Sai Brother Senthil from India says: First let me thank you Hetal ji for your divine and splendid service for all the Sai devotees around the world, you are blessed soul chosen by Baba to perform His order. I am Senthil from Chennai residing in Ambathur, Baba came in to life very long back, during my college days a decade back, when I went to Mumbai for my friends marriage they all planned for spiritual outing, one of them was Shiridi but at that time, I was not much aware about Baba and power of Shiridi, I just went along with them and came back, even after that I did not became Baba’s follower! May be very sinful soul so that I was away from Baba! Later after few years passed, my mother was having Baba Photo and when I asked her she said this is Shiridi Baba, I recollected my Mumbai visit, even then I have not become Baba’s devotee. My Mom was such a sweet person in this earth, she does everything for me and only soul in this earth who lives for me and only me, I mean it. I love her more than any other thing in this earth. She always supports and there for me at any cost. But she is no more, I miss her lot every sec.

One fine day I was riding my bike very fast, when I tried to overtake the bus before me, unfortunately another bus was parked which was not visible to me from behind the bus I was following, in high speed I applied brake but bike got stuck and my head got it on the corner of bus, before hit I was not sure how I called that name “Baba” and I went to unconscious stage, blood started flowing out from my forehead on the left eyebrow. I was there on the road for almost 30 – 40 min with no body help! May be people would have thought I am dead! but I believe that Baba will not end until He wish to do that, some fireman ( He must be Baba) who was going in opposite direction on Auto stopped and enquired and he immediately took me to nearby hospital, in spite of his busy schedule, great Man! After checking, hospital nurse told that this needs stitches due to deep cut injury and there was no doctor now to do that but they did some emergency first aid to stop the blood flow, then fireman (Baba) took me in auto to my home, whereas I was still in drowsy situation, as I was not aware of anything happening around me, he brought me to home where I have not even cared about to ask his name and whereabouts just went in to my room and slept. I felt bad, ashamed and worried lot for not knowing about him, it seems he informed about accident to my parents and left, even my parents did not get his details! I missed Baba! Since then I started believing Baba.


Days passed, later I fell in love with my Uncle’s (Mom’s, brother’s daughter) it was almost 4 years of love there was lot of ups and down but whenever I am down My lovely Mom was there to console me, bring me back to normal, many times after visiting her home, I used to come late night say about 12:30 AM, till then my Mom would be waiting for me and she made me to eat something, only then she eat and go to bed in spite of her early morning duty at 6 AM, she awake for me because she loves me that much! I Miss You Mom. In Month of Nov, I got engaged and my marriage got fixed in Feb. There is another uncle of me, who was not interested in this engagement as he wanted his daughter to get married with me. In month of Dec 7th, unexpectedly a worst, terrible, bad thing happened in my life. My Mom met with an accident on the way coming back from her work. She was working in ESI hospital as house keeper and the job was like, she has to stay there for entire week and will be with us only in weekends. Whenever I wish to see her, I will be going to her work place.

In fact on that day Dec 7th she applied for 3 months leave for the sake of my marriage, but she left once for all from this earth. I was totally shattered and almost Mad, My Mom used to say if I am not there, no one is there in this earth would be favour of you, same thing I am facing now! What she said is 100% true. When we checked the astrologer he said this soul is not meant to die at this age, she had to life for another 30 years. This was due to someone within our family very closely related has done black magic to stop this marriage. He also said that this was done for bride but it was almighty plan to switch over to my Mom! Poor soul she died for my goodness! People said that either we have to stop this marriage and reconsider after 3 years or you have to execute it as per schedule fixed in Feb as My Mom fixed the date her soul will be around here to bless the couples. We checked astrologer and he said you can execute as per schedule as my Mom is there with us and she wish this to happen and also she will reborn again, in my point of view I thought that if I stopped this for next three years anything can happen and girls reputation would get spoiled and in case if this proposal get cancelled she may face some future life problem like people saying that this girl is unlucky person! So I decided to get married as per schedule, the other uncle came to marriage hall, drunken and made some worst scenes, now we all got doubt that he is the one who would have done this black magic to stop this marriage, somehow the marriage was over. Since my wife was doing her education, we planned not to have kids for next 3 years.

