In today's post, Sai sister shares here experiences and love for Lord Shirdi Sai Baba.

Sai Sister Bhavana Ji from India says: Hello! I am Bhavana from Hyderabad. Please do not disclose my email id. I would like to describe how Baba has changed my life and how He showered His blessings on me. I got acquainted with Baba, when I was 3 years old. From then, I believed that He is everything to me, but I never took Him very seriously and not even used to pray properly. I always used to talk with him just like I speak to my friends and do all childish things like saying Hi , Bye, Your dress color is good, I am eating ice cream, but I won't give You and pinching His cheeks, all such childish things.

I had lot of love and respect for Him in my heart and also fear that He will be watching me, if I make any mistakes He would punish me and I used to follow righteous path. But I don't know why I used to behave that way and I got habituated like that. I always asked for silly things like help me catch my college bus etc. I had been like this till last year. But He never got angry on me and He showed such affection on me that what I am now is only because of Baba. I am so lucky that I got His blessings otherwise my life would have become horrible and meaningless. He molded my character and taught me the Right and Wrong in each and every aspect.


As I mentioned above how I used to behave like a kid with Baba, I behaved the same way even after turning 20. It was last year in June 2012 that I realised Him and it was from then He dragged me closer to Him. I was in a horrible situation in June 2012. I got stuck in a big problem and have been suffering since October 2011. I don't know why I didn't ask Baba for help, I think I had totally forgotten that Baba is there with me at that time. But in June 2012, my situation became worst and my life became hopeless and every second became hell for me. Then one day I don't know how suddenly I remembered Him. I cried like hell and prayed Him whole heartedly to forgive me and help me and relieve me from the torture and that was the first time I read Sai Satcharitra.

I read it for 2 days, I didn't complete it but in those 2 days He did a miracle and relieved me from the sorrow. He removed my 9 months of pain in just 2 days. It was then that I realised my mistake and from then He have been helping me in each and every aspect of my life. From my childhood I have been a person full of fears, I used to fear for each and everything, even to speak to someone or even to walk on road. But I don't know why I didn't turn towards Him to help me, instead I used to be in those fears and made my life fearful and horrible. After I realised my mistake, Baba helped me overcome my fears. Even now I have some fears, and I know they are silly, but I am not able to overcome them. But I am sure He will make me overcome all those. This site has helped me a lot in getting closer to Him. I have many incidents in which Baba helped me and turned me into a better person. But firstly I would like to describe how Baba decided my career and gave me a bright future.

I always had a dream to study abroad in a good university since I was in school. I love mathematics but due to the circumstances I joined B. Tech. Computer science & Engineering in a not-so-good college, in Hyderabad. I do not have a decision-making skill. I cannot make decisions in even a simple aspect. I always get confused and cannot stick to one thing. I had an unstable nature. Same thing was with my career too. I was always confused what to study after my B. Tech. I was strongly determined that I must study and achieve a good position, but I was not getting to know what I actually like. I used to get bored of routine math problems and routine computer software development. I was interested in mathematics and even in programming. I searched a lot and chose to study computational mathematics/Computational engineering in my Master's because it involved mathematics and programming as well. But I actually didn't like the application part of that course because I wanted a discipline, which involves analytical thinking and research- oriented and I used to search for a much better one, which would be interesting to me.

I used to sometimes think of Computational sciences and sometimes computer science and sometimes HRM, as I also liked that. I was always in confusion. After I realised my mistake for forgetting Baba, from then on wards I became totally dependent on Him. I used to ask Him each and every thing and obey whatever He says. I left the decision of my career also to Him. This is how He showed my career path.

One day I got an email from my college to attend an interview. That day was a Thursday. I generally check the company's profile before attending any interview. But I don't know why I did not do it that day. Actually, Baba made me not to see it otherwise all this would have not happened. I asked Baba in Q&A site about the interview. I got the answer as "Success will be gained. Festival will be celebrated". I went to the college along with my friend. Then I came to know that it was for a sales position for a windows manufacturing company. I didn't enquire about what that company name is, and the position and all other details and simply went and thought that I will get that job because Baba gave me a positive answer.

After I came to know about the company, I got disappointed, but I made my mind that what Baba said will definitely become true and he might have had a different plan. I went to the library and was searching for C (a Computer language) books so that I can get a firm grip on fundamentals. Suddenly I found a book and I took it randomly, I even didn't know what that subject means, I picked that book somehow as my mind was preoccupied with something. The book was titled ' Theory of modeling and Simulation'. I opened the book and found some mathematics in it and felt interested and I took that book as I like maths. Similarly I walked few steps forward and picked another book it was ' Discrete-event system simulation'. I observed some similarities between those two books and I took that book. Similarly again I walked few more steps and then again I saw another book related to the same field. How those books came into the Computer Science section is really a miracle and how I exactly picked those books which are of same field is really surprising and there is no branch related to that subject in our college, not even at the Post Graduate level. And I found all those books, in the first year row in the library. In the previous 3 years I had never seen those books in the whole computer science books section. Then I felt that Baba is telling me something. I don't know how such a thought that Baba is telling me something came into mind. Then I felt that He is telling me about my career. Immediately I prayed Him and asked a confirmation for this.

