A Couple of Sai Baba Experiences - Part 1029 (Highlights of Today's post)
fraud person. The experience is like that, i met a boy on a matrimonial site in the month of April, as my parents were looking for a suitable match for me to get married. This guy sent me a request on matrimonial site, me and my parents like the profile so we accepted the request so that we can proceed further. We both had started chatting and after few days we exchange numbers and started talking on phone. He is working in another city so he kept on promising me that he will come after one month from the day we started talking. It’s been one month we were talking, he proposed me on phone itself and also told me that he will not be able to come to Delhi, because of some urgent work.
He gave me confidence that he loved me so much and want to marry me, he even make my parents talk with his parents and he also talk with my parents on phone and gave them assurance that he will come on next decided possible date and would like to marry their daughter and we both continue talking on phone. But we always used to fight on each and every thing. We used to keep on arguing on things. Because of that, sometime i feel that, is he a right guy for me and pray to Baba please show me a right path, whether i am doing right thing or not by trusting a person whom i have not met. I just saw a photograph of that person and was talking on phone. But i tell to myself, that he is a right guy as Baba has sent him for me. But suddenly when his date of coming came near and we had a last conversation on Thursday itself, after that conversation, he suddenly stop picking my calls and replying to my messages. After few days, his phone got switched off. I had tried each and every possible effort to contact him but he was not approachable. Here my parents kept on asking me where he is and when he is coming as we have planned that when he will come we will get married. But i don’t have any answer to give to parents as i myself don't know where he is gone and why he is suddenly cut all the connections with me.
I cried a lot in front of Baba saying that why He do this to me, if He doesn't want us to be together and then why He made us meet and also prayed in front of Him please make him come back anyhow. But nothing happened. Time passed and almost one month was gone. He didn't contact me. So i made myself strong and decided to move forward in life and will marry with the person whom my parents like and we started searching for a nice guy for me. But i was still not being able to forget him and used to cry a lot. Suddenly the Miracle happened and in the month of October and fortunately it was Thursday, i got his mail saying that he is back. He is not being able to forget me as well and want to talk again. I asked him, why he do this to me and finish every contact without telling any reason. What was the reason, then he told me that he thought that we are arguing on each and every thing and this thing will create a problem between us so he need the time to think over it and also told that he went abroad because of some office work. He again somehow took me in confidence that he was sorry for what he did and not being able to forget me and all that. I believed him, whatever he said and keep on asking Baba please suggest me right path. If he is good and telling me truth then only again make him come in my life otherwise not. I used to pick chits in front of Baba which always gave me a negative response but still i ignore that signs that Baba doesn't want him to be the part of my life again, but in foolishness i ignored all these signs and trusted him again and started talking.
He again promised me that he will come on that particular day and he had decided everything and we will get marry when he will come. Again that thing start happening when his date of coming to Delhi came closer he will start giving me excuses that he has to again postpone the date. Again two months passed and this time he finally told me that he will come on 7th of January as he is going abroad for some work and will come on 7th for sure, till then he said his numbers will not working. So i asked him to give his home and office address and other number on which i can ask about him. Time passed and 7th came and again there was no information about him. Whatever the information he gave all were fake and incorrect. His numbers were again switch off. So i prayed Baba and started reading Sai Satcharitra and also started Nav Guruvar Vrat and started praying in front of Baba, please give me some proof that he is fraud and again he is playing with my emotions.
Then on the 4th day from i started reading the Sai Satcharitra, i got a message from a girl on my Gmail. She was asking about him that whether i know him or not as she is also trying to contact him. I asked her whether she know him. I took her number and call her, what i came to know. She also met him on same matrimonial site and also had same conversations with her and also promised her to get married. She told me she saw her mailbox and there were so many girls whom he is talking and cheated. On that day, i was so relieved that finally i found some proof about him that he cheated me and many more girls. It was my mistake that i ignored Baba's sign that he is not a good guy for me, because i was truly in love with that person. But by Baba's Grace, finally i am being able to find the truth and got a lesson that nobody is worth trusting in this time. I know Baba is with me in each and every situation. He takes care of His Child. I have full faith in Him that He will surely send a good guy for me, He will definitely have good plans for their children, just have faith in Him and follow Shradha and Saburi. He will surely listen to your prayers and sorry Sai Baba for sharing this experience late. Love You Sai Ma. You are everything for me. I always need Your blessings. Be with me Sai Ma. Om Sai Ram.
auspicious website. My day starts with watching the live Darshan of Sai and reading Sai experiences as soon as I come to office and I end my day reading Sai Satcharitra and writing Sai Nama. Sai is the only mantra which gives peace to all the worried hearts. At every step of my life knowingly or unknowingly, I have got more than I deserve only through Sai’s Grace. I came to Sai’s abode through my loving grandmother, who was also an ardent devotee of Sai Maa. She was like a backbone for our family. I would like to mention the biggest experience which happened in our lives which pulled us to Sai Maa.
