Sai Is Not Looking At MeAnonymous Devotee from India says: I always thought to write my experience when something good happens, but i am tired of waiting, No Good things are happening, i am so depressed. I lost my father when I was 8 years old, I don't have any siblings. My Mother is a working woman, so no problem to lead a lower middle class family. I have done my B.E, I don't have a good job.
From past 3 years I have been working for 4.5k and 8k salary. I always wanted to get a good job and look after my mother well. I am reaching my 30, not finding a suitable groom. My mother is trying hard to find an alliance. I have met many grooms’ family. After meeting they reject me because i am not having good job, we don't have enough property or they say horoscope is not matching, some of them don't even bother to reply after meet. My mother is very upset. I have done Nav Guruvar Vrat, read Sai Satcharitra couple of times. But still no results. After starting the Pooja, things got more worst in my life. I am feeling like ending my life. Thinking of my mother I drop it. I have not hurt anyone, not cheated anyone. Why God is killing us daily. Apart from all this, people's taunt will hurt us very badly. Nothing is working. Why Baba hates me so much. What should I do? Life is a big question mark. Myself and my mother have suffered lot in life (which i am not able to share everything here) when'll we get to see light.
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