A Pilli (which means 'cat' in Telugu) used to come into the Dilsukhnagar Sai Baba temple, which is near my home. I had seen the cat many times in the temple and I like that pilli. So I said Baba that if you are saying that this is my career, then I have to see the pilli in the temple today after Shej Aarti and that pilli should eat the chapathi, when I give to it. And yes, it happened. I went to Shej Aarti that day night with my parents and I was so excited to know what Baba was going to say. The Pilli came into the temple while the Shej Aarti was going on. I felt very happy, when I saw that. After Shej Aarti, I searched for that pilli, but I could not see it. I got disappointed that Baba did not tell me about my career and still I have to wait for some more days. When I was about to get out of the temple, exactly when I was going out of the gate, I saw the pilli coming into the temple. I felt happy and gave it a piece of chapathi and that pilli ate it. I was overjoyed and I jumped in happiness. Everybody around me was watching me as I behaved like a kid jumping in joy. This is how Baba told me to go for ' Modeling and simulation'.

Though I am good at studies, I lack decision-taking capacity and I could not stand on anything I decide and I have an unstable mind. I always suffered because of this nature. I felt very happy as Baba decided for me. I had no second thoughts and simply decided that I am going to study this course (i.e., 'Modeling and Simulation'). I have no knowledge about that discipline. I even don't know what it is and if Computer Science people can enter the field or not, the only thing I thought was Baba decided it and it would be right for me. From that day onwards, I started learning about the field. I started my study with those books I got in the library. The discipline is very interesting and it contains all the aspects I had wished to have. It involves Mathematics, programming and analytical thinking as well and now I have also done my final year main project on the same one. I did the project well and Baba was with me in each and every step until I finished the project. I had many disturbances during my project, but Baba helped me in everything. Now I am on my way to applying to universities in USA for a Master's in Modeling and Simulation. It is Baba, who gave me the project idea and He also suggested me the university for my Master's. I will describe how He suggested me these in my next posts. Sai Ram!!!!


© Devotees Experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba

42 comments:

  1. Baba You & Your leela are great, Your devotees are blesses.

    Wonderful experince.

    LOVE YOU BABA.

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  2. Dear devotee,thanks for sharing the sai leelas.it had develop a hope in me . I have joined college for btech(IT) without inquiring much about it but i have full faith in my sai had choose good for me.om sai ram.

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  3. Jai Sai Ram
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    LU BABA

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  4. Wonderful Experience.

    Om Sairam

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  5. OM SAI RAM
    OM SAI RAM
    OM SAI RAM

    HI Bhavna, You caome across as a very sweet and innocent devotee. May Baba's blessings be with you always.

    BABA BLESS US ALL

    OM SAI RAM

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  6. Very nice experience...thanks a lot for sharing with us....all the best for your future saichild...OM SAIRAM...LOVE YOU A LOT SAIMA...:):)

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  7. Lovely experience, brought a smile to my face, may Baba continue to be with you and bless you as you go ahead in life :)

    O Deva, Thank You for all the miracles You weave for us, Your children. Thank You O Sadguru for keeping a kind eye on us.

    Thank You O Sai for all the Love & Peace :)

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

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  8. OM SAI RAM.
    Great experience. BABA you are there with us in each and every step Please bless all your devotees. All the very best for your future, thanks for sharing your experience.OM SAI RAM.OM SAI RAM.OM SAI RAM.

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  9. Baba, still you are testing me...it's already so many years since my marriage, please bless me with a child soon...Please find me a way to visit Tirumala and Shirdi if u want me to do the same. I am not knowing because whenever I plan it is failing. So please show me a way to take my family as well or show me the miracle and let me know should I come after my sister's marriage and my delivery. Please show me a way baba, I have completely surrendered to you.

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    1. om sai raam..
      Dont worry i pray to baba for you...

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  10. Nice experience thank u for posting. As Baba said " I never leave u, forget u. When u give ur burdens to me sure i'll bear it" Our BABA is there for us. He never let us down at any case. LOVE U BABA... OM SAI RAM

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  11. wonderful experience.
    baba pless bless me. you know what is in my mind.
    i want my extension. please they should do premium for me .please baba .
    i should get the good news.
    baba i ll read sai book faithfully which i left half.please baba

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  12. baba please help me too....jai sai sadguru....baba bless all....omSAIram...

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  13. Jai Sai Ram ji ki to all,

    Dear Bhavana ji- I lived reading your experiences with Baba ji. May Baba ji get you admission in the best university.

    Sai Sai Sai Sai sai Sai Sai
    Love You Baba ji
    Sabse ZYZZDA ji

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  14. Very nice experience..Your faith is very inspiring and your childish ways reminded a bit of myself..:)...I'm sure Baba will bless you a wonderful career and life..Goodluck..