Later Baba blessed us with beautiful girl baby. She is same like my Mom’s character. I remember astrologer’s word, I felt very happy that I got my Mom back. My mom had many desire but I could not fulfilL all those at that time because of my poor income but now I wish to fulfil all desire of my sweetest mom through my daughter! After my Mom’s death my father brought in another women which I am not comfortable, as I don’t wish to see any other women in the place of my lovely mom. My father is very cunning and greedy for money, he transferred home in his name and took all gratuity, PF which has been shared by government for 3 of us (me, my brother and father) also since my Mom was government staff, my father is eligible to get pension but only when he is not getting another marriage, by knowing this he did not brought this women legally so that he can enjoy pension without any struggle, how cunning these humans. I prayed to Baba and cried a lot of time to overcome all these sorrows, and then I left my home. Now it’s almost 7 year, i have no contact with my father as well as brother as he is comfortable staying with him. Now I am all alone without any relation but one and only Baba.

For past 12 years after getting my salary, I use to donate every month to temple (Lord Ayyapan temple in Anna nagar), whenever I am jobless I could not do that. I am MBA holder and My Job Profile is US IT recruiter and all the company till I switchover there won’t be any growth. So again in next company they assure me with growth and make me to start as recruiter again, some company I left due to non growth and others due to politics. At that time Baba blessed me with work from home option, the company is really too good and they are very transparent, I loved working there because there is no bothering of politics, which I am more comfortable, in fact our company owner is staunch devotee of Baba. I felt very blessed and thought that Baba has brought me to right place, we use to share many miracles of Baba often and Baba developed our spiritualism in official manner, in fact I became more and more close to Baba and Staunch devotee after joining this company.

During this time my wife got conceived and it was Twins but she and her parent are not comfortable and they wish to abort it which I am not interested I told that it would be biggest sin in this earth and can’t payback at any cost, unwillingly they agreed and I prayed to Baba that if twins delivered safely we all come to Shiridi to invoke Your blessings. I also shared this with my owner and they were very happy and they also said same thing that it would be sin. My owner taught me about Sai Nav guru Vrat and I started doing that whenever I feel down, also my Owner helped me to get Satcharitra book from Shiridi, so nice of her and I thank her from bottom of my heart for helping me to get this precious book . During the pregnancy month, there was lot of cold war with my wife and her parents, but I prayed to Baba as He is the only one Who is with me. Once my wife was feeling pain and I dissolved some Udi in water and gave it to her but she refused to take and spitted out. I got very angry and left the place and felt sorry to Baba, like this lot of incidents happened until delivery. Then in month of Jan, twins got delivered, and as promised to Baba, we have planned to go Shiridi and in month of April we visited.

We had a tough challenge in flight with twins, all passengers got annoyed in flight due to their nonstop cry! it was only two days trip and it was heavily raining when we went to temple, when we went in line, Security said that Darshan will be closed you can have it only next day morning so better go back to room but we requested saying that we came in heavy rain that too with twin babies finally he agreed and left us in (Baba plans for us). I was wearing yellow T-shirt. I was praying that Baba should wear the same colour dress of mine, when we pass by line we can see the Baba in TV hanged there, when I saw that Baba was wearing green colour dress. I felt sad and continued in line. When I went close to Baba, I saw it was green with Yellow Stars, OMG Baba listens to my small prayers, Hurray I am blessed, my joy knew no bounds and tears flowed out! Jai Sai Ram. Then we came out to Dwarkamai and Bhajan was going. We sat there for a while then came out to Baba’s Gurusthan, but I was unable to get Neem leaf! I felt very sad. We collected some Udi and returned back to room, due to handling Twins we were unable to enquire about Prasad counter too! I read in Satcharitra about Bharit (roasted Brinjal mixed with curd and spices), Kacharya (circular pieces of Brinjal fried in Ghee) and meat balls. I wish to taste all three but didn’t get chance to enquire, next time surely I will check and taste this. I thought of going alone, again in morning for Darshan but due to Twins the plans had not been executed.

