Anonymous Devotee from India says:
Jai Sairam. Namaste Didi. I am really glad to see that the spirituality grows in exponential level these days through MY MOTHER, BABA. I am also surprised to learn of you, being so young, is blessed with such immense power of captivating this world under SAINATH!! You are indeed blessed. Please go through my series of experiences that Baba has given to make me feel, realize and experience that He is hearing us at every moment.
It was a Thursday 13th Dec 2012, when I completed my Sai Vrat and went to the nearby temple. I had the wish of buying idly and giving to someone. But the area near the temple is residential and covers only vehicles and homes. Nobody would be there. In general asking for alms and I have never seen any in the past 5 years. That day as soon as I went for Baba Darshan, Baba blessed me with His photo and prasad and my joy knew no bounds.
I prayed to Him that I should find You in disguised form somewhere before I reach back home and accept the small offering that I want to give. Then I left the temple. And as I came out of the temple, I saw an old man, who was asking for alms. I was taken aback and he smiled at me, asking for alms. I asked him if he will wait until I buy idly and come back. He said he himself will buy and asked me to give money. But being little skeptic, I said, no I will get it and you kindly wait. Until I came back, he waited and got the idly. TEARS are gushing as I write this.
Next experience is about my wedding. I am not interested in wedding for some time now and my parents, as a common desire, want me to get married at the earliest. I want some time to get into the family life, as it has lots of commitments to make. During this time, my parents got a call from my relative, who is good at horoscope matching. He said that there is a relative of ours, who is 2 years elder to me and his horoscope matches very well. My parents did the further move and I was shattered, and was continuously calling out to Baba to stop this somehow.
It was on Sunday, 15th Dec 2012, when I was in college for an invigilation duty, my mum, dad and bro were busy engrossed in seeing the details of that far off family relative and they communicated via phone and liked each other’s family. I, being unaware of all these, was in college, doing my prayers, talking with Baba, saying "please stop this alliance somehow. Either the photo of that guy should not be good or his horoscope should not match or something should happen”. Though I m aware that my relative has already matched our horoscope, which seemed to have matched. I made these prayers to Baba.
I came home at evening and I found my mother saying, “We took the horoscope to our known uncle. He said that the mother in law would not leave the couple happy and so asked us not to proceed further. So we cancelled that out". Sainatha, how merciful is He!! He made me realize that He is hearing me at every moment. It was around the same time, when I was talking to Baba, this has happened. What more can I say. I am sure He will bless me with the best, but just that after a little while. I want to roll at His feet and I visualize being a small new born kid, being held by our Baba and kissed out of love.
The following day, 17th Dec, I took a pen drive of my student to give her some notes. I put it in my handbag and returned home after the college. I have always had some problem in losing and getting back the pen drive, because I m so careless with this pen drive alone. That day at night, after the prayers I started to sleep and was suddenly reminded about the pen drive. I started to search in my handbag and it was not there. My BP increased and I cannot afford for a new pen drive to give my student in case it is lost. I am working for part time and my salary comes only after 9 months all together. I searched everywhere and I was sure it was lost. I started reciting Baba's name and slept.
The next day morning, I woke up early and started meditating on Baba's name and said "Please get this pen drive back and I will offer payasam on this Thursday". I was sure that the pen drive was lost and I had a strange feeling that I missed it in bus, while taking money for the ticket. I prayed continuously, saying please help me and do some miracle. I did not board the same bus as the previous day and so finding the pen drive in bus was ruled out. Next I thought, ok it must be in the next classroom, when I took the book, it could have fallen. I went to class and found the other two friends of the girl, whose pen drive was lost. I said them in grief about the pen drive and they said not a problem ma'am. Being tensed, I was just calling out for Baba's help. After seeing me tensed, they said "ma'am, we found the pen drive. It was at the entrance gate. Don't worry ". My god, Sainatha, what miracle He performed. I never opened my bag in college after the classes. What if her friends had not found it? What if somebody else would have taken it? What if it was on the BUS? To confirm it was purely by Baba's grace.
I will tell you another incident. My other student next day had lost her ear ring (Gold) in college. She traced the entire path she walked, but never got it back. Now see Baba didn’t make me search the entire path. He didn’t make me feel upset and He saved me from such a big issue. Is there any other proof required to say Baba hears us every time? I offered Semiya Payasam on 20th Dec with full joy. So never ever am I going to doubt if He listens to me. This realization He has given me, that too, by consecutive incidents, will always make me His firm devotee.
Baba, please forgive all my mistakes and the crimes out of this 5 senses in me. I bow down at Your feet with great respect, love and wish to merge in You forever and ever. Jai Sairam!!
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