    Look forward to reading your future posts.

    Om Sai Ram

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  15. Om Sai Jai Sai. Very nice experiences. best of luck for your master. May Saiji keep blessing you. Deva trhank you for evrything. Baba please bless us all always and increase our shradhha n saburi by each passing day.

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  16. i am in a problem..i want intercaste marrigebut our family members are not supporting us..i love him a lot...we both are jobless this is also a problem...in my house everthing is like torturing...day dawn and ending with nyt..my parents are also worried about me..i dnt kno wht to do...o believe in sai..plzhelp me baba i am ur child....love ubaba

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    1. Sonia, even I am facing the same situation. No support from anyone. My life is miserable now. I am dying because of this problem. Baba please change the mind of the people who give preference to caste. Please Sai please

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    2. but how can we survive we move...we all know baba is with us and will help us...but when?...for jobwe both are surviving frompast 1 and half year..lets see...baba help us ....be with us.

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    3. I can understand your pain Sonia. Remember one thing, whatever consequences we are facing in this life are only because of our past karmas. We have to face them until our bad karmas end. So, wait till that day comes. You atleast have support from your love in this regard. I don't have anyone's support. I feel very depressed, lonely and sad. But, I still know Baba will help me get through this situation. Leave all your worries at Baba's feet and do your best to get the job. Think about why you are not getting job. Is it due to the lack of communication skills or technical skills or etc? If so, try to improve them. There is definitely a solution for each and every problem. So, have Shraddha and Saburi. Why to worry when our Sai is with us.

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  17. Yes Baba has his own way of conveying to his devotees !

    Om Sai Ram

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  18. Very nice experience! Baba helped you discover what the true field that He knew you would succeed in through these experiences, and don't worry if Baba selected you to study this field, you will surely be a success in this field. Om Sai Ram!

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  19. jai sai ram baba aapki leela sach me aprampar hai.baba bas ab ye he prathna hai baba mummy ke saath koi aisa miracle karo baba mummy bilkul theek ho jaae baba.baba apna pyaar bhara haath sada hamare sir pe banae rakhna meire sai,

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  20. Today I have resigned from my job. I have been facing a lot of problems partiality frustration since march 2013. I am a Btech + MBA graduate but my job profile is just like a simple graduate. I have got this job by Baba's wish but still I can't understand that why Baba choosen this job for me. When I first entered my department for the first time I felt a lot relieved bcoz there is a beautiful picture of Baba on the entrance door. I have lost all my hope. Now I am staying in Mumbai in a rented flat. Dont know how to manage. Even I have not informed my parents about this. My last hope is Baba. I have started Nava Gurubara Brata also. Please Baba Bless me with a good job. Bless me Bless me Bless me...

    Jai Sai Ram

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  21. Om Sai Ram,
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    Om Sai Ram

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    PLS HELP ME BABA.PLS FORGIVE ALL MY MISTAKEN AND PAST KARMAS, PLS HELP ME BABA..PLS SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS...AM WAITING FOR UR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN BABA...JAI SAIRAM

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  23. OM SAIRAM,
    Love you so much Baba.
    ANANTHA KOTI BRAHMANDA NAYAKA RAJADHI RAJA YOGI RAJA PARA BRAHMA SHRI SACHIDANANDA SAMARTHA SADGURU SAINATH MAHARAJ KI JAI.
    SARVAM SHRI SAINATHARPANAMASTHU.
    Please excuse me Baba for all my mistakes.

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  24. thnx so much fr ur experience,even i hv similar problems so it was very touching for me,even i m stuck in a problem now,baba help me like u,om sai ram

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  25. Lovely experience, thanks for sharing it. I teach Masters in a university. Once I was asked to take classes of the Ph.D students enrolled in our university and the topic I was given was "Modelling and Simulation", hence it was sweet and interesting to hear the same topic...Sai Ram

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  26. Lovely Experience.Baba lives in each and every living as well as non living.I have no doubt that baba has given you good direction.Nothing in this world happens without baba's will,Even leaf cannot move without baba's permission,therefore,cat eating your chapati means baba eating it as he lives inside it and baba in the form of cat blessed you and gave direction to follow.So fortunate you are and I am very happy for you.

    Om Sai Ram

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  27. BABA I really love your leelas

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  28. Baba, today i finished the 9 Guruvaar vrat for the second time. I am really really waiting for Your miracle Baba. Without Your miracle and grace i know things will not set right. Please please Baba, please do some miracle and bring back Vijay. Please change him. Change his thinking and make him realize the beauty of this marriage. I will not be able to sustain if this marriage breaks. I cannot live without him. You also know how deeply and devotedly i love him. Please Baba, don't break me. Please be with me and save me.

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  29. Thanks Baba for everything
    Love U

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  30. Nice experience
    can you please share the Q&A site

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    1. http://questions.shirdi-sai-baba.com/

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