When we came to Airport something was not feeling ok for me, I felt that my Darshan was not so good so I decided to come again in peaceful manner and stay with Him for long time without any hurry in returning back, to invoke more blessings. After coming back all was well in my company and they even helped me with interest free loan to fulfil my needs. I worked there for almost 3 years and I asked them for US sponsorship but they refused to do that due to that I got de-motivated and my performance came down month by month, owner was very nice to me and they use to tell read Satcharitra as that should not be idle, also to do Sai Nav Guru Vrat. I did Parayan too to fulfil my US Sponsorship desire but company denied! Meanwhile I did master health check up and came to know that I am having hernia which has to be operated ASAP to avoid worst case scenario. I checked and had multiple opinions with several Dr but all said Surgery is must and no other go! I goggled to check whether there are any alternates without surgery but all end up with same! Dr said it is going to cost me 1.5 L for traditional cut and 1.8 L for Laparoscopic. I informed the same to company they said that can help with partial amount but due to my other commitments if I take remaining loan from private sector I would be getting in to troublesome situation so I asked full loan 1.5 L which company is unable to help, I prayed to Baba to help me.

Every Thursday I use to go nearby Baba temple and light Lamps there. I requested my company with two options please help me with US sponsorship, so that I can take care of surgery expense or else relieve me with 3 months pay which will help me to take care of surgery expense. I am shattered. They said today is last day for me with them, i thought that they will help me with 3 months pay but I got only 15 days pay! I am worried and cried to Baba, now somehow I managed with surgery but with more loans and struggling day by day, jobless nightmares, having dependant of 4 and lot of commitments and loans, I realized my mistakes now, as I should have submerged my US desire and taken that partial amount to compensate my surgery expense and report back to work after break but I feel that it is too late! I have to fulfil my (Mothers) daughter’s desire, have to manage EMI’s and other commitment and new issues my wife wants to go away from me as I am jobless! She is pinpointing the past arguments regarding twins! I am almost dying day by day without Job, Baba please help me ASAP, Please guide me to re-begin my life or help me to end once for all! I am surrendering myself on the lotus feet of Baba. Dear Devotees thanks for reading, please Pray for me to lead happy life


© Devotees Experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba

50 comments:

  1. OmSairam.
    Don't worry Baba will help you. Keeping you in my prayers.
    Bow to ShriSai peace be to all

    ReplyDelete
  2. I feel you would have listened to your wife and her parents.
    Your ego as a man came in between.
    Why Women has to bear all the time?
    You would have aborted the twins for the sake of your wife. I dont feel its a sin because your wife was not happy with that.
    Now no use of speaking that.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. HOW CAN ONE BE RESPONSIBLE IN KILLING THEIR OWN CHILDREN....AND HER WIFE SHOULD BE HER SUPPORT IN HIS BAD TIMES NEITHER PINPOINTING HIM....AND THOSE KIDS WERE LIKE HIS MOTHER INCARNATION HOW HE CAN DO THAT...WE SHOULD KEEP SOME HEART

      Delete
    2. Yes aborting child is biggest sin.. I m happy u dint do it..
      May baba bless ua family..

      Delete
    3. I don't think male ego is the thing here. I can't judge their situation but wife should support him in both up and downs. I just want to say that read sai satcharita regularly and contemplate on stories until all your problems are solved.