My grandmother was suffering from leukaemia. She had a huge tumour and doctor had advised to remove it. We got it removed and after the operation doctor informed that she would live only for 2 to 3 months no matter what treatment is given. After we heard this, we were devastated. My grandmother was my life. Our purpose of leaving was only for her. She was the only hope in our lives, we used to love her so much. We were hopeless. Dear Sai devotees believe it or not my grandmother was alive for 7 years without taking any treatment for Cancer which is highly possible only because of Sai. One day my grandmother experienced Sai Maa coming out of the Photo, which is hung on the wall, and rubbing her stomach and telling her she will get well soon. This is solely the reason for my grandmother’s survival else I know I could not have even spent those days with her as I am suffering a lot of pain in my life now without her. I thank Sai from the bottom of my heart for giving her a rebirth and giving a chance for us to spend some time with her. Sai’s love towards us won’t end here.
After my grandmother’s loss, Sai is Everything to me, my Grandfather, Grandmother, a Friend, Aunt, Uncle, Everything and i am still surviving only for Him and because of Him. I take this life as a biggest gift to worship Him and will do till my last breath. There are many more miracles happened in my life only because of Him. I got into a very good course and a prestigious institution only because of Him. I also got into a very good job after doing the Nav Guruvar Vrat. The Employee ID I have been assigned adds up to 9. This says it all. There are many issues in my professional life but Sai is always there behind me and making me face it strongly. My family is looking for a proposal for me since 2 years now. It is so painful every time I meet a guy and it does not proceed further. I sometimes feel so dejected facing this. I have been in so much pain from then. It is so painful for my parents too. The main thing which is bothering me is I have an elder brother and he is yet to get married. My parents will start searching for him only after mine. Because of me my brother is also facing problems. It is such a humiliation in the society if a girl gets married late. Sai please give me and my family strength to face this. We received a proposal from a relative, my family liked the guy and his family very much and they also had liked. But as the guy is working abroad he has put it on hold saying he will commit only after he meets me. It’s been almost 9 months now and no news from the guy’s side and we are blindly waiting for the guy to come and we do not want to see any other proposal as all of us have liked them. The main reason I liked the guy is he also a Sai devotee.
Meanwhile when we had been to Shirdi 4 months back I had an amazing experience. After having an exuberant Baba Darshan we went to collect Udi. While standing in the queue a person came to me and asked me to meet him. I collected Udi and met him. He did not ask me for any details and told that I have not got married till now because Baba does not like any proposals I have got and he gave me a ashtakam written by Dasaganu Maharaj and asked me to recite on every Sunday 108 times for 9 weeks. I was dumbstruck when this happened. I could not believe. Astrologers say I do not have Gurubala and cannot get married now, Sai, You know the pain I am undergoing now. Kindly show me the right way if I am doing anything wrong and bless me. Kindly shower Your blessings on my brother and bless him with a good job and a good wife as he also suffering so much pain in his life. Sai please bless my parents always with good health and happiness as they have seen only pain in their lives because of me and my brother. Thanks to all the devotees for reading such a lengthy experience. This is the only place where I can share my joy and pain. I will always try to lead my life as per Sai’s words but I know I do mistakes as I am a human being and I wish He is always there with me and helping me to cross all the hurdles in my life.
My father decided to marry me within next 4 months. I did not want to marry now. So i read Sai Satcharitra. After i completed my reading, within 2 days, my dad said that i don’t have money. So your marriage will be postponed to 2 years. That time, i feel very happy and thanked Baba. I was trying to get job. I attended more than 6 companies. I lost the hope. I decided to quit the placement. The astrologer also told that you will get the job after January only because time was not good. But by Baba’s Grace only, i got the job in November month itself. I had no confident on me to get the job. Baba satisfies all my needs whatever i want. I have a very good friend. He is also studying engineering in my college. He is facing lots of problem in college, home, everywhere, because of his bad time. He is having lots of reappears. He can’t clear them till now. So he is very disappointed, because of him only i did Sai Vrat, i read Sai Satcharitra 2 times. Daily i am writing Om Sai Ram 108 times. Daily, i am praying for him and begging to Baba to clear his reappears and get the job from past 2 years, but nothing happened for him till now. Please help him Baba. He is suffering a lot financially and mentally. No one is there to help and support him. Everyone is avoiding him, because he did not clear his reappears. I visited QA site and in that site, i asked if he will clear his reappears. Answer was, you will pass the test, you are going to be happy, and deserve your wish. Next time in that site donate Rs 10, & your wish is going to happen. I also donated Rs 10.
