it was due to his health, he started visiting India by himself, working late nights etc. And I was doing every chore inside and outside the house juggling kid’s activities. He started bringing a American colleague who was 8 years older than us to the Temple and to other places saying that she is like an older sister and she is living alone. I felt sorry for her and she used to come to my house literally everyday and my Indian neighbours and friends and my kids were asking too many questions. But I trusted my husband so much that I did not think in my wildest dreams that he was cheating on me until my daughter stumbled upon few intimate emails between other lady and my husband. I was shocked. I never knew my husband will lie and cheat being the father of 2 grow up kids (12 & 17). After that, my kids stopped talking to him in 2014. I realized that my husband had also taken her to India and gone on a south India tour to Tirupathi and other holy places with my in laws. The more I came to know, my whole world collapsed. I visited India after a week of the email findings and I confronted my husband and she was very cool and casual saying that I was making a big deal out of it. Now to think back about his late night work and other stuff, he has been spending time with this woman while I was taking care of kids and home and working.
I told my husband that I am willing to forgive him if he can be transparent and tell me the truth and we can start a new life and I had to leave to India nearly after 5 years. While I was in India my husband sent me roses and card and cake and told me that he needs us (kids and I). My gut feeling told me that he is hiding more stuff so I couldn't trust all that he said so I repeated told him to be honest and he kept insisting that he told me. I cried and I went to Sai temple and came home and found through Google plus more pictures of my husband with that American woman. My parents consoled me advising my husband and me to move to another state and forget all the stuff. When we landed in USA, my husband was not there to pick us from the airport and when kids and I reached home he had moved out with his belongings and never told us. The next day was my daughter birthday and he called us over the phone but kids and I told him to come back home. After a couple of days, I received the summon that my husband had file for a divorce. My parents and brother are all shocked because of his behaviour, the way he abandoned kids and me. My parents are 75+ and are very sad about his ungrateful behaviour and his arrogance. My son who is in 12th grade is going so much of pain and stress of his final year. My daughter is shocked by her dad behaviour and arrogance. My kids are my main pillar of strength. I lost my job because of all this stress. I am helpless and struggling financially, emotionally. I have completely surrendered at Sai’s Feet, I am tired weary and exhausted both mentally and emotionally. My husband, In-laws and American girlfriend all have been going out together to Temples where my son is volunteering, shopping etc while he doesn't help us financially. I am surprised to see how a father can disown his kids and be selfish. I am fed up of all that is happening around me. All I have is faith in God. I don't want this divorce because of my kids, all I wanted my husband to realize his mistake and come back.
Once my friend told me that coastal energy power plant is recruiting, he told to send the resume and i sent. When i called, they told the process has completed. I told Baba to help me. I got an idea and asked my neighbour to go to company office and speak about me. With Baba’s Grace, they called me and told we will consider your resume as you have good marks and also NPTI certificate. They told to attend the interview on Tuesday first. After 1 hour, they called me again and told, your interview is rescheduled on Thursday 28 May. I was happy. I attended my interview. It was related to technical working questions and even in my personal interview also, i did good. Along with me, my seniors of NPTI college also came there to attend the interview with strong reference and also 150 MW experience of 2 years. I thought Baba, You should only help me. I completed my interview and i did my 3rd Vrat. I read the Vrat book in bus while returning home and they told they will mail the result. I started to Orissa from my home. I don’t want to go to that job again. I cried heavily. I am still waiting for the result. Last Tuesday, they again called me and asked, what’s the company name that you are working and what’s the designation and salary. I told them everything but i told my designation as engineer but actually it is graduate engineer trainee. Sorry Baba, in fear that i should get the job so, i told lie, when i called my seniors and asked them that they get any call, they told no not yet. Baba will help me to get this job, i will post the result after i get it. Ananta Koti Brahmand Nayak Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Param Brahma Sri Sachidanand Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai, Shri Sainath Pranamasthu! Sheba Bhavasthu.
