sking Baba For Help And Thanking HimAnonymous Devotee from India says: Om Sai Ram. Hello Sai devotees, I have been reading this site for a while and today with the permission of my Baba, I am writing this. I do not how to express my gratitude to Babaji. He has been with me and my family each n every single moment. I have even lost count of how many times Baba has been of great help to me. One thing is constantly worrying me since years and today I have decided to ask Baba for help through Sai devotees. So please Sai devotees do read what I have written and suggest me any idea.
When I was in 7 std, I was attracted to Baba. One of my friends told me to collect 366 Baba photos and my wish will be fulfilled. Everybody calls me thin, so I wanted to be beautiful. I whole heartedly believed that Baba will fulfill my wish and I still believe. I do not know whether this wish is just an illusion or Baba himself gave it. I do not know whether to give up this wish or continue. It’s been 9 years almost.
Now I m spiritual and hence I know that beauty is impermanent. But just to feel confident of myself in this world and also shortly I m going to be software engineer and within 2 or 3 years I might get married. So Sai devotees, please suggest me whether I should give up or continue. I tried chanting names, read Sai Satcharitra within 7 days, also wrote Sai names on guru paurnima, but my confusion is still not solved. I have not yet found the answer. This wish has so become a part of mine.
Sometimes I give up this wish and remain silent, yet again when I go out and look at the people in this world again I start wishing. Because of this wish, I became very average in studies and also I don’t eat food properly no matter how hard I try. Because of this I am not having great health and I am scared about marriage life. I will be eagerly waiting for your reply Sai friends. I believe it’s through you that my Baba speaks to me. Also one thing, now I look much better than I used to be before.
I am thankful to You Baba. Anyadha Sharanam Naasti Twameva Sharanam Mama. forgive me for asking such wishes.
I am into a relationship with a guy. It’s been approx 2 years now. When I came into his life, he was already committed to someone else or was coming out of that relationship as it was not working at his family's part. After knowing everything I was with him every moment and we came so far.
I have faced all kind of things to just to make him realize that how mush I love him. Whenever I use to ask him for marriage, he use to give me some or the other excuse. After waiting and crying and hurting myself, we finally decided to get married, but still he has certain conditions. I have some hormonal problems and because of that it is possible that I might face problem in conceiving. And since the very first day of our relation, I never tried to hide anything from him. He used to ignore the talks of our marriage, but now he has realized that I love him a lot. He is ready to get married, but he wants me to go to the doctor and get myself checked. If I could conceive or not and if not then we cannot get married. I know I can conceive as it’s just a hormonal disorder, but not anything serious. My doctor told me that I can, but it is possible that there may be problems related to baby's growth and that too is not sure this problem may occur, but chances are very less. Meanwhile all this hurting things, I came across another guy, who is a divorced person, but a very nice person and he and his family are ok with marriage thing also and tomorrow my family and his family will meet and fix up everything. I don’t know what to do.
I have told my first guy everything and it’s really hurting that he wants me to go to the doctor first. If this is what is called Love, then I don’t think he loves me or he wants me in his life. I have kept everything in Baba's holy feet and I am letting my life flow according to Baba's Decision. I request to all the devotees through this platform to pray to Sai Nath for me and I beg you guys to tell Baba Ji to show me what is right for me. I know and my heart knows how much I loved my first guy, but from his side I have faced only pains only pains. Baba has done a lot for me and wherever I have reached so far in my life it’s just because of HIS Grace.
Sai Saved My Husband Lifeexperiences. I posted my 2 experiences with you and today I am going to share another one.
In June 2013, my husband faced a terrible incidence, which changed his life on that time and due to this incidence he was in jail for 4 days. He felt so shame and bad because he just due to his anger hit the police officer and live in jail. But from that day, he decided to try have less anger on others because only due to his anger, he was faced a terrible and painful days.
From that day I suffered a lot with him too. I was not with him because he was in Uttar Pradesh and I was in Delhi. I was not able to even meet with him. But here continue I pray to my Sai Deva because in every situation I remember Sai all the way. Deva is only to hear my prayer and fulfill it earlier. After 1 month, my husband relief from this sin and happened one thing, which I want to ever that he too have faith in Sai. If I ever say thank you to Deva for His blessing on us this not enough. Only due to Deva, I was able to share my experiences with you. Sai is everything for me, my father, my mother, who knows what I want, what I think. You just have faith and patience on Sai. He will surely listen your prayers and give you the answer. Sai Deva, bless all and be with us always. I will post some more experience due to grace of Sai soon. Sorry for the late post Deva. But Hetal Ji, I wanted to post it on only in Thursday. Sai Bless you!!
Om Sai Namoh Namah Shri Sai Namoh Namah Jai Jai Sai Namoh Namah Satguru Sai Namoh Namah. Om Sai Ram.
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