Need Baba's HelpAnonymous Devotee from India says: Hi I m working in USA for past couple of years. I am the eldest daughter in my family. My faith in Baba started developing during my engineering days. Every time I used to go to Baba’s Temple. I feel peaceful and my faith in Him would grow stronger. However for past couple of years my faith in Him started getting weak due to the experience I had faced. I need help and blessings from Baba to help me to overcome this phase in my life. Baba please bless me I know You are dear friend to me.
I proposed to him saying that I loved him, to which he blocked me instantly. Instead of forgetting it, I took it to my heart and started getting depressed. I lost my job as I couldn't focus much. I followed up with his family member who was close to him and we started talking again the next year on my birthday. I thought lord Shiva has blessed me with an opportunity to recover the broken relation and patch it up. To my embarrassment he said that he couldn't marry me, but will be my friend forever. I kept on saying I loved him. We checked our horoscope and it was 6/36. His father died of cancer hence he and his family decided it to be a bad thing to get married to someone because our horoscope doesn’t match at all. I said there is Pujan which will help us to overcome the differences as I believed in Goddess Maha Lakshmi and lord Shiva firmly. In the mean time he had to get married his sister as she was of my age and their father died by cancer so he is solely responsible person. Once the marriage was done I kept on waiting for him but he clearly and firmly denied marriage with me. I fought with him so hardly that we are now no longer in touch with each other. I miss him badly. Because I gave my heart to him and I feel bad that he broke my heart and he is happily choosing someone else as his life partner.
I feel i am cursed. He and his family have been denying due to cousin rivalry as his cousin got married to my cousin and they both did not want me to be part of their family. He is completely obeying them. I need Baba’s blessings please help me to overcome this grief as I feel like commuting suicide whenever I am alone. And I complain to my mom several times about this. I fear that she will get sickness due to this as everyone in my family has lost their patience to console me. Please help.
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