There is a Miracle regarding this, i am staying in hostel. I can’t go outside. So i prayed Baba that how I can give amount. Next day, i went out for interview. I left the bus. One lady came and asked me some money. So i gave her 10 rupee. I felt so happy. Baba only did that. Whenever i asked the questions in Q/A site it will show, you are going to deserve your wish, but nothing happened for him, because of his situation i can’t be happy. Baba fulfils whatever i need, but for him nothing happened. I don't know why it is. This time result came. I had full faith on Baba that surely he is going to clear the reappears. I told to Baba, please give any positive signal to me that he will clear his reappears. I mentioned that please wear green dress. Daily, i visit Sai Baba live Darshan in this website. Before result came, he was wearing Green dress in noon Aarti and night Aarti. I felt so happy. Baba was showing positive signal. Result came on the same day. But he did not clear his reappears. I felt so sad. My friend said that he will not come to college. I am thinking that Baba is going to give big thing for him. But everyone is criticising me and him. I can’t tolerate that. No-one respecting is him, please don’t leave him. I am still having Faith & Patience on You. Please take care of him. Please Baba, he wants to clear all his reappears and get the job, because this is 8th semester for him. Please show Your blessings on him. Om Sai Ram. If he will clear all his reappears and will get job, i will post my experience in this site. Om Sai Namo Namah.
presentation date came nearer. One of my friend told me that don't worry, It's impossible to happen any mishaps with a Sai devotee. After listening this I was relaxed & prepared for the presentation. I drank Baba's Udi with water every day and applied Udi on my neck and forehead. On the presentation day in morning, I suffered from continues cough. I left everything on Sai Baba's Lotus Feet & went for presentation. Astonishingly, I performed my presentation properly without any difficulties. I didn't suffer from cough for a single time during my presentation. It is a miracle of Sai Baba.
Another miracle of Baba in my life is that one day afternoon my uncle came to my home & told that my father faced a road accident. His bike stroke with a truck. But my uncle didn't clarify about my father's condition after the accident, because my uncle heard this accident news from one of my father's friend. At that time, I and my mother thought that definitely my uncle hid some news about accident before us. I felt darkness around me. I went to worship room of our house and hold the Idol of Sai Baba and prayed, "Baba if You want my father will come to us without any harm. I left everything on Sai Baba's Feet like what I always do in bad and difficult situations. I did a phone call to my father and my father told that he was okay. When I heard my father's voice in phone, I felt better as my father was in good condition. After two hours my father came home. My father didn't have a small scratch on his body and even on his bike. I was astonished. My father is alive only due to Sai Baba's blessing. Once my mother had a operation. I went to Sai Baba's Temple on operation evening and prayed to save my mother and asked the priest of the temple to light a Diya (candle) all over the night. My mother was recovered within few days.
Another miracle of Baba is that when I completed my higher secondary, I was very poor in study. I was very much weak in mathematics. I couldn't solve a simple numerical of math. Then I got admission in engineering which was very hard for me to clear all papers because it required sufficient knowledge in mathematics. I had also health problem. In 4 years of engineering, I had total 18 fail papers. I was going to a Sai Temple regularly which is about half Kilometre distance from our engineering hostel. I prayed Baba to help me in clearing my papers. If I can't complete engineering my career will spoil as well as my father's Lakhs of money will also waste. But finally after a long and terrible battle, I completeh engineering. Baba helped me in all difficult situations of my engineering life. First time new rules were published by the university which helped me to clear the papers."Shirdi Sai Baba Is My Life". Without His blessing my life will stop. There are many problems with me now. But I am sure that Baba will recover me from all problems and sorrows. I am alive with this hope. I have to do two things. Have strong "Faith" on Baba and have much "Patience". These two are the important needs for a human being to survive in this world. Sometimes Baba examines my degree of faith and patience. I failed every time. But Baba forgave me all time.
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