One morning, while sleeping a voice came from my heart that I will not go. When I got up, I thought about the voice and went to office. When I went there I realised that the plans for travel were getting into shape and I became upset then. I trusted Baba and left everything to Him. My senior said that I will talk to the manager and make your travel plans and sent you the details in the evening. All this while, I was praying Baba that please do a Miracle and stop me from going. Then Baba played the role and in the evening when I opened my mail box, I got the mail from my senior. I took Baba’s Name before opening it and Baba had again created His magic and my trip got cancelled. I was super happy as Baba listened to me. The mail read that due to some funds problem, I would not be able to travel. Baba listened to His daughter and solved my problem. I do understand that it is a small matter of travelling but I do not know why I was so reluctant to go, only Baba knows. All I can say is Baba protected me from something bad as my heart was not ready to go at all. My heart’s voice was none other than Baba’s voice. Thanks a lot Baba. Love You.
One more Miracle of Baba is, that I had a severe neck pain from a very long time. I showed it to the specialist and the doctor told me that my spine discs have degenerated and it can be treated with disc replacement surgery in the future. I was under a lot of pain. When the doctor was talking I was not getting worried at all as I knew my dad (Baba) is with me and He will look after this. After this I prayed to Baba and started planning for my Shirdi trip. I knew that after my Shirdi visit I will be free from this disease. Baba is very merciful and I know He can’t see His children in pain. My trust won and Baba again proved His love for me as I did not get any pain in my neck after the Shirdi visit. It seems the problem just vanished away in seconds. Baba is very kind. He always and always loves us no matter what. All He needs is out unconditional love and devotion. Such are His kind Leelas. I have dedicated this life to Baba and Baba only. I am Baba’s and Baba is mine. Love You Baba. Jai Sai Ram. Baba bless all.
One day back, I lost my credit card. I remembered that I searched card in my house and I asked my friends. They said, they didn't have but I thought I might have given to one guy. He forgot that and he said no. I got tensed and I searched my house three times but I didn't found. Then I prayed to my Sai please find the card. After that, I went to Baba question and answer’s blog. I asked a question there, for first time I got some irrelevant answer. Then i prayed Sai and again I put a number there. I got the answer like this, “Offer water soon and you will gain and you will celebrate”. I was thinking to whom I have to offer water as I am staying in the other country working in the mall. The miracle happens here as soon as I got the message, my friend came and said he remembered that he taken the card and he asked me the water to drink after listening that from his mouth I feel blessed by Baba and I got lot of happiness and my faith is so increased. Baba please bless me and bless all the devotees. Baba, don't leave me alone Baba. I completely surrendered my life at Your Feet, please make my life goes on a good direction. I wish you all the people will bless by my Baba. Anantha Koti Brahmand Nayak Raja Di Raja Yogi Raja Parabrahma Samartha Sri Sachidanand Sadguru Sai Nath Mama Raj Ki Jai. Om Sai Ram.
We just sat there watching the evening Aarti and then an old man came to us and gave us some books of Baba. He said he was a lecturer in an Engineering college and that he lives in a different place, he shared many stories and miracles of Baba. We were so happy to have met him that evening. On our way back home, even my cousin shared her stories and situations in which Baba helped her. I felt so happy hearing to all those experiences. I also came to know that reading Sai Satcharitra does good. So, I asked my mother about this Book, she got it from my aunt who is a devotee of Baba. I started reading it every Thursday, one chapter a day. I even skipped reading it sometimes when I wasn’t at home. But Baba blessed me and has taken care of me always, I started realizing that I was only attracted to him but it wasn’t love. One day everything changed, I broke up with him but my trust and devotion towards Baba didn’t stop. From then, I started praying for everybody’s wellness and happiness. I got a job in a good MNC after my graduation and everything went well. I lived a happy independent life which I dreamt about, since childhood.
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