Anonymous Devotee from Germany says:
Om Sai Ram. I wish all of you a wonderful and happy new year. I have shared my experience once before. Here is link. I am writing this to complete my above experience.
In my previous experience, I have written how Baba came in my life, neglecting Him after I had everything in my life and going back to Him after I learnt my mistakes. Also, I have written that I had been doing some big irreparable mistakes in my life. After I realised my mistake, I started crying miserably and terribly. I even went into a state of depression. I caught feet of Baba and begged Him to forgive my mistakes. I even asked Him to take my life if I am not saved from the terrible situation. This went on for 8 months. During these eight months, I was chanting Om Sai Ram most of the time, and I was performing Nav Guruwar Vrat continuously, reading one chapter of the Sai Satcharitra every day, reading devotees experiences on this blog. And I was saved from my mistake only and only due to the blessings of Baba. This is purely a miracle. Though, I made mistakes, I surrendered to Him completely and left my life to His own will and repented for my mistakes, I am saved. That was the happiest moment of my life. I used to doubt the presence of God, but after this miracle, I have no more doubts. I have only blind faith on Him now. Though I have minor problems in my life, I am no more disturbed as I know that He is there looking after me. Sai is with me. SAI is with all of us.
Dear Sai devotees, believe in Sai completely with utmost faith and devotion. He will definitely help you to swim across the hurdles and struggles of life. Sai takes care of everything. I cannot explain to you the mistakes for some reasons. But believe me those are the biggest mistakes, which no one can do. If I would be found out, I will have NOTHING in my life. I would have lost EVERYTHING. Only because of Sai, I am saved. I can only stress now, believe Him and only Him.
Now, I would only say, He creates problems, so that we take a step towards SAI. So that we build unshakable faith on SAI. So that we realise our mistakes and our negative qualities and amend them with the help of SAI. So that we evolve into a better person with the guidance of SAI. I pray to HIM, to hold Your hands always and always and never ever leave them. I pray to HIM, that this soul should never ever forget SAI and that there should be SAI consciousness always with us in our next multiple births on this earth. Because, for me it took 20 years in this birth to know about HIM and 10 more years to build strong faith on HIM.
Dear Sai devotees, do not waste your time in doubting His existence or powers. Now, in this moment, start believing HIM, see HIM everywhere, see only HIM, our SAI. My soul is now happy and at peace only because SAI resides in my heart and He takes care of me and my life. Leave your life at His will. Do not panic, when you have problems in your life. If you are suffering from problems for a long time though you started praying to HIM and you started losing faith and patience, please wait for your good time to come. Your bad karmas are being washed away. You are getting purified. You are very lucky that you are going through this difficult phase of your life as SAI is watching you, helping you and holding you to transform into a more beautiful and pure soul. SAI is suffering because you are suffering. He cannot see you suffer. You are the dearest child of HIM. Hence, He is also waiting and protecting you all this time till your sins are burned out completely with your pain, suffer and agony. Just hold HIM tightly. He will safely and gently bring you from the suffering end to the end of peace and happiness. Your duties in this period of suffering, would be to chant His name always wholeheartedly, be positive, donate food or money, serve the needy to fasten up the process of clearing away your bad karmas.
What more I can say, Anantha Koti Brahmanda Nayaka Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Sri Satchidananda Satguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai. Om Sai Ram, I would like to appreciate the efforts of Hetal ji and team to carry out such a tremendous job successfully. It is all Sai's divine plan. I have few more experiences to share with you.
My sister has been trying hard to get into a job for years. According to my sister’s horoscope, she cannot get a job for the next five years. But she started Sai Nava Guruwar Vrat, having belief on Sai. After the 1st week of Vrat, she saw a job notification. After the 2nd week of Vrat, she applied, after 3rd, she is selected for the interview, after the 4th and 5th, she cleared three rounds of interview, on the 6th , she was called for a final phone interview as they had doubts if she could fit in the job as she is from a very different background. They also suggested she can work for two weeks without salary to see if she can fit in. On the 7th and 8th week, she was working with them to get familiarised with the project and the work. On the 9th, she got the job and she is working now. It is hard to believe this, but it really happened and I saw the developments right in front of my eyes. Sai took care that she likes the job. And only after working for two weeks, only after my sister felt comfortable, the job was given to her by Sai.
My mother performed this Vrat for buying their own house as somehow, the plans of buying their own home could not materialise for some unknown reasons. After performing the Vrat, my parents bought a beautiful home and they are staying there now.
I also would like to share one more miracle here. One of my colleagues had a miracle of Sai at their home. They have an idol of Baba in their puja room. Whenever, my friend sat for pooja, she noticed that the face of the Baba is not facing her, but to an angle. She thought it was her husband, who usually does the puja before her and he was not careful enough and changed the direction of the Baba. She replaced the Baba facing her. On the next day, she again noticed that Baba is not facing her. So, she informed her husband to be careful, while cleaning and doing the puja. But he said that he never changed the angle and he was careful. The next day was a vacation day, so they were at home and wanted to perform the puja in the evening as they were busy in the morning with something else. No one touched Baba or the puja room. They do not have kids and no one else stays with them. Again, the idol of the Baba changed the direction. They were shocked and began to notice more keenly. There was no water beneath the idol. There were also other idols, but none moved except Baba’s idol. They did not share this experience with anyone because they thought that people would think them as crazy. But I was lucky to hear the experience and see the Baba’s idol. Om Sai Ram.
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