      Delete
    4. Dear Senthil
      Sai Ram, I can very much understand in what situation you are right now. But Baba is testing your believe, He takes lots of exam that how much you trust him . Please be strong in his two words SHARDHA AND SABURi..please take two yellow flower, coconut and agarbati to his temple and tell Baba this is all what I have for you , please forgive all my mistakes. Please help me there is no one without u in this world who is listening to me right now..and remember one thing Your mothers blessing are always with you, but you have to carry on in this life. Just when ever u start any new mission you bow to her picture and Baba picture and start...Baba will guide you don't loose hope.

      In this phase of life I can understand your wife , but make here believe bad time has come, it will surely be followed with good days...As u have stated your daughter is your mother, tell he maa please forgive me if I have hurt you in anyway but please help...Sai will help , he has to help..don't loose hope..SAI RAM

      Delete
    5. All the time, he is talking about his side only. He was forcing all his wishes and ideas on his wife. No wonder she behaved like this. She just wanted some time. Why couldn't he let her have it. Now what can a woman do with twins and a jobless husband? OK past is past. Many men do this, including my husband. I also wanted to postpone having baby. We are in lots and lots of debt and I am pregnant (against my wish). Now we don't even have money for regular checkup. I am in the seventh month of pregnancy now. I am worried about delivery expenses. There is no one from my side who can support me. In fact, I am taking care of my mom. I beg all men please first think of your situation and plan family accordingly. It's very important in this materialistic world. Baba please save your children from this kind of situations. Please help them and guide them.

      Delete
    6. DEAR DEVOTEE..UR SITUATION IS DIFFERENT HE HAD HIS JOB WHEN THE TWINS WERE BORN..AND EVERY PERSON BRING THEIR OWN DESTINY BY HIS OR HER OWN ACTIONS,,,,AND BABA ONLE SEE THE PATIENCE AND ACCORDING TO ADHYAY 20 "SAIMAA IS THE ONLY DOER...THE PEOPLE GETTING WHATEVER LIFE SHOULD BE HAPPY THE HAPPINESS AND SORROW COMES FROM HIS MIND A PERSON SHOULD SUPPORT BE HAPPY IN WHATEVER GOD GIVES...SO KEEP PATIENCE AND BE HAPPY SAIMAA NEVER EVER WILL LEAVE THEIR PEOPLE HAND"

      Delete
  3. Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai ram Om Sai Ram

    ReplyDelete
  4. Dear baba ji please never leave ur child like this.....pls give him job and happy married life.....how can u see sai child suffering like this.
    i m also waiting for job since last 3 yrs.....pls deva stop testing us.
    bless all ur child who r in need.
    love u deva.

    ReplyDelete
  5. baba y ur children who r honest,good and soft hearted r the one who suffer all the time..its not fair baba.people who used others,insensitive and create problems for others r always happy.baba plz help this devotee and me as well.m going away from u as my faith z dying bcz u kept quiet for so long..may b m the big sinner that m not allowed to hv ur blessings.dont knw where to go..what to do..

    ReplyDelete
  6. OM SAI RAM
    Please help your child Sai Baba
    Om Sai Ram
    Om Sai Ram
    I love you Sai Ram
    Om Sai Ram
    Om Sai Ram

    ReplyDelete
  7. Dear Sai
    Please help the devotee and bless him with a peace of mind in his life.

    ReplyDelete
  8. Everything will be fine soon. Om Sai Ram

    ReplyDelete
  9. Dear sai devotee.....please dnt loose urself over this tough phase of life.....i m sure that baba would definately save u and ur family...its good that u didnt abort d twins...sai knows ur good intentions & wold definately bless u wid success and peace...u dnt knw hiw much agony d couple feels when they desparately try to hav kids but suffer due to bad karma..it kills internally....may baba bless u soon...
    And bless all other couples with healthy kids..om sai ram

    ReplyDelete
  10. DEVAA..PLEASE HELP HIM PLEASE...DEAR THIS IS ONLY A BAD TIME WHICH IS ANNOYED WHEN THIS TIME WILL PASS THERE WILL BE EMERGENCE OF NEW BEST LIFE FOR YOU WHICH SAIMAA HAS PLANNED JUST WAIT FOR THAT..KEEP SAIMAA IN MIND...DEVA BLESS U

    ReplyDelete
  11. Om sai ram. You have been through so many struggles with a lot of determination. Don't worry baba will definitely find a solution. Have faith. All will be well. Our prayers are with you

    ReplyDelete
  12. Baba must bless & help u.
    Follow our beloved baba's word i.e SHRADHA AND SABURI
    LOVE U BABA.PLS ALWAYS BE WITH US..

    ReplyDelete
  13. Sometime i wonder is baba realy there to help is god realy there to help ... If we are left struggling and there are no answers to our prayers then what is the use of praying... I have been sai devotee for so long but have been struggling alot throughout my life . And now i wonder what is point of so much prayer and faith.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. REMEMBER THE SATCHARITRA ADHYAY ITS OUR OWN DEEDS WHICH WE HAVE TO GIVE IN SOME OR OTHER WAY...THAT IS THE ONLY LOVE WHICH IS COMPLETELY A TRUST WHETHER HE SHOULD BE ANY PERSON OR GOD..........SAIMAA BESTOW AT CORRECT TIME AND DON'T STOP THEN.....SO WAIT HE WANTS HIS CHILDREN NOT TO TAKE ANY REBIRTH AND FOLLOW CYCLE OF SINS...KEEP FAITH DEAR DEVOTEE

      Delete
  14. BABA love u....pls never leave my hand.......protect us..

    ReplyDelete
  15. Baba its my hearts request that you bless this devotee....pls!!! Jaijaijaisairam!!!!

    ReplyDelete
  16. Dear Son, always prioritize your loyalty to your own self. In this distressing period of joblessness, try to look for just any job for which you have the skill, even of it pays less or even if the rank is lower than ur expectation. This will keep ur resume active and give you self confidence and comfort to keep looking for the job that ur heart desires. US opportunity will happen with time. Money can be made anywhere. Be gentle and kind to your own self. In this sinful world, at times, we need to be 'clever' just to survive, just to get by. Pls do not get any job in India! All experiences count and US is not paradise!
    At every point pause to think, what would your mom have adviced you but also pray and ask SaiMa for direction, meanwhile try to stick to the path that provides you a means of income. Money is not everything but if is close enuf to oxygen. With faith and patience, all things r possible. It may take time for the US dream to come true, but even if it comes true, there might come a time wherein u might regret how u approached the task to get to the US. Believe that SainMa is ur mom now!

    ReplyDelete
  17. Devotees,kindly tell me the meaning of this,I went to saibaba temple today.when I was coming back,a photo came and fell nearby me and I took it and saw it was saibaba's photo,I was very happy and. I returned it back to the shopkeeper.what meaning does it carry sai photo coming to us due to blowing of air,kindly tell me saidevotees.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Think yourself lucky or think it was a co incidence . Its up to you

      Delete
    2. That is great...from what I feel, it could mean Baba wants you to take him(that photo/frame) home with you...Om Sai ram....Consider it as a blessing

      Delete
    3. Baba wants to come to you. Buy a photo and pray regularly.

      Delete
  18. Omsairam.love you.thanks for whatever you have given me.give good health to my father and brother. Take Careof everyone.I got angry with my father and brother I very sorry saibaba.love you so much.

    ReplyDelete
  19. Devotees,kindly tell me the meaning of this,I went to saibaba temple today.when I was coming back,a photo came and fell nearby me and I took it and saw it was saibaba's photo,I was very happy and. I returned it back to the shopkeeper.what meaning does it carry sai photo coming to us due to blowing of air,kindly tell me saidevotees.

    ReplyDelete
  20. Dear Devotee,
    Don’t loose hopes and please remember one thing “He is a Doer “ ur just playing as per his cards so be guilt free good days are very nearby and baba will never leave his children alone.

    ReplyDelete
  21. Sairam Devotee,
    I have already prayed to our Greatest Sadguru to bless you with a permanent and well paying job very soon. I have also prayed to Him to bless you with a wonderful family life so that you, your wife and children can live together happily and peacefully

    ReplyDelete
  22. Love u baba
    Never leave me..
    Cure my disease..
    I m crying everyday

    ReplyDelete
  23. Baba Please help your child . Om Sai Ram

    ReplyDelete
  24. Om sai ram.yeh din bhi chale jayenge.

    ReplyDelete
  25. Om sai ram. .Babaji will soon bless you with a good job. Don't worry he will take care of everything.

    ReplyDelete
  26. Om Sai Ram. Dear Devotee pls keep heart , Baba is with you and peace and happiness is just round the corner. Baba says that he always looks after his devotees and that he always speaks the truth. Keep your faith. Jai Sainath Ki Kai.

    ReplyDelete
  27. OM SAI RAM

    Dear Devotee

    Trust Baba- HE is the Ultimate Doer- Will Do things at right time.

    Love to ALL, Peace to ALL

    ReplyDelete
  28. OM Sairam, Dear Devotee you will be blessed soon and b happy for ever:).Believe the Almighty.

    ReplyDelete
  29. Surrender to His Lotus Feet and He will carry you across this ocean of life. I am sure He has worked something out for you by now.

    O Sai, Thank You for surrounding us with friends and family who bring out the positive in us. :)

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

    ReplyDelete
  30. Saibaba is always there for us...please be with patience and faith...surely our baba is there to save us...

    ReplyDelete
  31. Sai ram, please help him baba!

    ReplyDelete
  32. Dear Devotee, I read your story, I got submerged in it. So, NEVER LOSE FAITH ON BABA.
    BABA knows what is best for you.
    I understand it's very hard, but this is your time to meditate and leave everything on HIM. It might take months, BUT BABA is the only ONE who will never leave YOU, despite your current situations.
    Trust , your prayers will be answered shortly..........................................

    ReplyDelete
  33. Dear Devotee,

    Don't worry baba is with you and all of us he is looking at us have Faith and Patience he will take care.

    ReplyDelete
  34. Dear Sai devotee pls type your email I'd here....will check for any opening ....pls be strong Baba is there !!!!...Om Sai Ram !!!!

    ReplyDelete
  35. Baba please help him to give a good life. Please burn all his past sins in your Dhuni. He is really in need and taking care of 4 people in family. Please help him.

    ReplyDelete
  36. Bless all baba...Om Sai Ram

    ReplyDelete
  37. Sai Brother Senthil,

    I am really touched by your situation and would like to help. Please let me know if I can help in anyway. Kindly email me at satish_uppli@hotmail.com, we can start communicating.

    ReplyDelete

Comment Policy (Formed on March 29, 2014)

1. Spam comments will be deleted immediately upon review.

2. Kindly give your suggestions, opinions, feelings about experiences in the post.

3. We request not to type name of Lord Sai Baba in comments, instead writing the same in a blank book or diary will count. Here it will get lost over a period of time. We do understand that you are doing it for the sake of your devotion to Lord Baba, but we do not want to hurt sentiments of anybody here. If after a point of time, you may not find your chants, it will certainly hurt you and in turn our Lord.

4. You can freely communicate with Lord Sai Baba through comments, but be kind to use humble and decent words to respect serenity of this blog.

5. Healthy discussions are welcomed and sorry to those who wish to create negativity through their words. Such comments will be deleted immediately upon review.

6. Devotees can put forward their doubts to get answers from other fellow devotees. Kindly be cautious about your language and words.

Jai Sai Ram
Blog Admin Team

 
Top